My little weirdo

A backstory to remember.

A/n: Helloooo! Nice to meet you reader :) At this moment, I'm obsessing over Gravity Falls because it RULESSSS!

Also if you have read other fanfics you'd know for some reason they never make it to weirdmageddon. Or it starts but Bill never wins? Not in this fanfic. This one is going to have weirdmageddon and no soppy change of heart !!
(No hate to anyone who made a fanfic with a change of heart or no weirdmageddon.)

I began writing this a year ago but I gave up so here I am finishing for a friend. Enjoy!

Anywho, I hope you enjoy the story! And a little warning of what's to come:

‼️‼️ TW: SUICIDE ATTEMPT AND BLOOD AND ABUSE.‼️‼️

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Y/n POV:

I stood at the threshold of life and death. On the verge of whatever would happen. My knife pressed against my neck.
My breath hitched, as the knife drew blood. It trickled down onto my necklace. Red sliding over the yellow of the jewellery. Pain surged through my body and I trembled, causing the knife to free more of the liquid.
Fuck

That was my favourite necklace.

I dropped the knife, wincing as it clattered against the floor. Then, I gently unclasped and took off the pendant. I held it out in-front of me.
The charm resembled my favourite fictional character, Bill Cipher.

My obsession with him was... concerning. My parent(s)/guardian(s) had told me that numerous times.
'Oh y/n stop talking about that cartoon.'
'Y/n, life doesn't revolve around Gravity Falls.'
'It's always you and those cartoons! If it's not Gravity Falls, it's Dead End or The Owl House or Amphibia or Helluva Boss!'
'FOR THE LAST TIME; NO, I DO NOT CARE THAT NEW GRAVITY FALLS ART HAS BEEN RELEASED!'
'I'm going to give you a ban on Gravity Falls young lady/man if you don't stop talking back to me.' 
A/n: if you're trans, they use the incorrect term and your deadname btw (cuz they suck).
'RIGHT THATS IT. I'M TAKING AWAY YOUR MERCH.'
Ect...

And, Axolotl forbid, when I didn't do what they asked... well-

They threw me to the floor. I crawled up against the wall and hugged my knees to my chest.
"I told you to tidy the kitchen young lady/man." I winced at their words. They strode forward, stopping centimetres away from me.
"B-but I d-did. The kitchen is tidy!" I cried. Their glare could shatter a fairy's heart.
"There's dishes in the sink. DIRTY DISHES IN THE SINK Y/N." The back of their hand collided with my cheek. I yelped and attempted to suppress any further noises. Burying my head in my legs, I sobbed quietly to myself.
"FUCKING DIRTY DISHES."  They grabbed my messy h/c hair and dragged my head up.
"This is for talking back to me." The same part of their hand met the same part of my face. I kicked them away instinctively before realising what I'd just done.
"Oh you bitch. You'll pay for that."

Soooo, I wasn't really living for them. But for-
...
Nev.
Nev was my best friend. My only friend. He was like a little sibling to me. He could count on me to be there. And I knew when I needed him I could count on him.
Then it hit me.
Oh shit. I'm abandoning Nev.
I'm leaving him.
He'll be fine. He has his parents and future ahead of him.
He'll be fine.

I went to grab my knife but then I remembered something. A TikTok I had seen a while ago about something called... what was it again?
Oh yeah! Shifting. Maybe I could try to permanently shift to Gravity Falls! Then I wouldn't be dying. And anywho, that shit hurt like hell.
Well done Y/n, you did it again!

I took my phone, unlocked it and opened TikTok. I searched for how to shift.
After scrolling for a while I found the best video that explained it perfectly.

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I laid down on the cold, hard floor and closed my eyes. Then, I took a deep breath and recited what I needed to.
"I can shift. I am a shifter. I will transfer my consciousness to Gravity Falls. I can shift. I am a shifter. I will transfer my consciousness to Gravity Falls. I can shift. I am a shifter. I will transfer my consciousness to Gravity Falls. I-"

All the air left my lungs and I felt as if I was in a roller coaster.
"Woah."

Opening my eyes, I saw the sky.
Wait, why can I see the sky? I'm under a- oh.
OH.
I did it. I shifted.

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WOOOP!! First chapter is out!

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