Assumptions (Ariana Grande x reader)

9. I wish I hated her

Ariana's POV
I'm sitting alone in the studio writing on a new album that I've been working on for sometime now. My head was spinning but stood still when it came to coming up with lyrics.

I had a lot to write about though, first Dalton cheated on me then Y/N. Under a month I've been cheated on twice already! My head got more awake now and my fingers tapped fast at my screen, cause suddenly my mind came up with a lot of lyrics for a new song and I just got a huge flow.

If only we had known from the start
But no matter how hard I try to
And no matter how I want to
And no matter how easy things could be if I did
And no matter how guilty I still feel feel saying it
I wish I hated you
I wish that weren't true

Writing the lyrics made me start to cry. I couldn't contain the tears realizing that soon the whole world will know the truth and see all my hurt. Even though I hated her actions I never hated her.

Y/N's POV
I just came home after a shift at a new kindergarten, the cafe didn't need me anymore. This kindergarten was better then the last one but still, I'm not a fan of kids. But at least it helped me put my mind on other things.

"How was work sugar?" Angie asked when I came through the door.

"Fine" I sigh falling down on the couch.

"Just fine? What happened?"

"You know, kids"

"I get it" she chuckles sitting down next to me and entered Netflix.

"Wanna watch something?" She asked.

"Sure, your pick"

"Alright! Notting hill?"

"We've watched that like a thousand times"

"Yeah and there's a reason for it, come on you told me I could pick!"

"Fine"

My phone vibrated beside me. It was Naomi.

Texts from today 5:23
Naomi: hey Y/N! I miss you here at work! We haven't talked in three days, wanna come to my place?

Y/N: hi! Now? Cause I'm about to have a movie night with my roommate

Naomi: can I invite myself?

Y/N: sure, I can ask her

I looked up from my phone over at Angie. She was looking down at my phone, judging by her facial expression she most definitely had read the texts.

"No" she answers before I could ask her.

"Come on angel, give her a chance! You haven't even met her yet!"

"She's still a bad human being, you seriously shouldn't talk to her anymore"

"It happened once"

"Twice"

"Fine, twice! But still, it's not like Ariana likes me anymore"

"But you still like her so why still hang out with people who separated you with her?"

"Just let her come this once"

"Fine" she rolled her eyes and sighed. "I'm gonna need some wine for this"

20 minutes later
Naomi knocked on the door and I let her in. She greeted Angie with a handshake, awkward, but it was Angie's fault. She made it clear by her facial expression that she didn't like Naomi very much so I tried distracting Naomi with serving her some wine.

We sat down at the couch, me in the middle of those two. Angie was starting the movie and Naomi was looking at the tv. Everything was silent before the movie started. This was worse then I had imagined. I tried focusing on the movie but the silence between us three was so loud that it became impossible.

Not only was that what made it impossible to focus but also the thought of Ariana. If only she let me tell her the truth she'd understand and we could go back to how things were before. All I wanted was to have her here and not stupid Naomi. Why did I even invite Naomi? I should hate her for what she did! Just as those thoughts came to mind I felt a warm hand placed on my thigh, it's Naomi's. That's when I stood upright and glared at her for a second before rushing into my room and slamming my door shut.

I don't know what happened but whatever it was it was to overwhelming. They might have knocked on my door but I honestly couldn't hear nor care about it. These weird ass thought kept running through my head I felt like I was going insane.

"Sugar! Please come out! You've been in there for half an hour! I need to talk to you" I hear a voice on the other side of the door. I had calmed down now so that's why I could react to it.

I realized I had locked the door behind me and that's why they couldn't get in. I slowly unlocked it and the second I did Angie wrapped me into a hug.

"I love you but your so stupid" she whispered in a loving tone.

"I love you too Angel" I chuckled. Tears pricked in my eyes but since I was still in her embrace she didn't notice.

I couldn't see Naomi anywhere though. "Where's Naomi?"

"She left" Angie replied pulling away from the hug as I did too.

"Why?"

"She knew this was all her fault and didn't wanna hurt you anymore"

"Please tell the that's the truth, you didn't say anything to make her leave did you?"

"No" she answered but her blinking sped up and she avoided eye contact.

"You're lying! What did you say!?"

"I did what was right! You know she ain't good for you so I did what had to be done! All I did was to help you, I'm doing all this for you Y/N!"

I don't know why but I started to tear up, again. Honestly I don't know how much water I've been drinking cause my eyes are watering all the time now.

"Come on sugar, I know your hurt but having Naomi around is just gonna make matters worse and you know it! I love you and you know it, that's why I want what's best for you! I get that you probably don't feel loved anymore because Ariana is gone but I need you to know that Naomi doesn't love you either, if she really did she would've let you go the moment you told her about how you felt! I'm the one person who truly loves you right now apart from our families, so I'm the one person you should listen to sugar"

Her statement got me thinking. She's right, ugh I hate that she's always right! But at this point it's what I needed. I would be nowhere without Angie. I walked over to her and hugged her tight as a few tears dropped down on her shirt. She hugged me back.

"Thank you" I said under a breath.

"Of corse sugar" I heard the smile in her voice. Then I felt a drop of water land on the top of my head, was she crying? I figured she was and I understood I would do too if I was her. I mean I put her through hell and she had to handle it, I'm surprised she hasn't left me yet.

"Do we have that salted caramel ice cream left?" I asked in sad laughter as I sniffled up my last few tears.

She laughed with me. "Yes, yes we do sugar"
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A/N
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