It's the next day, the physio has just left and I'm lying on the couch waiting for Lando to get here. I put the keys under the mat so I don't have to get up again.
After a while I hear someone come in and when I look behind me it's Lando, he walks towards me and the first thing he does is hug me.
"Grace if I had known this you would have" Wil Lando
"Stop Lando, it's my fault" I say
Lando grabs me tight and all he can do is burst into tears. Lando sits next to me and calms me down
"Grace it's okay," she says
"No, Lando, it's not okay, I hurt you. Because of my action my father is dead and it is all my fault" I say
"Grace you couldn't have known that you were actually capable of killing your father," Lando says
I crawl closer to Lando and Lando still holds me tightly, I feel so safe in his arms.
"Thank you very much" I say
"What for?" Lando asks
"For everything" I say
Lando looks at me and I look at him
"I said I couldn't say for sure," Lando laughs
I chuckle and think back to the messages. Lando puts his hand next to my ear and comes closer and closer until it is on my lips. I press myself against Lando and when I pull back, Lando smiles softly at me.
. After about 10 minutes we go to a movie
Watching, I snuggle up to Lando and we watch a movie. I love Lando, I'm 100% sure.
I look at Lando and he also smiles very softly at me. I want to tell him, I have to tell him before I really lose him
"Lando" I want to say
"Wait my phone, I'll be right back." Lando stands up briefly
When Lando disappears into the hallway. I muster up the courage to say it later when Lando comes back, but that just takes and takes.
"I'm back, it was early for Max to go out tonight too" Lando laughs
He comes and sits next to me again
"And are you coming with me?" I ask
"Yes, I thought why not, I only have a week off" says Lando
"Lando, I want to tell you something" I say
"Don't do that" Lando says
"No, it's really important," I say
"Grace, we shouldn't do this, I really like you too, but you have to get yourself sorted out first because I have problems myself and then I can't do this," Lando says
"But why did you kiss me?" I say
"Because I couldn't stop myself, But we shouldn't do this" Lando says
"Lando I'm tired maybe you should go home" I say
"Okay sorry" Lando says
When Lando leaves the house I start to cry. I just shook myself so hard. I sigh softly and then turn on the TV again and watch the series that I have been watching for a while
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After a while you wake up from another one of the many nightmares. Look around and see the time, shit it's already half past twelve at night. I grab my phone briefly and then I end up in my wheelchair and roll to my bedroom
YOU ARE READING
You saved me
Fiksi Penggemar"You saved me" she said and he smiled "then im Spider-Man" He laughed "I'm serious you saved me" She said "No problem"
