You can feel his gaze on the back of your head but you didn't dare to turn and face him. Just holding his hand while lying next to him was more than what you can handle.
"Hey... Are you asleep?" He asks in a whispering tone.
Does he really think you can sleep right now?
"No..."
"Then why are you so quiet?"
"What do want me to say?"
"Just look at me. Show me your face."
You didn't dare turn. You were not yet ready to see his face so close.
"Wh-why?" You clear your throat.
"I want to know if you are sleeping or not. Why won't you look at me?" He asks sadly.
You sighed and turned.
He was lying next to you, his eyes fixed on yours. You can see his hair slightly moving with breeze. He is too close! Weirdly you couldn't move at all. You forgot how to breathe.
"Are you alright?" He asks while smirking slightly.
"What do you think?" You say as you resume your breathing.
"You seem not so good." He replied calmly.
"Of course? I feel like my heart would burst out any moment now."
"Why is that?" His smile widens.
"Is that even a question? My idol is holding my hand and lying next to me! It's a miracle that I'm still alive."
"That's all? Because I'm your idol?"
"Yeah. What else would it be?" You ask your heart beating so fast than it ever had.
"I don't know... Because you like me?" He asks with his eyes fixed on yours.
"Haha... Stop joking. You and me? It would never ever work." You try to say jokingly but the truthfulness of it hurt you.
"What makes you so sure of that?" He asks raising his eyebrows.
"Just think about it. You are a globally popular celebrity. Many popular women wants you. And me? I'm nothing. How could I ever dream of being in a relationship with you? Even meeting you was nearly impossible for me."
"But you met me. And what if I want you? What if I don't care about your background and your past? What if I just want... You?"
"Why would you?"
"Maybe because I like you?"
His words echoed in your mind. Kim Taehyung? Liking 'You'? You would rather believe that the sun is cold as an ice.
"That is not gonna happen so why are we talking about this?" You say with your heart in your throat.
"Again what makes you so sure?" He asks sternly.
"Because that is the truth." You say getting annoyed.
"Don't be so sure honey. You never know what may happen."
You blush red like a tomato.
"Heyy. Are you flirting with me right now?" You ask.
"Why? Is it working?" He smirks.
"I'm gonna tell everyone that instead of helping me sleep like you should, you're flirting with me!"
"Ok then. I'll help you sleep." He said as he moved towards you and wrapped you in his arms.
You're officially dead.
"I-I am gonna rat you out. You shouldn't be doing anything than holding hands with me!" You say your breath hitching.
"If you're gonna rat me out anyways then let me do some more."
When you thought nothing more miraculous could happen, he planted a small kiss on top of your head and said, "Good night honey." You can feel his lips smiling on your head.
Can you be more dead? Like dead dead? You are.
And that's how you spent the night with Taehyung in his arms.
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BTS Manager
FanfictionY/N is a normal international fan of bts. She loves them most of all but the sad reality is that she knows that she can't see them ever in her life. But something impossible had happened. Now she is in Seoul staying with bts and seeing them everyda...
