Paper POV:
Oj putting his head on my shoulder was....Interesting? Did he mean to do that? Does he like me back?? Was he just trying to joke with me??? So many question ran through my head. Why did he do that? Honestly, I fealt kind of nice..Maybe he likes me back! There is a possibility!! Whatever, I continued to cut the apple slices and put it all on the REALLY big plate with all the snacks I put on. Oj noticed all the food and he looked suprised.
OJ: "Oh wow...Thats a lot-!"
Paper: "Oh-! Yeah! I eat a lot when watching movies and- Well, of course its for both of us and I dont know how much you eat So- um- yeah-"
Oj looked at me with a frown. He seemed concerned about something. I started to get worried. Shit- did I do something wrong? Is he mad at me?? Did I make him mad? Does he not want to do this anymore?? I thought..but he cut off my overthinking with a question.
Oj: "Are you ok...? You seem...Scared-"
Paper: "oh- Um- Im ok! I was...-"
Oj: "Paper. You know you can tell me when somethings wrong..And, your not fine. I can tell."
Oj said, putting his hands on my shoulders. He looked at me, with a concerned Expression. Ugh, he could see right through me!!
Paper: "I um-"
I was going to tell him. But I cant. I promised myself that I wouldnt tell him tonight. He doesnt love me back, he never will. So what do I tell him?? That Im thinking about an anonymous person?
Paper: "Im...just Overthinking..Sorry,"
Oj: "No, don't apologize. Its ok..What are you thinking about..?"
Paper: "I- um- uh...I was-"
I tried to build up sentences. Instead, I just exhaled and asked.
Paper: "Uh...Are you mad at me?"
Oj: "What? No! Never!! Im not mad at you...Why would you ever think that?? I- Paper, your my best friend a-and your super sweet and helpful..Why would I be mad at you??"
Paper: "I- um..I just thought you were..Im sorry.."
Oj sighed and gave me a hug. I tight one..My face went red and I hugged him back..Ok..Good, he wasnt. His words sounded real and genuine. I smiled, Im so glad that he's my best friend...And No one would ever replace our friendship.
Oj: "Anything else wrong..?"
He asked, letting go of me and looking at me with a concerned expression. Holding my arms. I looked back at him, staring at his face, It was...Well, Beautiful. My face got hot and I just stared at him.
Paper: "U-um. No! Thank you...."
I said, Looking away to hide my red-ass face. Oj smiled (as I saw in the corner of my eye) at me. Im pretty sure he was convinced I was ok. And which, I was. I had nothing to hide other than the fact that I loved him,
Oj: "Ok...Well, Im glad your ok. And remeber, Im never mad at you, ok?"
Paper: "Ok. Thank you OJ..."
Oj: "No promblem!!"
He said with a smile. I quietly as a mouse, said, I love you.. To him. Hoping that he didnt hear me. Oj looked up at me.
Oj: "What was that?"
I Immediately got scared and my face got hotter and redder. I stuttered as I spoke.
Paper: "Oh-! U-um! N-nothing! I was just- um- i..I said I love that your helping me. :)"
Oj: "Oh...Ok- I thought you said something else,"
Oj nodded when he spoke. Clearly not convinced at all. Shit..He might have figured it out. I thought to myself. But, to my suprise, he just shrugged and put the cheese on the crackers. I, being my akward self, Continued to cut apples into slices.
Oj had finished setting up and he looked at me and smiled.
Oj: "Well! Are you ready to start this AWESOME PARTEH!!!"
Oj said, a bit loudly but not too loud that any guests could hear him. I giggled from his enthusiasm. I was excited for this. Hopefully, things would go the way I wanted them to and nothing 'weird' would happen. I smiled and grabbed the big plate with a shit ton of food.
Paper: "Im ready for the, AWESOME PARTEHHH!!"
I said, going along with the joke, Oj laughed with me and He grabbed one side of the plate.
Oj: "Here, lemme help you with that..."
Oj said, Grabbing the side of the plate and walking with me. We set it on a sidetable near the couch. I moved the table in front of the couch where we could both reach it without moving too much. I ran back into the kitchen and grabbed the bowl of popcorn. Setting it on the table also, I sat down next to Oj with a huge smile on my face. Oj, had the remote in his hand, Searching through what movies we could watch together. Oj lookes at me a smiled back
Oj: "So, What do you want to watch?"
Paper: "Hm...I dont know, What kind of genres do you like? Then we could start from there."
Oj: "Ok! Um..I like romance movies, and uh....Action movies, yeah."
Paper: "Ok! Romance movies! I like those. too!"
I said with a smile,Oj nodded and started to look up 'Romance Movies' on the TV, I glanced at Oj, Seeing his face...I dont know why, But It just..Stared at it. Is that Creepy? I dont know- Oj kept searching and found a queer-Storyline Movie with 2 boys kissing on the cover. Oj looked at me and I quickly stopped staring at him.
Oj: "Um...You wanna watch this?"
Paper: "Uh- Sure! Lets watch it!!"
Oj smiled and started the movie. I grabbed the bowl of popcorn and put it between us to A.) be able to eat it (duh) and B.) So wouldnt...do anything...I just started eating the popcorn and the other snacks while, obviously watching the movie. Not going to lie, it was a pretty good movie. I really liked it! As we sat in silence, not talking, glancing at each or any of that. I realized that we were already halfway through the movie. Wow..Time passes through quickly. And, We had already ate all the snacks!! What-? Ok. Well...I glanced at OJ who was starting to slowly fall asleep on the couch...I smiled, it was cute.♡
Paper: "Oj..? You ok?"
Oj:"Wha...-? Uh..Yeah...just tired.."
Oj said, sleepy as heck. I giggled a bit. And I started to suggest for him to go to his room and to sleep but then, right there. I fealt something on my shoulder. I fealt his head..On my shoulder. Sleeping right there. Oj was sleeping on my shoulder!! My face got red and I panicked. Shit-! What do I do?? Leave him there?? Wake him up? Tell him to get off?? My heart raced, What do I do!??!! I can't wake him up, he seemed exhausted..So, I left him there. I reached for the remote, trying not to make any big movements to wake OJ up, but then stopped. There was a kissing scene on the movie..And I Imagined, could that be Oj and I? No, Just a thought. I turned off the TV and smiled at Oj..
Paper: "I love you, Oj..."
I said, quietly. Hopefully, He was fully asleep. Bc I swear to god, if he wasnt. I would have broke my promise to myself. Oj just groaned and fixed his position on me. My face was freaking red right now..I looked away..Then, I started to get tired myself. I went along with thing and fell asleep..My head on Oj's. It fealt nice..If only we could've done this more often..Me and OJ fell asleep..Together.
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From the Start...(PAYJAY FANFIC)
RomanceOJ and Paper have loved eachother for awhile now. Known it from the Start. But now, They are both trying the hardest to tell how they really feel but theres that constant fear that one is mad at the other. Omg, Will one EVER confess?? (COVER ART BY...
