Night Life ; yungi

[M] THIRTEEN

YEONJUN

Dating Soobin truly wasn't as he imagined. Yeonjun thought that dating his crush of like, three years, would be heaven, but it wasn't. Sure, it was great, but it didn't really feel like they were dating. The only real difference was that the affection was romantic and that Yeonjun could wear the clothes Soobin would leave at his house when he came over.

"Dude, what is up with you?" Taehyun asked, snapping Yeonjun out of his thoughts, "You've been lost in thought this whole time."

Yeonjun shook his head. "Sorry, I'm just thinking about Soobin."

Taehyun nodded slowly, "In a good or bad way?" He asked gently.

He paused a moment before answering. "Kind of bad," he started quietly, "But not like, super bad."

Taehyun sighed and pushed his hair out of his face, "Alright, talk to me. Tell me everything."

"It's not even really that big of a deal," Yeonjun started, "I mean, I guess it just doesn't really feel like we're dating? He hasn't kissed me on the lips since the day we started dating. He'll like kiss me on the cheek or forehead before we sleep or something, but that's it. It kind of feels like we're still just friends except I can wear his clothes and the affection is romantic instead of platonic."

Taehyun nodded slowly as Yeonjun spoke, taking in everything he said. "Okay, you need to talk to him hun," Taehyun said.

Yeonjun shook his head. Taehyun sighed, "You have to."

"It's scary," Yeonjun complained, "You know I'm not good at confrontation."

Taehyun placed a hand on Yeonjun's shoulder and caressed it with his thumb, "I know, but this is something you need to do to make this work."

Yeonjun just nodded slowly and leaned his head on Taehyun's shoulder. He always knew how to comfort him, ever since highschool they'd been this way. Mutually they'd be there for each other, they were each other's person when it came to talking about something. Whenever something happened, Yeonjun would rush to tell Taehyun and vise versa.

"Should I go over now? I think I can do it," Yeonjun said quietly.

"If you think you're ready," Taehyun replied.

Yeonjun just nodded and got up, going to the door while typing out 'can I come over?' to Soobin. Soobin replied quickly, saying he could. Yeonjun put on his shoes quickly, leaving Taehyun's home and quickly heading to his motorcycle. He put his helmet on before hopping on the bike and quickly rode over to Soobin's flat.

He eagerly knocked on the door, smiling when Soobin opened it.

"Hey," Soobin said happily, placing a hand on Yeonjun's hip as he walked in, closing the door behind him.

"Hey," Yeonjun said back, a slight upset tone is his voice.

Soobin took Yeonjun's hand into his own as they say on the couch. "Something wrong?"

"Um, kind of. We need to talk," he said hesitantly.

Soobin nodded, "What's up?"

"Are you sure this is right? I mean, do you even love me? This sort of just feels like we're friends with a different label. I mean if you don't like me and wanna go back to being friends you can just say so, no harsh feelings. I really like you but if you don't I'll completely underst-"

Soobin cut off Yeonjun by kissing him very roughly. Yeonjun quickly kissed back, his arms wrapping around Soobin's neck. Soobin pulled him into his lap, kissing him passionately.

Yeonjun pulled away, "So that means you love me?"

"Of course I do," Soobin whispered against his lips.