'it hurts. It hurts so much'
I thought as i collapsed on the endless abyss below me. My palms were placed, on the nothing less below me. It was as if i was floating, nothing existed around me. Though at the same time, it felt as if i was laying on harsh rock. There was no sky to look out, No ground to walk on. Nothing to see or feel. Surrounded by emptiness, as i laid limp. Limbs feeling heavy and sore, an aching feeling traveling across every nerve, ever muscle.
"What happened? Who am i? Where am i?" I asked as i sat up, despite the complaints of my limbs. My head tilted back, as i felt something dripped down from my neck, and onto chest. My neck moved from side to side, falling from side to side, unable to actually keep it steady. Raising my hand, i dragged it up my side, to my chest, dragging the liquid onto my fingertips. Placing my hands in front of my face, I saw what laid on my fingertips. A scarlet thick stream, dripped from my finger's droplet's falling down the palm of my hand, and down my wrist. Bringing my hand closer to my face, My hand underneath my nose.
"Eugh!"
Quickly removing my hand away from my face, it smelt awful. Bringing my fingertips, to my neck, i pressed them gently trying to figure out where it was coming from. A sudden flair of pain, however became known, as my fingers found them inside something? My neck? A large cut was apparent on my throat.
"Perhaps now? Perhaps now you'll be gone"
I crouched instinctively, as I suddenly remembered something. A man with a scar? Who was that?
I screamed, as i clutched my head inside my hands. a searing pain ran through it, as if there was something inside wanted to get out. "My head-It feels like something is trying to claw it's way out!" I stated Kneeling over in pain. I pressed my hands tightly around the crown of my head, kicking my legs, as tears filled my eyes. Someone! Anyone! Make it stop! Hot tears ran down my cheeks, as i cried. I just wanted it to be done with. What was even happening?
What felt like an etternity passed, as i laid still. Helpless, as if i were roadkill that had just been left there to die. I thought it was done, finally.
I was wrong, so very wrong.
Memories, began to flash through my mind. One to many all at once. I couldn't think, not properly as i began to remember all of it.
"My name-I remember, it's (y/n) (L/n) and I-I died Again"
That was right.
This wasn't the first time they had died. They had died before, so many times. They ere remembering why. Why they kept suffering, How many times they had managed to go back, and restart everything. What death was this even?
the 108th? 112th? They couldn't remember exactly, but they knew it was atleast a hundred times.
"Not again-JYUGO!"
Suddenly remembering it, all of it.
Flashback
The sky was covered with dark solemn clouds, Rain pattering down wetting the damaged floor. The inmates, laid on the ground. Along with the guards, a massacre having been done. Hovered over a body, was Jyugo. Tears whelming in his eyes, before he coughed blood.
"I'm sorry-I'm sorry, i didn't remember you, I'm sorry i couldn't save you!" Grey eyes opened, as they stared into the little brother's eyes. Tears pricking there eyes, as they smiled. It was worth it. There little brother? It would always be worth it.
They raised there hands thumb caressing his cheeks. His bloody hand grabbed onto it, holding on with as much strength as possible. Afraid, that if he let go, They'd disappear. He meaned so much to them.
"You're so a good Boy Jyugo, I'm so glad i have such a good brother-I'm so sorry! I should of been the one protecting you" A figure appeared over the two of them suddenly, and with a raised blade it was struck into the two of them. Grey eyes stared at the two. The man with the scar, and Elf.
Feeling as Jyugo suddenly became limp, falling on top of me. My hands desperately grabbed onto him, holding him tightly.
Hot tears fell down my cheeks, as the blood ran down my neck, staining the two of us.
"I swear-I'll do whatever it takes. Y-You wont win"
Flashback end
I grabbed my face, The tears having long dried. Despite the fact they had died, again there was progress. They couldn't remember what it was though, but that was fine. they'd remember it soon enough. Now however? Now, they'd have to go back. This time they were going to stop them. This time, they were going to save Jyugo.
No matter what it took.
No matter what they'd have to do.
It was time to turn back time. Again. But this time they'd win.
