Loved(A Nash Grier story -Complete)

Chapter 17

Nash came inside the house and sat next to me, he hugged me

"Hello, sexy lady" he said "How are you?"

I smiled "I'm great"

He smiled and let go of me. "Good"

I looked at him and I could tell that something was bothering him

"Hey," I said making his face turn to me "You okay?"

He faked a smile "Of course."

I sat straight "Nash, why are you lying?"

His smile went away and he sighed "I have some news"

"Tell me" I said

He looked at me and grabbed my hands "Alex, it's going to hurt"

"Just tell me" I said getting mad

He sighed. You could tell he was trying not to cry "I'm leaving for Los Angeles"

"That's great" I said

He looked at me again "When our graduation happens"

I was surprised. Me and Nash talked about our graduation and what we would do after. I can't believe that our plans are getting thrown out.

"I'm sorry" he said

I got up "Why now?"

A tear went down his face "It's for a meet and greet and I guess they chose it on our graduation"

"And you can't fucking change it!" I yelled making him get up

"No, I can't fucking change it! I asked and begged so much to make them change it but they told me no! I hurt because of it because I can't see you walking down and getting your award. I'm so sorry"

"No, your not!" I yelled backing up "How long have you kept me from this?"

He looked down "A few weeks"

I got more mad "A few weeks? A few fucking weeks! How long have I been with you? All day and now you wanted to tell me? Two weeks before we finally graduate" By now, I was crying, and I couldn't stop. I felt his arms go around me, tears ran on my head from him.

"I'm so sorry," he said

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I changed my mind. This isn't no paper for school. Not with this news. It's a paper on my laptop that will never be seen by anyone. I don't want anyone to see it. As the weeks went slow. I couldn't get the thought out of my head that I would be alone. I talked to David and Melanie, they told me that they would go but, I mean, I would be alone gradating. Nash knew I was really upset because I cruse only when I'm really mad. I just couldn't believe that he held it from me for so long.

"Alex?"

That broke my thoughts. I looked up and saw two guys. One with black hair and the other with Blonde. They were both looking at me.

"Who are you two?" I asked

"I'm Jack Gilinsky, and this my friend, Jack Magcon" He said

"What do you guys want?" I asked

"Nash wanted you to have this" Jack M. said and gave a envelope to me. I grabbed it. It was really thick.

"Thanks?" I asked.

Jack G smiled and they both walked away.

I stood their after the bell rang and opened it. Five pages, that's why it's so thick. I started to read.

Alex,  

I hope your forgive me. I'm so fucking sorry that our moment that we have been waiting for so long has been thrown out the window. I was really excited to see how sexy you looked under your blue wrrob and how much fun we could've had. By now you already know that I will be leaving and to tell you, I don't know when I will be back. I'm truly sorry. I'm sorry that I kept it so long from you. I'm sorry that I fucked up everything that the day holds for us. I'm sorry that I kept my feelings from you for so long and I'm sorry that I was a piece of shit every time I saw you, that I didn't go up to you and asked you our or helped you with your stuff. I hope when I'm gone, that Matthew, Jack G, Jack M, and Christian will make you feel like home. They will always have your back. They know how much I love you and they knew that I liked you for a long time. They know why I'm leaving and they promised me that they will clap for you and take pictures. Cameron was really sorry that he couldn't go as well because the meet and greet is for us two. But don't forget to go to my house and talk to Skylynn and Hayes. (Just know that you always  will make Hayes' day :) )

I am truly sorry that I am leaving and that I can't take you with me. (I begged but realized that you wanted to graduate more then go with me)

Just remember that if you need something, go to Matthew. He will always listen and understand what your going through. But remember that he flirts a lot. I'm so sorry if he does, just tell him that your mine FOREVER!!! :)

If you need to smile, go to Christian. He will always make your day because of how stupid he is. He will always make you smile. Trust me, I couldn't stop laughing and smiling when I met him.

If you need a hug, go to Jack G. He loves to hug too much (I think it's a mental problem). He will make you feel safe and protected.

If you need a laugh, go to Jack M. He has the most funny jokes and you will be laughing your ass off.

And if you need a family, go hang out with all of them at the same time and do some crazy shit and have fun. (But not too much fun ;) )

And it you need me, call me, txt me, e-mail me(If you still use e-mail). I will always be their for you. And don't forget about Cameron, he will be here as well.

I love you from the moon and back. 

Just know that by the time you reading this, I will already be on the plane, but just know that I am thinking of you more then I am about anyone else. Please be safe and please don't do anything stupid. (It will kill me)

I love you more everyday. I can't wait to see you again.

Love, Nash Grier or you 'Nashie-Ashie' man

P.s. I love you.  

I laughed and smiled and cried. I folded the papers and went to class. Thank you Nash

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