Hala's Pov:
My life has changed dramatically, whether for better or worse, only Allah knows. Landing a job and supporting my father was my biggest dream, and I was living it.
Being around Hariz made me feel peaceful, safe, and carefree. He had a certain influence over me, making me feel at ease.
My biggest fear was being judged, but with him, that fear disappeared. He became a part of my every prayer. When a marriage proposal came my way, the only thought that troubled me was the fear of losing Hariz. This thought kept me awake at night and made me question our relationship. It was certainly a friendship, but I wondered why I was so afraid of losing him. Was he really that important to me? At the time, I didn't think much of it and focused on enjoying our moments together and building our friendship. However, I began to feel a different kind of attachment toward him. New feelings emerged, and I started becoming more positive. His care made me a bit stubborn, knowing I'd win, or he'd let me win.
Everyone around me said Hariz and I could never be just friends. I used to joke, saying that only happens in Karan Johar movies and that I could never fall in love—not with Hariz.
Yet, the mere thought of him not talking to me or being upset affected my mental health. His indifference made me feel so much worse that I couldn't imagine getting through my day without talking to or thinking about him.
As I fell deeper into this unknown feeling, Hariz seemed to sense what was happening. Even after knowing each other for two years, I was still trying to understand him. He read me like an open book, but he never stopped me. Why would he?
He didn't seem to realize the impact he had on me or consider the situation.
While I was open and honest with him, Hariz never shared his feelings or thoughts. He liked to keep things private, even though he said I was his best friend. I knew only what he wanted me to know.
Looking back, I realize he never wanted me to know him completely.
The feelings I had were rooted in insecurity and the fear of losing him.
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Attachment 💔
General FictionA simple attachment which teach you a life time lesson. A story of a girl Name Hala Who started a simple conversation with her class fellow which take her to different levels of life lessons. Realisation Hate Hurt Emotions Unwanted feelings It's...
