16. I dont care about it

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Y/N's POV
I woke up with Ariana still in my arms. She looked so peaceful and cute while sleeping, I wanted to live in this moment forever. I began slowly and gently streak her beautiful curls which made her slowly wake up.

"Good morning baby" I smile with a raspy morning voice.

"Morning, what time is it? Have you been up long?" She asked yawning while sitting up straight.

"No I woke up only a few minutes ago, and the time- what the fuck?" I looked at my phone to check the time but instead I was met by my phone blowing up, not only from social media but also texts from Naomi.

"What is it?" The short blonde girl next to me asked.

"It's Naomi" I answer in a confused tone.

"You still talk to her?" I can hear the disappointment in her voice. I feel really bad.

"Uh... a little, I just met up with her yesterday to clear some things out but I'm not gonna be friends with her or anything.  Don't worry baby, I'm always yours" I smile kissing the top of her head. She smiles back at my gesture.

"What does she want then?" Ariana asks.

"I don't know... oh fuck" I sigh.

"What?"

"She told me that she loved me and I just left when she did, she's begging for forgiveness and- are you kidding me!?" I roll my eyes.

"Oh... what?"

"She's tweeted and said that I'm cheating on you with her, I can't do this anymore" I sigh.

"That fucking ass I'm going to kill-"

"Ariana! Calm down" I giggle.

"She's hurting you! I'm not gonna let her ruin your life anymore!"

"Baby, I don't care about it anymore"

"What do you mean?"

"I don't care about what stupid Naomi thinks or what the internet thinks, I was so stupid for caring about that shit before. All I care about now is you and all the other people I love in my life"

"I love you too" she kisses me.

"Stop I gave morning breath!" I laugh but she continues to kiss me.

"I don't care"

"Fuck Ariana! I have to leave for work!" I stand up in an instant.

"What? Already? Can't you take a day off? Call in sick?" She pleaded.

"No Ari, I have to get every single penny that I can"

"I'll pay you more if you stay here with me"

I roll my eyes but still have a huge smile on my face. "I'm sure you would but I have to go"

"Fine" she sighs letting me leave.

I packed my things before kissing my beautiful girlfriend goodbye. I made my way out of her house to my car. I started to drive towards the grocery store where I still work. Hopefully I'll get a position sometime.

In the car my mind keeps thinking about Naomi and why she did what she did. Honestly I knew it was a bad idea to meet her then but I didn't think she'd do something like this, she knows I'd never cheat on Ariana. I really hope Ariana believes me and doesn't fall for Naomi's stupid lies, I shouldn't worry though Ariana is smart.

To try and keep my mind off those things I put on my Spotify playlist.

Like what do you think?
And what he thinks and what they think
But I love me
I don't care about it anymore
I don't care about it anymore
Yeah

Ariana's POV
I believe Y/N, I trust her with my life but what if she's lying? I mean, what if she likes Naomi and is with me just because I'm me, Ariana grande. That could be the case since I have been her idol for so long that when she got the chance to be with me she took it but isn't really in love with me. I know I'm probably overthinking this but I can't help it, Y/N is the best thing that's ever happened to me and I can't bare loosing her again.

I decided to go to the studio to work on my album so I can release it soon so Y/N won't have to suffer no more. I'm not sure what to write about but since my mind is so much on Y/N right now I might as well write about her and how I feel at this moment.

We crashed and burned
Now I just can't go where you don't go
And usually I'm
Fucked up, anxious, too much
But I'll love you like you need me to
Imperfect for you

It feels good to write this, I really want her to listen to the album but I'm scared. What if she doesn't like it? I need it to be perfect. Although, this song, imperfect for you, is easily one of my favorites because it reminds me of her.

I sat in the studio finishing the song, only a few last touches left that I didn't have energy for today. I sat down on the couch taking out a salad I had with me for a late lunch. While eating I opened my phone, I knew I shouldn't but I did. I opened instagram and read through comments about how Y/N "cheated on me" it breaks my heart that people don't understand, do I even understand? That question pops in to my head and I realize I've barely met Naomi yet she tries to ruin my life, can I trust Y/N with her? I have to, I do, I will.

Y/N's POV
My shift ended and I happily went home. The second I opened the door I was met by Angie standing right in front of me with a angry expression.

"WHA-" I cut her off before she could continue.

"ANGEL! Calm down, I know what you wanna say and it's a HUGE misunderstanding! Naomi and I did hang out but only because I needed answers! Then she broke down and I comforted her of corse but to my surprise she told me that she loves me and I left, I didn't answer I just left! She got mad I guess and told the whole internet how I'm cheating on Ariana with her but that's a lie! You know I would never cheat on Ari, she knows as well, I know, even Naomi knows!" I explained in a breath.

"I knew it! Thank god Sugar, this situation is so fucking weird and confusing, I know I shouldn't assume so much but I just want what's best for you, you know that right?"

"Yes, yes I do Angel" I hugged her and she hugged me back.

"I love you sugar"

"I love you Angel"

We ate home dinner that Angie had made, amazing of corse. Then we played a game of cards, then another, and another, I'm so good that she wants revenge all the time. Although when she finally wins she acts like she's won every game, annoying but funny.

Afterwards we went into separate rooms to do our nightly routines before hugging goodnight. A normal night for us, at least before my love life became this wild.

I went to bed but couldn't sleep, I know I said I don't care but I still slightly do. Not as much but still a little, knowing what everyone out there thinks of me breaks me, they all think I'm some stupid fan who cheats on Ariana just because I can. They don't understand and it's so annoying, Ari says she's gonna handle it but I'm running out of patience, if she doesn't release that album soon I might burst. Then I remember, I haven't even listened to it yet!

Hopefully I can hear it soon, I need more of her music.
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A/N:
Filler chapter! Imperfect for you is one of my fav songs of eternal sunshine!! It's so good, the whole album is just wow!!

Sorry for much dialogue! Don't forget to vote and comment! Thanks!! Bye cuties!

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