chaelisa Head Vs Hart

Cp.3

Rosie POV

I ran out of Lisa's Apartment crying. I can't let her see, and I can't let her know. I'm glad she did not hear when I slip and told her that I love her.

I'm a stranger who became her fuck buddy; she shouldn't suppose to love me back.

I'm so stupid for coming near her.

I should not have kissed her in the comfort room, and I should not ask her to be my Fuck buddy.

Fuck

but this is better, leaving her before it's too late. She doesn't deserve this.

I can feel my phone ringing, and It's Lisa. I want to answer it but I can't.

I don't want to hurt her even more.

I drove to my apartment, and I saw Alice outside my apartment. She saw me crying, and so she immediately hugged me, like how she comforts me.

"Rosie, What happened," She asked; she just came here from Australia for my graduation in two days.

"I already told lisa that I don't love her," I sobbed; I felt my sister's arms caressing my head.

"It's okay, Rosie. It's for the best; at least you get to be with the person you liked for a long time, and look it as a positive, it gave you the courage to be with lisa," She said.

"But she loves me, Alice. I heard her telling her friends that she loves me" I can't stop my tears flowing from my eyes, as it hurts so much to hurt the person you love.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know," Alice said. "Maybe you want to open your door? We should not overthink it, and please relax" I gave her my key, and she opened my Apartment.

"So, Ready to go home in Australia?" She told me, I have no choice, right? So I painfully smiled at her and nodded.

"I missed you, Alice. I hope Dad will arrive earlier tomorrow, and I also missed him," I pouted.

"We missed you too, baby" She pinched my cheeks. "Our baby."

"I missed Mom, too," I said, greeting my teeth as I don't want to let Alice know that I'm losing balance and my head is hurting.

"Alice, I need to sleep; I didn't get some sleep last night" I tiredly smiled at her, and she only nodded.----

I liked lisa since when the College year started. She never bumps on me because I'm too shy, so I joined every activity in our department and became our department's spotlight. Hoping that one day she will notice me. But she did not.

Destiny doesn't like me to be happy. Because lisa only noticed me when I received the worst news in my life.

When I saw lisa locked the door and punched the wall in the Comfort room that day, crying like me, I lost my mind. I took the opportunity; why will I let this go? I want to take every chance, and I didn't care anymore.

The person I liked for a long time is in front of me. She did not notice me before, so I did not also expect her to like me back.

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Flashback

I drove my car while intertwining my hands with lisa's hands.

I know fuck buddies don't do this. But I don't want to let this go. This is my chance, especially since lisa made it clear to me that she doesn't like me.

While driving, I slow down and parked at the side of the road for the min time.

"Why did you stop, Rosie?" Lisa curiously asked me.

"My foot hurts; it's cramming," I lied, as I'm shaking my head because my visions are getting blurred again.

"Do you want me to drive?" She offered.

"Sure, lili," I smiled cause I don't want the both of us to die because of me.

We arrived at the seaside, parking in front of the beach while looking at whales jumping.

"Why did you bring me here, Rosie?" She giggled. Of course, I want her to see this beautiful view, and she told me that she doesn't go out that much. So, I will take her out and make the most of it.

"I need inspiration for my art, " Lie.

"And also be able to share this beautiful view; you can't miss this out" I smiled.

" Mom used to bring me here before," I said. We are not allowed to ask personal questions, so, It's either you tell or not.

"I want to see the world with you," I chuckled.

"We have a lot of time to see the world, chae" she said, and I nodded.

"So, this place is special for you, huh? Thank you for bringing me here" she showed her cute smile.

years old, and I can take care of myself.

I can feel my phone vibrating beside me. It's lisa again. I hate that I have no choice but to say goodbye in this way. Three days before I leave.

Should I say goodbye to her properly?

How am I supposed to say goodbye to her?

How can I tell lisa? How can I tell her that...

That

I'M DYING.