From the Start...(PAYJAY FANFIC)

_Why Be here..?_

TW: !!SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND PANIC ATTACK!!

[Angst chapter!!:D]

(Oj's POV, 3rd person)

That Next Day, Oj was REALLY Stressed. He had so much to do and Everyone was being rude and Mean. He paced around the Hotel, Working. Carrying many things in his hands and talking to many People. Most of it was telling them to stop doing something or stop hurting Someone else.

"Trophy, Leave Knife the Fuck Alone!!"

"Yin-Yang, What did I tell you about the Dr. Fizz Cans!!?!!?? Pick them up!!"

"Paintbrush, Calm the hell down!! Your going to burn the hotel!!!"

"Knife! Dont you DARE punch him! I dont care that he's bullying you"

"Test tube! Your inventions are EVERYWHERE!!"

"Lightbulb!! Your getting the paint on the walls!!"

"Balloon! I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD-"

OJ was Exhausted. No one would listen to him!! It was so loud, And so much was going on, It was Starting to get overwhelming. A..Weird, Random Thought Came into his head. "Why still be here? You wont make it that far with this Career anyways. You could just...stop being here." A voice said in his mind. Woah- Where did that come from..? He's...never thought of anything like that before. But...It made sense. He was sure that one day, This would all fail. The hotel would he no more. And, If he died, He couldnt just come back..He was no longer a contestant. Therefore, Mephone did not have his profile. So, He would be gone forever. But- No! He couldnt! What about Paper? If he even did, He would never see Paper's beuatiful smile ever again, Or see him at all.

All the loud noises started to get even more overwhelming...There was so much going on..And- He had so much to do..Oj fealt that it was starting to get harder and harder to breath. Because of that, His breath quickened up. Shit, He was having a panic attack.   OJ immediately dropped everything and went into a walk-in closet. It was quieter in there and less going on but it was still hard to breath.

He tried Some Calming methods that Candle had shown him. Didnt work. He tried other Techniques, Still no use. Oj started to overthink, Overthink everything. His Job, Paper, the hotel, His own life. Tears started to spill down his eyes like raindrop falling off a leaf. His breath quickened even more from it all. He hugged himself.

"Damnit Oj! Calm the hell down! Calm down..Calm down...Calm down Calm down..."

He said to himself, His voice was cracking like an old radio. More tears fell from the bottom of his eyes and fell down his cheeks. It was a lot. He hugged himself tighter. It fealt like the world around him was closing in. It was too much. The loud noises only seemed to get louder. His breath only quickened. OJ hung his head down as he sobbed, His tears falling to the floor. He couldnt take this anymore. His chest fealt like it was about to explode.

(Nobodies Pov:)

Paper walked around the hotel, looking for OJ. He had finished everything and the hotel was absolute Chaos. He needed to help Oj. That man could NOT do this all on his own. He looked around, Paper couldnt seem to find him. He started to worry, Was he ok?? Did something happen? Paper ran up to Soap, Who was cleaning the walls.

Paper: "Soap! Have you seen OJ!?"

Soap: "No..Sorry Paper. He's been really everywhere today. He has a lot to do, Looks pretty stressed."

Paper: "Hm..Its ok. Thanks for the help."

Soap: "Uh...No promblem??"

She said, confused. She really, hadnt been of much help to Paper but she shrugged it off and went back to cleaning the walls.

Paper raced around the hotel, Checking any room that Oj would be in. What if his best friend was in trouble?? Paper checked the Lobby, The Kitchen, The pool room, His room, Oj's Room, Outside, Everywhere! Still couldnt find OJ! God, Where the hell was he?? He them walked passed the walk-in closet. Oh, He hadnt checked there. Well, it was worth a shot. Paper reached for the doorknob and twisted the handle, Opening the door. It was dark, Very Dark and Quiet in here. But he heard someone crying. And that worried him. Whoever it was, they were in some kind of distress.

Paper: "Hello...? Are you ok..?"

Paper called out. OJ gasped when he heard his voice. Oj decided to call out. But that might just make things worse for himself. But,  it was Paper. And Paper usually made him feel better.

Oj: "P-Paper..?"

OJ said, his voice cracking. Paper gasped. Finally, he had found him!

Paper: "Oj! I've been looking for you! Whats wrong??"

Paper said, Reaching a hand out and resting his hand on Oj's Shoulder. OJ flinched. When having attacks like this, He was sensitive to any kind of Touch.

Oj: "Dont touch me-!"

He yelled, but then immediately fealt guilty. He didnt want to yell at Paper. Not ever. Paper flinched when he got yelled at and took his hand off His friends shoulder.

Paper: "S-Sorry- Wh...Whats wrong, Oj?"

Oj: "N-no..Im sorry, I shouldnt have yelled like that- Its just...." He sighed "Everything...Its so..overwhelming..I-I have so much to do! A-and, What if I fail with this whole thing!? Th-Then I have no reason to be here anymore! A-And- No one's listening to me! The hotel's a mess! I just- I dont know....Its too much..."

The Hotel Manager vented, His voice cracking. All of it was true. He went back to hanging his head down and hiding his face. He sobbed to himself. Paper looked at his friend worridly. Poor Oj, He understood. This was all..Very hard. Maybe one of the hardest Jobs out there. And..It seemed that Oj was having a Panic attack. He made Oj look at him.

Paper: "Hey...I get it. This is all..One if the hardest things you probably have ever had to do..But, We need you Oj. And You'll never Fail at this. Your probably the best hotel manager out there. I....I need you. Hey, I can help you with this. All of this. I promise."

Paper said, giving OJ a reassuring Smile. Promising that everything was going to be ok and He would help him through it all. Paper decided that now was probably the best time to be truthful with Oj.

Paper: "Your the best person I know, Oj. Your kind and sweet. And GREAT at this. I promise you, Its going to be ok. Im going to help you with everything even if its the last thing I do."

Paper promise. Oj looked at him for a few moments, Letting his words sink in. They sounded...genuine. And they helped. They really helped. A smile formed on Oj's face. Then, To Paper's Suprise, Oj rested his head on his friend's chest. Paper gasped as his eyes widened while he looked down at Oj. OJ started to sob, But this time, They were happy tears.

OJ: "Th-Thank you...Paper...That really helped.."

Paper smiled as his face started to heat up. He wrapped his arns around OJ. Holding him in that position. Oj smiled and blushed himself as he cried into Papers chest.

And The 2 sat there for awhile, together. Taking in the moment as Oj's crying started to settle down. Both of their faces were red and had smiles on them. I guess thats just how it is. And after it all, OJ had no more bad thoughts like he did previously. More of just thoughts about Paper.

[ANGST JUMPSCARE!! HEHEHEHHE UNEXPECTED CHAPTER. Seriously, I was going to write this tommorow but Ig im just bored ig. Ah yes, Love making these characters suffer byeeeeee]