there he lied, still drunk, and still awake. partly due to the annoyance of hearing connie and jean snoring through the thin, spinning walls. but mostly due to his wandering mind, though it was only going down one path. yours.
this wasn't really new, eren has thought of you every single night since the day he saw you again, and even before then you'd keep him up at night.
tonight was different, though. you were within arms reach, asleep right outside his bedroom door. he could act out any intrusive thought that crept into that pretty little head of his.
the last time you were ever in his house was that night.... he thought he'd never see you in there again. it was almost surreal for him, like a dream he was afraid to wake up from. though if this were truly a dream, you'd be in his bed, sleeping peacefully beside him.
"eren?" a sweet voice snapped him back into reality, he was so deep into his daydreams he hadn't even realized someone snuck into his room.
he swiftly sat himself up, immediately recognizing who the voice belonged to. when he saw you at the edge of his bed he questioned if this really was just a dream.
he watched you in awe as you crawled onto his bed, and then onto him. slowly, you crept up his legs. a lot like earlier that night, though this time you weren't going to curve him. you sat down on him, and straddled his hips as he lied back down. now he knew he was dreaming, or maybe even hallucinating.
"y-y/n," he stuttered, his face a bright red, much like yours. you looked down at him with heavy lidded eyes, eyes of hunger and desire. and almost instantly blood rushed to a singular part of his body.
you giggled, feeling his dick rise from under you.
"still so easy for me jeager." you bit your lip, your hands slithered under his shirt. his breath hitched at the feeling of your cold hands grazing against his warm, firm abdomen.
"what are you- fuck- what are you doing?" he stumbled over his words.
"i want you," your words slurred together "really bad." you whimpered
"you're drunk, y/n." he stated, he knew you weren't in the right state of mind right now, and he wouldn't dare take advantage of that. no matter how much self restraint it takes or how tempting you are.
"so? it doesn't take away from the fact that i want you, and you feel the same, don't you?" you questioned, knowing the answer, you could feel the answer in fact. he watched, speechless as you took your skirt off you body, throwing it beside the bed. you leaned your body down, and begin planting soft kisses and nibbles to his neck, the kisses and bites getting sloppier and sloppier as you moved down his chest.
"did you miss me? when i was gone?" you rose from his chest and asked, above him but still looking so submissive.
more than there are stars in the sky, he thought. he knew he should stop this, he should throw you off of him and carry you back to the living room. but he couldn't, he wasn't strong enough of a man.
"hm? did you? would you think of me?" all the questions you were to prideful to ask sober were coming out now. "answer me." you demanded, involuntarily rocking back and forth against his large bulge, your body desperately trying to please the ache between your legs.
" no wait- please don't move your- oh fuck," he breathed out, rolling his head back and his hands moving to harshly grip your waist. you continued to fervently bounce and rock your hips on him, trying your best to keep quiet. weary of your friends being able to hear you through the walls. though still, quick breaths and needy whimpers escaped your lips.
"wait, y/n, wait." he said, finally building up the integrity to stop you as he sat up and pushed you down, your back laying against his legs as he pinned you down. your legs now wrapped around his torso.
