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It's been a month since my doctors appointment with tasia and she has been on my ass about eating man , she is worry about me every 5 seconds I feel like she's being clingy but I know she does care that's all

Mama did you eat breakfast? She said getting out the car with me

Baby listen to me I'm eating okay I swear it would hurt you too much I said holding her face

but that's the point you shouldn't be doing it for me but for yourself and your health

come on babe let's get this food before I lose my appetite again I said making her rush to open the door for me

she keep asking me if I was good every 2 seconds in the line

UGHHH OMG HOW CAN I BE GOOD WITH YOU BREATHING DOWN MY NECK I yelled

oh ok , just get your food I lose my appetite she said handing me her card as she went to sit in the car

fuck I just put my head on my hand why did I yell at her ? And she still cares even when I yell at her

I got my food and went back to the car she didn't speak at all

here's your card baby I said as she took it softly from my hands

can you talk to me baby please I'm sorry.. she didn't even look my way instead she parked infront of a empty parking lot

Taraji I want to understand why you yelled at me the way you did ? Are you seriously mad because I'm trying to make sure that you eat ?

that's the problem tay your breathing down my back , I can take of myself I don't need you

as soon as I said it I regretted it

wait babe I do-

she blasted the music and rolled the windows all the way down as she started driving I guess to air me out

She didn't talk the whole ride, baby I said I'm sorry

Her eyes was tearing up

just get out please, I'm not needed anymore and I would like to get home to my kids who needs me her voice started cracking

I just got out didn't make a fuss about it

I fucked up

FMB

As I put my babies to sleep I set up my computer to watch movies normally I would call Taraji but she is blowing me

Text notification from *mywife4eva

love you babe 🩷 I'm sorry again

🩷 u 2 .

I stopped texting her back. I started crying because why did she say she didn't need me or that I was breathing down her neck

I just wanted to make sure she is okay but maybe I came in to strong I don't know

I fell asleep

mama , mama is all I heard with 3 soft taps on my face

yes my babies ? I said rolling over

someone is at the door

ignore them , go into the room and put y'all headphones on with yall tablets.

I got up and put my robe on and my slippers

What ? I said as I opened my door

she scanned my body

definitely no sex for you so you can stop looking what you want raji ? You don't need me . Oh and I damn sure don't want to breathe down your neck I said sarcastically

OKAY STOP TASIA.. just stop it okay ? I'm sorry she said as she started crying I said I'm sorry it wasn't supposed to be said like that , your just constantly checking on me and I ain't used to it so it's coming off clingy but all your doing is trying to care for me PLEASE stop ignoring me I haven't ate since you stopped talking to me YOU DIDNT EVEN SAY YOU LOVED ME LAST NIGHT

I was so hurt by her words I didn't realize my wrong doing in this .

I pulled her in and close the door , I pulled her to my wrong and locked to door

I pulled her to the bed.. I'm sorry princess I just care about you and I went about it the wrong way please forgive me ?

She just hugged me which I assumed was a yes

we just sat there in each other arms

look I gots to make dream and melody their breakfast I can make you some too

I don't re- I shot her a side eye

don't even start raji , let's go your eating now I gotta do you like my kids I said laughing as I dragged her from my bed