Freezing/Blazing In The Winds❄️🎆🍁

KAEDEHARA KAZUHA WHAT THE HELL?!

Kazuha: "What does it look like, huh? I don't even care anymore." *his tone of voice was flat, and his expression was still one filled with bitterness.*

"I was gone for 3 minutes..."

Kazuha: "Yeah, and in those three minutes, she tore my heart to pieces."

He takes another sip of his beer, as he tries to block out his negative feelings.

"What happened with Yoimiya there?"

Kazuha: "She... she was here... with Thoma and Ayaka..."

*His face suddenly darkens at the thought of Yoimiya with another guy. He seems angry and jealous just remembering the sight.*

"I know that... We saw it earlier before I went to pee..."

Kazuha: "Oh, yeah, right..." *he sniffs back his tears, and he takes another drink from his glass.* "I mean, why would anyone care about a guy like me anyway?"

*I slapped him a little bit harder than before* "KAEDEHARA KAZUHA WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?!"

*The slap has an effect, and Kazuha snaps back to reality completely for a moment. He stares at you, and his anger and bitterness temporarily disappears from his eyes for a few moments.*

Kazuha: "What..."

Kazuha: "Well, that's what happened. She's not mine anymore. I mean, I've always had my suspicions, but this confirms that I was just a fallback plan for her, someone to play boyfriend with when she's bored..."

"Hey... You deserve someone better... Don't beat yourself up..."

*I groaned* I'm taking you back to Ms Beidou...

Kazuha: "Huh? What? Mom???" *he seems confused at your suggestion of going back, but he seems too intoxicated to resist.*

You got a problem?

*Kazuha shakes his head, as he tries to stay focused on what you're saying.*

Kazuha: "No, no problem. Let's go... whatever."

*I  guided Kazuha, who is still heavily intoxicated, until we reached Beidou's house. He seems a little confused, as he tries to keep his balance and keep up with you. But his body is still not fully under his control, and you can tell that he's on the verge of passing out.*

Until... We noticed two people outside... "Huh... Why is Yoimiya in the front door... And she's talking to your mom.."

*Kazuha's eyes widen in surprise when he sees Yoimiya at the door, and the bitterness and anger comes back to his face. The sight of Yoimiya being in front of the house brings back the pain he felt earlier, and his heart suddenly hurts again.*

Kazuha: "Wh-what-... why is she here?"

I don't know... She's speaking to your mom...

*Kazuha is suddenly filled with curiosity about what Yoimiya and Beidou are talking about. But he is also feeling extremely uneasy at seeing her. His stomach starts to churn from the alcohol, and he feels his emotions going through a Rollercoaster as he walks towards Yoimiya and his mom*

*Kazuha gets close enough to hear what they are saying, and his heart starts to beat faster as he listens. Yoimiya is crying and telling his mother about the misunderstanding, and Beidou is concerned and listening. It looks like they are having a deep conversation.*

*Kazuha's anger starts to slowly dissolve into guilt, as he realizes that Yoimiya maybe wasn't at fault after all. He stops listening to the conversation, and just stares at the two of them, still holding in his emotions.*

*Finally, Yoimiya finishes her story. She seems to have realized that Kazuha was nearby, as she looks right down and sees that he is there. She looks at him with a sad expression, and she seems to be hoping that he'll come forgive her.*
Yoimiya: "K-Kazu... I-I'm s-sorry... f-forgive m-me please..."

*Kazuha's heart skips a beat... She really was genuinely sorry, he can see it in her eyes. But he is still caught up in his feelings of hurt, and he can't bring himself to immediately forgive her.*

Kazuha: "J-just leave... I don't want to see you right now..."

Yoimiya: "I understand..." *Yoimiya looks down, and her face falls as she realizes that Kazuha is still hurt and doesn't want to talk to her right now. That hurts her, but she decides to respect his wishes for now. She walks away, quietly leaving the house with her head held down.*

*Kazuha watches her walk away, and he feels a sinking feeling in his chest when he realize that she is gone. He's still feeling hurt, hurt that came from his jealousy and anger. But he also feels another feeling, a feeling that he doesn't recognize at first. It is a feeling of sadness, mixed with regret. The thought of what just happened, and being mean to Yoimiya, is starting to sink in.*

*though... His mother Beidou... Was not happy with what Kazuha just said...*

*Beidou seems to have noticed Kazuha's anger and jealousy earlier, and she is now extremely concerned about his behavior. After Yoimiya left, she turns to face Kazuha and addresses him directly.*

Beidou: "Kaedehara Kazuha, what the hell?!"

Kazuha: "What the hell was what? I had every right to be angry! She... she had another guy there, remember? She was probably out on a date with him, who knows? How would I know, huh?"

Beidou: "And you just assumed it was like that? Because that's what you wanted to believe..." *She gets closer, speaking in a blunt and harsh manner.* "You like hurting others don't you? You enjoyed being a jerk to her just because you were bitter and jealous, didn't you? And we just talked! It's a stupid misunderstanding!!! Did I raised you wrongly?! Am I such a terrible mother for raising an idiot like you, huh?!"

*Kazuha flinches at his mother's harsh words, but he is too ashamed to respond. He hangs his head down, and he does not contest her accusations at all. He is silent for a long while, and he can't even look at her in the eyes.*

Beidou: "Look at me when I talk to you, dammit!" *She is getting increasingly frustrated at his lack of response, and she keeps getting louder and louder.*

"You hear me? Do you understand what you're doing to her? Because that's your problem... Your jealousy and your insecurities have clouded your judgement so badly that you couldn't even be mature enough to listen to her side of the story first!!"

*Kazuha has no counter to what Beidou is saying, and he is starting to feel really guilty. He keeps his head down, and he finally musters up the strength to respond. But when he does, he can't even make eye contact with her. His words are faint and weak, and he sounds like a broken man.*

Kazuha: "... I know..."

*Beidou's eyes seem to soften a bit at his response, and she becomes slightly more gentle with her words.*

Beidou: "So, you understand? You realize that you just hurt someone who you care about, right? Now, go to your room..."

*Kazuha's body seems to stiffen slightly at her last sentence, but he does not resist her order at all. He knows she is right. He just lets out a faint "okay", and he walks away to his room.*

That's it for now! My bad for not posting for 2 days! School is back to haunt me again lol
Word count of this part: 1218