C'est la vie

Book Tropes+TW

Hey guys!
This my first time writing to you so hii

First of all English isn't my first language and this is my first real book (I am also only 13 lol) so please forgive me for any mistakes I make. I will still try to correct all typos and grammar mistakes before publishing it, because I know how annoying it can be if every sentence has at least one, easily fixable, mistake in it. Please still remember that I'm just some Austrian girl that learned English by watching barbie unboxing vids on YouTube. If there are conversations in different languages (but german) it was translated with google translate so if anything is wrong I am deeply sorry, but i just don't know that many languages.
Moving on to the tropes:
It sort of is a friends to lovers situation but it also isn't. It also is NOT a Slow Burn, so don't be expecting all those cute little we're never going to confess but we're in love typa moments. They will happen, but not in a cute, but in a depressing way(that's just how i write sryy). This book will be incredibly sad, so be prepared. Some weird ass shit will happen and you may dislike the main character if you don't like main characters who know that they were/are a victim and act like one. The ways they treat their pain is questionable BUT you can't do anything about it cuz i wrote the characters(you opfaa). I am a nice girl and i will give you translations of everything that is not in english, I'll also translate slang somehow.
For example:
Du Opfaa
[You victim. Opfaa=Opfer; the term victim can be used as an assault in german]
I will be letting my characters talk in their native languages, just because I feell like it adds some spice yk? Anyways, thanks for reading this, I'm amazed by the fact that I can also be a yapper through text, I'm actually sorry.

I also wanted to state some trigger warnings since I am sure that some points in my story can be viewed as offensive or can trigger some people.

S u i c i d a l   t h o u g h t s

S e l f   h a r m

S e x u a l   a b u s e

R a p e

D r u g   a b u s e   ( h e r o i n e ,   c r a c k ,   w e e d ,   c o c a i n e   a n d   a l c o h o l )

C a n c e r

D e a t h

S e x u a l   c o n t e n t   , n o   a c t u a l   s e x   t h o u g h 

I am also only talking out of experience in some of the topics that will be featured in this book so please forgive me if you feel it is not written true to your experiences. I did a lot of research on all of these topics so I tried to make it as real as possible.