April 2,2023●Sunday
Brunswick Ave, Spanish TownJessica Jahnaya Johnson |19
"Why do wrong things always feel so, so, so right?"
I'm here laying on my bed I have no work and I'm hella glad. However Tristen wants me to come spend the day with him and what's irking me is I
want to.I'm 19 year old and i'm very sexually inexperienced. I've been touched once, literally been in one relationship and know ntg of pleasuring a guy. Suppose he wants to have sex?
I'm not ready but I'd like very much to
chill with him.Taking up my phone I decided to msg him about it
"So if I decide to come what'd we do?"
"chill why"
Should I say it though?
Typing, Deleting then Retyping I'm saved from embarrassing myself when he double texted
"We won't do nothing you don't want to do, I promise"
Well that's a relief
"Okay, I'll be there" Getting ready I take a bathe catch my hair in one, because i have on Lace wig, then pull on a simple
dress that reaches my mid thigh.Mommy wasn't here today, some church thingy and I'll take this opportunity to finally feel like a Big woman. Pulling on my crocs I grab my phone and exit my room.
Making sure the place lock up I lock the
gate.Walking to the lane mouth to meet
Tristen. Mi ask him fi meet me there
because Jamaican ppl fast yuh fret and
weh them fi watch them nah watch .See because me no wah nobody go carry me name to mommy when them a look salt and suga beg, mah take precautions.
Better be safe than sorry
The car comes in my peripheral and god know me nervous. The way me nervous n mah pray say me nuh trip and drop especially like how me cah see him but me know him can see mi.
When me reach the car him open the door from inside and I enter.
What a boy look nice father. Him have on a simple polo white shirt and a polo aqua shorts with him polo slippers.
His hair is box twist and they dangle inna him face.
His car smell nice, yuh know like when it just buy ? Mix that with his scent that fills it.
Sitting mi nuh know wah fi say the way me nervous but thankfully he breaks the silence.
St.Jago heights, Spanish Town
Tristen Escoffery |21
I sit in my car waiting at Jessica lane mouth for her.
Jah know when me ask har fi spend the day, deven did expect har fi seh yeah
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FantasyJesus take the case and gimmi eh pillow or however eh saying guh Cause why mommy stand up a them gate??? "Mek mi get a stop when yuh turn eh corna deh" " A wahmo Jess?" "See mi mother deh a stand up a the gate and mi cah bother wid eh noise right...