*in the bedroom*
Seungkwan closed the door and almost immediately collapsed on the floor, leaning against the door. Tears streamed down his face. He couldn't control himself and quietly sobbed. He couldn't tell Vernon. How could he. They had such a good relationship and if he told Vernon, what I'd everything fell apart. It wasn't his fault that the rest of the group knew the truth. It wasn't as if he wanted to tell them. He closed his eyes remembering how svt found out the truth about his problem.
*Flashback ( 2 days ago)*
Seungkwan was eating with the rest of svt members except for Vernon and hoshi. Vernon was at home since he was sick and hoshi was upstairs, where, unlucky for seungkwan was were all the phones were.
*Upstairs*
seungkwan phone rang and hoshi being the only person there, picked up the phone.
*On the phone*
Doc: BOO SEUNGKWAN!!! FOR THE LAST TIME, WHEN ARE YOU COMING FOR THE CHECKUP.
Hoshi: what checkup?
Doc: YOU KNOW YOU NEED TO COME FOR A CHECKUP! WE NEED TO CHECK HOW LONG YOU HAVE BEFORE YOU NEED TO GET YOUR TRANSPLANT! I STILL RECOMMEND GETTING IT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE BUT YOU REFUSE YO LISTEN TO ME!
Hoshi: what transplant?
Doc: HAVE YOU LOST YOUR MEMORY? YOU NEED TO GET A HEART TRANSPLANT BECAUSE YOUR HEART IS FAILING YOU.
Hoshi: what?
*Phone call end*
Hoshi was shocked. He almost dropped the phone on the floor. His eyes widened with shock. He rushed downstairs with Seungkwan's phone in his hand.
*Downstairs*
Hoshi ran into the dining room and almost immediately caught everyone's attention as he ran into the dining room almost breathless.
Seungkwan saw his phone in hoshi's hand and he felt his heart stop.
"WHAT IS THIS??? HUH??? WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL US YOU NEEDED TO GET A TRANSPLANT???" Hoshi shouted at seungkwan who was just staring at his plate without a sound.
"What are you talking about?" scoups asked hoshi.
"Ask him" hoshi pointed to seungkwan.
"What happened?" Jeonghan asked seungkwan softly.
Seungkwan looked at the others who were worriedly looking at him.
Jun opened his mouth to talk, but before he could, someone else spoke.
"My heart is failing and I need to get a transplant to survive. I need to go to the doctor to get a checkup to know how long I have." Seungkwan answered.
"You're not planning on getting the transplant are you?" Jeonghan questioned and seungkwan just shook his head softly.
"Why not?" Scoups asked.
"Because I'm scared! I had to get a transplant before and I was in a coma for months. I don't want to go through that again. What if it doesn't work?" Seungkwan questioned, tears streaming down his eyes.
"But if you don't, your not going to survive. If you get the transplant, at least there's a chance" mingyu answered.
" I know but I just can't do it"
"What about Vernon, does he know?" Minghao asked and seungkwan shook his head." I don't want to worry him."
"You should tell him" hoshi spoke up.
He had stopped crying and was looking at seungkwan with soft eyes. Seungkwan nodded his head and promised them that he'd tell Vernon about it soon.
*Present*
Seungkwan was dragged out of his mind when he heard a soft knock on the door. He wiped his tears and opened it to see Vernon. "Are you too tired?" Vernon asked.
Seungkwan just stared at him for a bit with no answer and the suddenly jumped on him.
Vernon caught him and let seungkwan nuzzle his face in Vernon's neck.
Seungkwan smelled his scent with a smile forming on his face.
Vernon said nothing and instead walked to the couch and sat down with seungkwan in his arms.
