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the claire twins head over to the matt,nick, and chris sturniolo's house to film for their wednesday video.
in the car, lex had the aux as rowan was driving. "don't play any stupid music" rowan told her. lex laughed, knowing exactly what he meant, but still preceded to ask "what would you define as 'stupid music'?"
she didn't even let him answer her question, when she started playing some random song off of the cocomelon soundtrack.
rowan looked at his sister,who was holding in her laughter, but they both erupted when eye contact was made.
"i'm sorry i had to" lex apologized, then put on the only taylor swift song that her brother knew all the words to ; cruel summer.
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lex was playing "cruel summer", when she looked over at her twin and saw him mouthing the words at first, but with time he began belting out the lyrics.
lex grabbed her brothers phone and began recording him singing so she could later post it on her instagram story.
after about 20 seconds of lex filming, rowan looked over and noticed, attempting to grab his phone from his sisters hand.
"rowan!! eyes on the road!" lex screamed while still laughing.
rowan put both hands on the wheel, "you better delete that." he said.
"i will" lex responded and sent the video to herself, then she showed him that he deleted it. "see? gone."
he then grabbed his phone from her as the two pulled up to the triplets house.
"oh, also, chris said that he needed to tell us something before we start filming" rowan told his sister.
anxiety arose in her stomach. lexley hated surprises and not knowing things and most of her friends and family knew that.
when rowan looked over at his sister, he said "don't worry, he said it's something good." he told her with a smile on his face.
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rowan and lexley had always been super close. some might blame it on them being twins and growing up together but it was more than that.
before lexley came out to anyone at 16 years old, rowan knew that she liked girls and when he figured it out, he sat her down and asked her straight out, because when the two were 5 they made a pact to never keep secrets, or hide things from one another.
when lexley got diagnosed with anxiety she felt so out of place and the one person who helped her feel like she was still the same person was rowan.
he was with her the day she had her first panic attack.
the two were 9 years old, playing on the playground when a bunch of kids came up and asked if they wanted to play a game of basketball.
of course lex said yes and rowan only said yes to be able to protect his sister.
the two played with the group of boys for about 15 minutes when one of them accidentally knocked lexley down and her ankle got twisted.
seeing as though they were all curious 9 year olds, they all wanted to see what was going on, so they all crowded around her and rowan.
when lexley looked up and saw a bunch of kids she began to have trouble breathing, but this want the first time something like this had happened...nor would it be the last.
lexley had to be rushed to the hospital because she was unconscious and after hours of evaluation, the doctor diagnosed her with anxiety and offered her to go on medication to help, but she refused.
now lexley knows the things that give her anxiety and when she feels anxious or overwhelmed she reminds herself that she is okay and that rowen is always there to help.
