Connected (Bangchan)

FIVE♡

"I really like him, but he's really out of my league, and he's never insinuated that he likes me back." I couldn't help but be sad talking about it. "Leo, no homo but you're hot as hell, man . He isn't out of your league. "

"Maybe I will see where things go with Chan. I can't be a pussy all of my life" we finished eating and left to the car. I looked at my phone and it was 8:30. Jay dropped me off at the skz dorm. when I walked in, Felix was in the kitchen, so I talked to him for a little bit before we went to play some game in the living room together. At about 9:00, Chan came back to the dorms, but when I looked back at him, he had a woman with him. She was really pretty, and she seemed familiar, but I couldn't remember from what. Felix and I stopped playing to greet our guest. " Hiii Jane!!" lixie said, really excited. I was so confused. Who was this random woman? Well, obviously, she was Jane. After Felix hugged Jane, she said hello to me and gave me a big smile. I smiled back. " Hello! I'm Leo, " I said to her, shaking her really soft hand. she definitely moisturizes. "oooo yeah, I've heard so much about you! aren't you Changbins, brother?" her eyes sparkled while she talked to me. she had a lot of energy. I looked over to Bangchan, and he was looking at her and not me. ' Maybe she's more his type' ' maybe I have no chance with him after all' I started to overthink. But when Jane started talking to me again, I realized I started to space out and put my attention back on her. " I am a producer who helps with stray kids' music when they need me. I just got back from America. I'm surprised we've never met actually, aren't you their manager?" she said with a confused smile. " Yeah, he is! But he isn't our music manager he mostly keeps us on track and knows our schedules like the back of his hand." Felix said, joining in our conversation.

He put his arm around me and gave me a knuckle sandwich as he talked about my job. " You're like super handsome Leo! Good looks must run in the family." Jane said with a slight blush I could barely see. "Thank you! I get my good looks from our beautiful mother." Me and Jane both started laughing. Jane was really nice and easy to talk to. ' Too bad she's Bangchans type' omg I need some sleep I'm getting too stressed over this. Felix, Jane, Chan, and I were having a good conversation when Changbin walked in and said hi to everyone.

" Can I talk to you, Leo?" Changbin asked me, and I nodded and then followed him to his room. Changbin and I talked about Seungmin, and if he was alright. I told him everything I knew because I couldn't lie to my brother. When we were done talking, I walked out of bins' room cause he needed to change. I texted Jay to let him know what I told Changbin while walking to the living room to find Bangchan, Felix, and Jane. while walking to the living and looking at my phone, I heard Bangchan and Jane talking. I started eavesdropping on their conversation. " I like you, Chris." I could hear Jane say. I felt a tap on my shoulder before I could hear what Chan had to say to that confession.

"Are you alright, Leo?" Changbin said as I turned to face him. " Yeah, I'm alright." I said, trying not to think about what I just heard. We both walked to the living room to see Chan and Jane laughing and smiling at each other. 'Are they dating now or something?' I started to think with a frown on my face. No, Chan would probably tell me right away if he got a girlfriend. I could still have a chance.

after talking to the group, I started getting tired, so I lied down on one of the couchs. " Go to my room if you're tired, Leo." Bangchan said, looking at me with some concern. I got up without a word and went to his room. Now I couldn't sleep. My negative thoughts wouldn't stop. It was already 1:00 a.m. I started to think Channie wasn't coming to bed with me tonight. I started to think maybe he is going to cuddle with her tonight. Before I got too caught up in my thoughts, Chan came into the room and frowned at me. " Why are you still up, Shorty?" he questioned me. " Just thinking about you," I said with a smirk. " You must be tired from running through my mind all day," he replied slyly. I laughed at his dumb pick-up line as Bangchan got on the bed next to me.

" How was your day with Jay?" he asked as he smiled at me. " It was really great. He bought me so many clothes and random stuff." I smiled thinking about my day. " Well, I'm glad you had fun." He said, snuggling closer to me. now we were facing each other, he had his hand on my waist. His thumb was lightly grazing my side. Everything Chan does makes my breath hitch, and my heart beat faster. " Do you want to hang out with me tomorrow? It's my last off day," he asked, hoping I would say yes. " of course I will." I couldn't stop the smile plastered on my face.

We talked for 30 more minutes about dumb stuff and some songs he was working on. I yawned because it was pretty late, and I was super tired. " Get some sleep, Shorty," Chan said in almost a whisper and pulled me closer to him. " Good night, Channie." I said with another yawn. " Goodnight, Leo." I fell asleep, happy thinking about hanging out with Chan tomorrow.