Lost in this Dark Eyes (Tom Riddle FF) By Nessi Moonlight

3. Violet: No forever for us

Even if it wasn't my goal to be the dark lord's kind of women, I thought it might be something I could benefit from. When I think about it, it's not such a bad thing. A small grin appeared on my face. "Well, Mr. Riddle, then you are crazy too." Tom chuckled, looking at me with an amused smugness. "I never said I was sane, did I? I guess we truly are meant for one another. You are my kind of girl."

He reached out and ran his hand through my hair. "Let me ask you this... Have you ever thought about what it would be like if we were together?" I have. A few times when my mom had told me stories about him. But then I got with Draco, and everything changed. "Well.. no. My mom told me a few times about you. But I thought she would like to marry you. But one time she told me that we could fit good together."

Tom smiled at me and chuckled. "Hm... your mother told you we could be a good couple? He leaned down until his mouth was beside my ear and whispered: "Does she know the truth about you, sweetheart? That you're just a twisted little girl who enjoys being mishandled?" This man just always makes me feel like he's not listening to me.

But who knows, maybe there really is something wrong with his memory? After all, he really forgot who my mother is. "Oh please, my mother is Bellatrix Lestrange. Didn't you think that she gave me this craziness?" I laughed. He laughed too and smiled a bit. "Well, Bellatrix certainly has her part, but I feel you have something else in you, too. I've never before met a woman so twisted as you are."

He ran his hand through my hair again.
"Tell me, what's the worst thing you've ever done?" Well, this was a trick question. "You mean inside or outside the bedroom?" Tom smirked and leaned back in his chair, raising his eyebrow at my comment. "Either one... but let's start with outside the bedroom." That came to mind straight away. I didn't often do worse things, but when I did, you really couldn't top them.

"Well.. once, I set a girl, so to say, on fire because she tried to flirt with my boyfriend."
He looked quite surprised by my answer, and you could see on his face that he also liked it. "Ah, so you're the jealous type...very interesting. And what happened to this girl? How badly did you burn her?...did she get badly hurt?"

What did he think of me? Oh, come on, I'm not that bad. "Oh no, I just wanted that she learn from it. No one can take what is mine. She is all right. It was just like an illusion. She saw the fire, and she felt like she was really burned. But as soon as the fire was gone, there weren't any wounds or burns. She just got a trauma from it." Tom smiled and leaned forward. "Ah, so you didn't physically harm her. You just gave her a mental scar? That's very clever, little girl..."

I think he is really proud now to marry such a smart and strong woman like me. I mean, who wouldn't do that? I'm also very pretty. "And what about inside the bedroom?" And I thought he was like stone and wouldn't be interested in something like that. "Well, mentally, it hurts more. And it stays longer. And about what I have done inside the bedroom.. that you need to experience. It is a little hard to explain. Well, maybe I can show it to you someday. A marriage is a long, long time. And I can't see Draco. So.. if you make me fall in love with you, maybe I will show it to you."

Tom chuckled and looked very interested. "Ah, so you want to show me what you have to offer? But, only if I can prove myself to you... is that right?
He leaned back against the chair, his hands tucked behind his head. "Then what would you say if I had a way for you to see Draco tonight?" I shocked, my heart beaten faster as I heard 'Draco' and 'see tonight' in the same sentence. "I would like to see him. But why would you do that?"His smile grew, and his eyes glittered.

"Oh, I have my reasons... but that's not the point. The point is that I can get Draco to come here right now, yes or no?" I didn't even have to think about it. "Yes!" Even though I had my concerns, I knew that I wanted to see him. "Good, good...I just have a few conditions, though." I knew it! "What is it?" Tom leaned forward and whispered in my ear: "If I bring Draco Malfoy here, you must promise to stay with me and not get back with Draco. There are ways I can keep you with me. You can't imagine how hard it is to find a woman like you, a woman who knows she is twisted and accepts that fact."

He stared at me, waiting for an answer. "Yes, sure. But.. when is the marriage? It is good that I can talk with him tonight. It would also be hard for him to know that you want to marry me and I had to." Tom looked at me, his face unreadable. "Oh, we would get married soon, of course! His eyes sparkled.
"And you can talk to him tonight. It wouldn't be fair to keep you apart." 
His voice dropping lower and more husky. "Now, my second condition."

Tom paused for a moment, studying my face, trying to find something. "That is a promise I'd like to see you keep first."
Tom leaned closer, his face inches from mine. He lowered his voice, his eyes burning with passion. "If you truly wish to see Draco... I want you to kiss me right now." I've never heard anything stupider. And I got nervous. But I really wanted to see Draco, so of course I do it. I have to do it. I leaned closer to him and looked deep into his dark eyes. Then I grabbed his collar and slowly pulled him towards me. "You really want that I kiss you.. right now?"

He smiled, his voice husky and filled with passion. "Oh, my dear, you don't have to ask me twice..." He also leaned closer to me, his eyes bright with desire.
"Just give me that kiss already... Do you have any idea how much I've wanted this?" Oh, I could imagine. "Well.. then I give you now what you desire so much." After I said that to him, I put one hand on his neck and kissed him. I kissed him like I would do it with Draco. I did it with desire.. with love. But I wasn't sure if it was for Draco.. or did I really want that too?

I opened my eyes and looked at his table. There was something, something in a small bottle. As I looked closer, I recognized that it was a spell jar. A love spell jar! I pushed him away from me, and he fell on the next wall. He looked angry, very angry. "You crazy bitch! Why did you do that?"
"Why I have do that? Why did you make a love spell jar! You have really known that I would NEVER fall in love with you!" I took the jar and smashed it to the floor.
He stood up from the dark wall behind him and smirked.
"Maybe I just knew that you are as crazy as your mother. I promised you that you will see Draco. And you will. But after that, I will lock you in your room and only let you out when you deserve it or when I need you. So you can say goodbye to your Draco right away."