Rewrite The Villainess Story

Chapter 7 : Innocence

He holds his words and take a deep breath before giving me his words.

"You're spitting bunch of nonsense to my head ! I know you planned this ! You're jealous of her ! "

How funny he is right now, denying and refusing to accept a fact that he himself know was right.

I'm not on the wrong side. That's why he's here to warn me to just go along with her highness, Crown Princess Violette Franche Helliot.

" Oh wow , Jealous? Me ?"

Is he being serious or he's joking? Well it's not funny . See ! I'm not laughing! Ha ha ha, I did. It's just unreasonable. Are you for real?

Jealous of her means that I want to have the things she had. Then I think I am.

" Yes, I am jealous of her"

"How can a person that is as wicked as a witch as her never got blamed for anything? And I'm the Villainess in her story?"

Estrella was humiliated, betrayed and killed by her. Violette should be called as Violent instead.

Jealous. It's a laughable word. What did Estrella lack in ? Beauty ? Fame ? Title? Wealth?

Excuse me, Sir.

She has it all.

"damn, I'm so jealous of her that I actually poisoned myself"

Did he even think with his brain ? How could he accuse that Estrella is jealous of her.

"But hey is it worth it ? It's so painful that I Almost died and after I recovered some lower knight with a honorary title break in my own space and pointing his finger to me "

You should change your title to 'No braincells only Blind by unrequited love Knight' seems like your brain didn't function quite well .You should donate it to a patient in needs. Your brain probably want that.

All the memories of reading the Novel makes me want to curse at Violette and point out every fault that she has. Title and Beauty. Those two blinds people, people will never notice her tainted heart and malice.

Violette is living in a game with a easy mode settings. Being a crown princess, loved by everyone, beautiful and free to do what ever she wants and not getting any consequences from it.

Staying in her own comfort space without even pressuring herself with other things.

While Estrella only had everything she deserves after making sacrifices.

Life's not on easy mode for her.

It's funny but I want to be sarcastic that I am jealous of her.

" yes I'm so jealous of her"

" She's like an angel that everyone worships and I'm the demon that always ended up being blamed for every sins"

"How is it that I should accept your behaviour?"

"Is it fun to blame everything on me ? "

The frustration ,The sadness, The anger , Estrella's emotions flows inside me.

The memory that is foreign to my soul.All of that belongs to Her, 'Estrella'

Suddenly I can feel a throbbing pain and I feel overwhelmed with emotions that it's making me lightheaded.

"Ean , Out . Out from my territory"

I can't face this situation anymore, just by looking at him make me remember things that Estrella went through. The tea party , The ball , The coming of age ceremony, and The day when she cried herself to sleep.

I don't want to continue this stupid and absurd argument.

It's making me want to throw a punch to someone Infront of me.

Ean.

" I repeat myself again Ean Volde. Out "

Ah, I need time to recover from the memory that I gained just now. It's making me losing my own memories. The memories about my actual life.

He walks to the door and stand there for awhile.

This man?!? What again?

"Lady Levine , I-'

"SHUT YOUR DAMN MOUTH EAN , GET YOUR ASS OUT FROM HERE ! THIS IS A WARNING, DON'T EVER COME HERE JUST TO SAY BULLSHITS ABOUT SOMETHING YOU WANT TO BELIEVE IS TRUE"

" YOU LOST MY RESPECT AND I HATE YOUR PRESENCE , OUT ! "

He finally exit the door without a second thought.

"ARGHHH , WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING JUST NOW"

" It hurts so damn bad , the memories"

My heart aches so bad that I want to throw my heart away hoping it'll ease the pain but I can't.

"What just.."

Everything confuse me. Why am I , someone that comes from different world and timeline with different soul and body understand her emotions.

It's like I've been through all of it.

I need to take a breath. This isn't my feelings. Why ? I felt so ..

Miserable.

I took a deep breath and lay on my bed , rolling and spacing out while trying to get the bad feelings off my mind.

I believe that the crown princess might send him here to apologise in her half but Ean might feel that It's not her fault at all. So he acted like that.

So what actually happened at the Tea Party? 

One peaceful evening, a letter came to Estrella and it was a letter from the royal family, the crown princess. It was an invitation letter to the tea party the Crown Princess will be hosting.

Recently Estrella found out that she is badly allergic to chamomile tea.

Her allergic reaction makes her faint immediately after consuming the tea and losing all her strength. She reacted it as it was a poison.

It wasn't a common allergy. It's an allergy that was inherited by the Levine but only  happens to 1/100  family members.

Concerned that The allergy might harm her if she consume the chamomile tea gain ,she wrote a letter to the princess stating that she will attend the tea party and requesting a favour from her.

Your highness, The Crown Princess

I'm honoured to be invited to your tea party. I'm happy to be there. If it's possible to make a request, your highness. Please do not serve a chamomile tea as I'm badly allergic to it. I heard that herbal tea was a trend tea to serve at the tea party. I can't refuse to drink a tea you made. I hope you're kind enough to listen to my request.

Estrella Levine.

Do you think the Princess listened to her? She didn't.

She did read the letter but decided to pay no mind to it.

Damned commoner , playing with your little crown huh?

Estrella isn't someone so highly known and respected as she's from the Levine family that's known to be a neutral family. Not supporting anyone from the royal family but choose to serve the king and the royal family fairly.

Making her the perfect target to show off the power of the sole princess of the Kingdom.