Chapter 11

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Aya came back with a cappuccino , a latte and a (drink of your choice),she gave me and nijiro our drinks ,she gave nijiro the latte and kept the cappuccino to herself so i had the (drink of your choice).we went to a little table that was right outside the coffee shop and then she looked at me and nijiro and raised her eyebrows then saying "did anything happen whilst i was gone?"which made me remember the awkward situation i was in only a few seconds ago. "Nope"i said taking a sip of my drink hoping that the cup would cover my face as i felt my cheeks heat up.i heard aya softly laugh to herself , politely covering her face.i honestly dont know how she manages to be so elegant with everything she does,i mean goals. I excused myself from the table to go take a quick smoke.i hadn't smoked in some time, it was like an internal battle with myself.i didn't want to do it but I couldn't help myself,i went to the smoking area and took out my cigarette pack and a lighter the smell of smoke enveloping my mind bringing my into a trance.i took one out of the pack and brought it to my lips, bringing the lighter up infront of it .as i lit the cigarette i inhaled feeling the smoke fill my lungs,oh how I longed for this feeling.

Each puff i took i felt the refreshing sensation of the smoke entering and leaving my mouth but I couldn't help but feel guilty,I didn't do anything wrong i just wanted to stop smoking but i always ended up doing it sooner or later. I started feeling sick to the stomach,this was too much emotion too handle so i put the cigarette out and went back to the table. I sat down and aya and nijiro looked at me. "Are you good y/n?" Nijiroasked worriedly looking at me "yeah I'm fine" i said giving him a weak smile as aya pat my shoulder giving me an empathetic look.

A few minutes pass by with me aya and nijiro having some small talk but after a while i started to feel a bit sick.i guess smoking and having coffee on an empty stomach isn't ideal. "I think i might go home guys" i said standing and getting ready to go, "why,are you feling well?" Aya asked with genuine concern on her face "not really, I'm sorry guys I'm just a bit sick" i said going to my car , as i walked away i heard a small mumble which was probably a conversation between nijiro and aya because after the sounds stopped i heard footsteps running up behind me so i looked up to see nijiro running to me and aya on a phone call.

"What's up"I asked nijiro with a tired tone of voice. "Well aya has another event to go to soon she we were planning on me and you going home together and her taking the driver that we took to get to your show,thats only if your ok with it"he said whilst catching his breath from the short run he had to do to get to me. Ï mean if u drive then I'm fine with it"i said trying my best to put on a smile so that i seemed less bitchy than i probably looked right now.as i finished saying that he turned to aya and gave her a thumbs up so she waved bye to us and went back other phone call whilst getting into the backseat of the drivers car.We got into the car as nijiro started to drive.

(TIME SKIP TO WHEN YOU GET TO THE CARAVAN THINGY ON SET)

Nijiro got out of the drivers seat and as i was about to get out of the car too he opened the door to the passenger seat of the car from the outside so i could get out with a warm smile plastered all over his face. I got out feeling the nice refreshing but subtly warm breeze hot me as i walked with nijiro from the parking lot to where the caravans where,we decided we were gonna go to his one since he can just lend me some of his clothes so i could change into something more comfy. "Do you want a towel so you can shower then i can give you some spare clothes?" He asked as we walked in and he locked his door. "Yes please"i said giving him a gentle look and a smile .

He gave me a towel and a pair of joggers and a t shirt which i thanked him for and quickly went to take a shower,i still felt icky ever since i took that smoke break.i walked into the bathroom closing the door as i took my top off, folding it and putting it to the side and after i did the same with the rest of my clothes and then i realised i dont have a change of undergarments...shit.

"I mean ill leave that to be a problem for future me" i said as i then got into the shower

AFTER THE SHOWER

"FUCKKKKKK WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELFFFF"I thought as i realised the situation i put myself in. I would re use my undergarments from earlier since they are the ones i got from the vs show but even then I wouldn't want to re use my underwear i would only do that in a situation where i was very desperate.the more i thought about what to do the more the thought of just asking nijiro for a pair of clean boxers came to my mind,like it can't be that bad plus i was gonna wear his clothes anyways right?thats what i said to myself to try and justify asking him for spare boxers.

Eventually a few minutes passed by and i was starting to loose my patience. "You know what fuck it" i said to myself as i wrapped myself in my towel and slightly opened the door to the bathroom and called out for nijiro. "Nijirooo" i said calling for him , a bit louder than usual but with a soft tone of voice so it wouldn't sound too harsh. "Yes y/n, is everything all right?" He said whilst coming closer to the door. "I kind of dont have undergarments" i said looking down, "oh"he said as his lips shaped a small circle and just as he was about to reply i cut him off. "Would you mind giving me a pair of your you know?" I asked as i felt the embarrassment hit me hard. "Sure" he said as he tried his best to keep his signature pretty smile on his face.

He quickly came back with well you know what and gave them to me as i mumbled a quick thank you and closed the door , i then put on all the clothes on and left the bathroom going into the bedroom of the caravan where nijiro was laying on the bed with a towel in his hands "I'll be back just let me take a quick shower,feel free to do whatever" he said and then he went in the bathroom and to be honest after not eating any actual solids today i didn't feel the best so i ordered some food and i also got some stuff for nijiro.

I lied down on the bed and after a few minutes nijiro came out in pijamas with wet hair and GOD DAYUMMMMMM wish i saw this more often but my thoughts were interrupted by nijiro full on fucking tackling me ,he literally jumped over me and wrapped his arms around me.

(I'm probably going to be writitng a lot more since i for some reason just started getting so many more ideas so thanks for reading!)

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