"One touch away" (ft buddie)

My only one.

TW : SAD 

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118 Had been taking a break from work for about 2 weeks now, everyone was grieving in there own ways some trying to ignore it, Others talking about it and then there's Eddie.... he has been hit the hardest by what happened even more then Maddie.

*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*

Carla Athena and Bobby has been checking on the boys for the whole time making sure they are eating- Well making sure Eddie is eating and sleeping he has been "Forgetting" to do those things every time Carla comes over and sometimes She has had to force him to eat and sleep

The door opens and Eddie stands there looking like he had just got done crying

"Hey Carla" Little weak smile

"Hey Eddie" hugs Him "How you doing?" 

"Good enough.." He says letting her in

"How's Chris?" She sits on the couch "Sad but alright" he sits with her

"Have you eaten?" She says seriously "..." he responds in silence and that means no so she gets up and goes to the kitchen to cook him something "You really don't have to-" he says getting cut off by Carla

"Im not gonna let you starve Eddie" She says chopping up some veggies "..." he just walked over to the counter and sat down "You have something to say Eds?" Carla looked up from chopping

"One of the last things I said to him was he us giving me a migraine" he said feeling the tears come down again

"Eddie-" She gets cut off  "He must hate me It was my fault" he says crying as Carla sits down next to him "Eddie he is your best friend he would never hate you and he would not blame you" Carla says rubbing his hand as Eddie cried and cried himself to sleep looks like the first time in a while. She just put a pillow on his  head and covered him with a blanket

"Sigh that boy will kill himself with guilt" Carla said as she as continued cooking for Chris

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It had been an hour and She had it cooking in the oven and it was about time to go pick up Chris so she softly woke up Eddie so Chris didn't see him like this

"Hey Eddie you gotta wake up sugar" She said as she picked up the blanket and put it in his room

"Sorry did I fall asl-" Carla cut him off  "Don't apologize looks like thats the most you sleep these past few weeks" Carla says as she takes out the dish from the oven "Hey.. whens the funeral?...." Carla asks sitting down as she "..." Eddie stayed silent "Eddie you are going right?" Carla said concerned

"I don't think he would want me there" Eddie said as he looked at the ground

"Eddie what do you mean he wouldn't want you there?" She says "Please don't blame yourself for something that nature caused" 

"Yea well did nature control me telling him to split up?" He said the pain echoing his voice "You couldn't have known Eddie it came out of the blue"  Carla said rubbing circles in his palm

"...I just don't want it to be real" Eddie says as he resting his head on his fist "We all do Eddie"