chaelisa Head Vs Hart

Cp.4

Lisa POV

"Lili, why are you not answering our messages?" A woman said in the other line of my phone, as I answered it without knowing who is it.

"Rosie," I mumble, holding alcohol in my other hand while sitting on my bed.

"It's Jisoo! Where are you!" She shouted, which made my ear vibrate; I dropped the call and threw my phone. If you are not Rosie, I don't want to talk.

Why does it hurt this way?

It's my fault for allowing her to enter my life. How can a stranger fuck me, fuck my head and fuck my heart?

It's crazy. I looked in my ceiling, hearing our moans and laughs. All the scary stories we shared with each other. We even go to Paris together, the city of Love.

I'm looking at the ceiling, hoping that she will appear, toping me, kissing me, and making love with me.

Ohh. It is only sex with her. It is making love for me. Fuck.

How dare she replace Irene in my heart.

No.

I never loved Irene; I only liked her.

Chaeyoung is my first love.

But she left. She doesn't love me.

Am I only for pleasure? Am I only right for it?

I'm also her first, she told me, she has never been in a relationship before. What if she only said that, but for what?

Maybe to forget about her past? No asking personal question, she said.

I laughed, and I laughed.

Knock knock knock"lisa, are you there."

Rosie? I ran and opened the door, and disappointedly saw Jisoo but thank you. I get to cry to someone. I kneeled in front of her, crying. Crying all the pain and disappointment.

"Rosie," I sobbed.

" What did she do?"

"She dumps me; she doesn't love me, chu. I'm just her fuck buddy."

"Shhh, I understand, You'll be okay," she whispered in my ears, circling her hands at my back.

"I don't know how to continue living without her, chu."

"Then kill her in your heart, and continue living this beautiful life. I believe you will meet some other people, better than her," She said.

" Am I stupid?"

"No, no. You are not, lisa. She is stupid for letting you go. She is in her rebellious stage, as the gossip about her going strong that, she barely go to school anymore, but she is always with you, her grades decline but she is still going to graduate," She sighs "I know she is a bad news and not good for you, I shouldn't have let this happened to you,"

She told me, she doesn't have class anymore? Bad news? Nevermind.

"It's okay, It is also my fault. Anyway, I'm sure now, I will leave after graduation. As a promise to Dad." I said.

"So, you are really marrying Jackson?" She said, and I nodded.

"Rosie is the only reason why I don't want to leave and marry him. But well, she doesn't care, so. Maybe I have no other choice."

" I feel robbed; she took my heart without knowing and leaving with it. I don't have love anymore, Chu" I dryly laughed.

" Lisa, I will kill her for hurting you," she angrily said.