Love of Tomorrow. (Shubish)

Chapter-10

Author's pov.
While their last semester examination Shubman make distance from Ishan, which hurt Ishan.
Ishan also made up his mind that he will talk to Shub after end of the exam.

And today is their graduation day.
Everyone is present at college.

Ishan came and saw that Shub was already present there, and talking with other students. So Ishan goes to him.

Ishan- Heyy Shubii.
Shub- Hi.
Ishan- Kaisa hai??
Shub- Good.
Ishan- Tu toh aab call nhi nehi uthata or call back bhi nehi karta hai.
Shub- Arey exam k preparation mein busy tha isliye.
Ishan- Ha ha aab toh tu bohot busy person ho gaya hai.
Shub- Chod na wo sab kaisa hai bol? Or Teri girl friend?
Ishan- Mai thik hu or Aditi bhi thik hai.
Shub- Good.

Then graduation ceremony started, Everyone was receiving their degree.
Cheering for each other, but Shubman stayed silent, and everyone noticed it.

After clicking the group pictures, Ishan dragged Shubman towards a place where no one is present. So he can talk to Shub in alone.

Ishan- Shubi kya hua hai tujhe bol??
Shub- kuch bhi toh nehi hua hai. Kya hoga mujhko?
Ishan- Jhooth mat bol Shubii, mai tujhe bohot dino se notice kar raha hu, aaj tujhe bata hee padega kya problem hai.
Shub- Koi problem nehi hai yaar.
Ishan- Toh phir tu mujhko ignore kyu kar raha hai? Or mera call kyu nehi recived kar raha hai?? (Angry tone)
Shub- M-mai k-kha tujhe ignore Kiya.
Or Maine bola na exam ki preparation k waja se busy tha.
Ishan- Ha hum ne toh exam dia hi nehi, mere paas time hai but tere pass call recieve karne ka time bhi nehi hai.
Tu itna busy hai k kya hee bolu. (While shouting)
Holi k din se dekh raha hu tu upset hai, mujhse baat hee nehi karta, kya problem hai teri bol.
Shub- Kuch nehi, kuch nehi hua hai.
Ishan- Mai kya tujhko pagal dikhta hu, mujhe kuch samajh nehi aata kya,

Or kya aab Mai matter nehi Karta Tere life Mai? college finish ho raha hai naye dost banane hai isliye, meri toh aab koi jarurat nehi hai tujhe. (Shouting)

Shub- Chup ho ja Ishu.
Ishan- Kyu chup Karu mai
Shub- Ishai.
Ishan- Nehi mai bol.. (cut of when Shubman's lip touched his lip)

Yes Shub kissed our Ishu.

When Ishan was shouting on Shubman,
Suddenly Shubman pulled Ishan close to himself, and kissed him deeply.

Ishan's pov.
I was very angry at Shubi, so dragged him to a empty place for talking, I was shouting at him and he was telling me to stop, but anger took over me and keep shouting, and then suddenly Shubi pulled me towards him and the next moment he kissed me.
His lips touched mine, I can feel his hot breath on my face,But I am so shocked to do anything.
It's a different kind of feeling, slowly slowly I started feel that I am melting in the kiss, but he is my friend, and I have a girl friend, I can't cheat on Aditi, no no I can't do that.
Then realisation hits me and I pushed Shubii hardly.
We both are huffing because of lack of oxygen.

Author's pov.
After few minutes of kissing, Ishan pushed Shubman.

Ishan- What a-are y-you d-doing.
Shub- Kya karu phir ha, tujhe chup hone ko bola na Maine.
Ishan- Mai toh shirf tujhe puch raha tha ki tu mujhko ignore kyu kar raha tha.
Shub- Tu toh busy reheta hai Teri gf k sath, toh mai kya karu? or mujhe bhi accha nehi lagta hai tujhe ignore karna.
Ishan- Shub she is my girlfriend, mujhe time spent karna hoga uske sath. This is normal.
Shub- Ha phir time spent kar na tu aapne gf k sath, mai toh isiliye beech mai aata hu tum dono k.
Ishan- What happened to you Shub, why are you talking like that?
Shub- Mujhe kya hua hai Jan na hai tujhe, toh sun mujhe taqlif hoti hai jab bhi mai tujhe or Aditi ko eksath dekhta hu.
Ishan- Kya bol raha hai tu? Pagal ho gaya hai kya?
Shub- Ha ha mai pagal ho gaya hu, tere pyaar mein pagal gaya hu, and you are driving me crazy day by day.
Ishan- What are you saying Shubii?
Shub- I LOVE YOU ISHU. I love you so much,and not just as a friend. (Now he is crying mess)
Ishan- You are jocking right?( While chuckling)
Shub- No I am not jocking, I am damn serious about what I am saying.
Tu puch raha tha na mujhse ki wo kaun hai jisse mai pyar karta hu, wo tu hai Ishu, wo tu hai. Mai bohot saalon se tujhe pyar karta hu Ishu.
Teri har ek shararat mujhe pasand hai,
Tera mujhe chidhana, teri hasi, teri har ek choti choti baat mujhe pasand hai.
but mujhe aapni feelings samajhne mein time lag gayi, or jab samja ki mai tujhse pyaar karta hu toh daar lagta tha ki tujhe baata dunga toh tu mujhse naraz ho jayega.
Phir tu ne Aditi ko propose kar diya, Mai tum dono k beech nehi aana chahata tha sacchi, maine soch liya tha ki tujhse aab move on kar lunga, but instead of that I fall for you more and more Ishu, isliye maine tujhe ignore karna suru kiya, kyu ki mujhe pata tha ki mai tujhse milunga toh mai khud ko samhal nehi paunga.

Watching you dating with Aditi broke my heart, and I tried so hard to move on , to not want you. But I couldn't, all I could think about was how much I wanted to tell you I had feelings for you. But I didn't want to lose your friendship.
The thought of not having you in my life was unbearable, so I decided it would be better to stay friends.
(He said while holding Ishan's both hands and while crying)

But now I can't pretend anymore, I can't act like everything is fine.. For the sanity of my heart and for the clarity of my mind, I am confessing the truth..

I REALLY DO LOVE YOU.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ISHU..

To be continue.....

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