𝑻𝒓𝒊𝒑 𝒕𝒐 𝑱𝒂𝒎𝒏𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒓 (ft. ICT) (COMPLETED)

chapter 11

Shubman was in their room crying his heart out deeply hurt by ishan's words. He knew ishan would never mean things like that but his heart is refusing to believe that it was not unintentional. He knew he also behaved insensitively out there but blamed his emotions.

He heard the door open with thud and he lifted his head from his knees to see abhi and Yash with worried faces.

Abhi... Yashi... He let out vulnerably while crying. Abhi and Yash went to him. Abhi hugged shubman and he buried his face in Abhishek's shoulder sobbing out loud. Yash patted his back.

H-how can h-he he say like that a-bhi shubman said crying. While abhi ran his fingers in his hair.

It was really bad of him to say that shubi I know but you know he will never mean anything like that abhi said feeling bad for ishan also he knows ishan would never hurt shubman. But his best friend instincts kicked in when he saw shubman's heartbroken face.

Yes shubu he was just angry but I know it's bad he said those things to you yash said. Shubman didn't say anything but kept crying. They both sat there with him giving comfort.

Can I be alone for sometime

No both Yash and abhi said in unison. Shubman lowered his head. Seconds later he heard the door open and the remaining people came inside except Ishan. Virat went to shubman and sat beside him. Shubman instantly wrapped his arms around his big brother.

I know I know bhacha don't cry. Virat comforted a sniffling shubman. After sometime shubman stopped crying.

Bhaiyya  i want to be alone for sometime he requested everyone. Even though they are worried for him they thought to give him some time.

Let's go guys and shubi take care okay and don't cry more. Everyone went out after saying goodnight and warning him not to do anything stupid.

Shubman sat there again tearing up recalling the words that hurt him like bitch.

How can you say like that Ishu. Am I that bad? Am I that weak that you didn't even hesitate to say that to my face. Maybe you are right, maybe ishika was right too I don't deserve you I will only ruin you shubman thought again crying.

He heard someone's voice which is craving and hating at the same time.

Shubi.... Ishan's slow voice called out from the other side of the door making shubman cry even more. he didn't say anything and he heard ishan open the door and then closing the door.

Ishan went to shubman and kneeled down infront of him on the floor while shubman sat at the beds edge.

Meri jaan.. I'm sorry ishan muttered with low head as he couldn't show his face to shubman after saying things to him. Shubman is still crying and ishan can say by the sound of sniffling.

I'm sorry shubi.. i didn't mean to say those things. I didn't even notice what the hell I'm uttering in anger. I'm sorry Shubman you don't deserve these tears. Please forgive me meri jaan please talk to me ishan started crying while apologizing he couldn't take the silent treatment from him. Shubman didn't say anything too hurt to even forgive Ishan

Leave me alone ishan kishan his answer was curt and cold..ishan flinched not used to the harshness from shubman. Ishan choked on a sob.

Please meri jaa-

Don't call me that mr. Kishan shubman's voice roared in the room stopping ishan. Ishan could feel his heart crying out in agony. He hugged shubman's legs and started sobbing.