Trouble in the 4-oh-2

Crazy night

MARISSA
"Marissa get up!"my mom kept yelling from downstairs. Little did she know I was face down throwing my soul up in the toilet for the second time this morning. "Coming ma' calm down" I managed to scream out in broken English before the next wave of Nausea hit, after a while it seemed to past and I was up brushing my teeth getting ready for the day. I got really bad food poisoning (or what I figure to be poisoning) when I left Chicago with my boyfriend Nate, and a few or his friends. This is the third day in a row I've thrown up, but I guess its whatever.

As I walked downstairs I was greeted by my newborn nephew chase who was Crying his head off. "Clayrissa get that baby, no one wants to hear that this early!" I yelled to my twin sister, it came out more rudely then I intended but oh well it was the truth. As I sat down to breakfast my mom ran in for our usual morning conversations. "Hey girls, what are the plans for today?" she asked. "Watch chase, take him to see his dad" clay answered. "And you rissa?" My mom asked me. "I don't know mom not much to do today other then see my doctor, and go hang out with Nate" I answered with more attitude then I intended."Someone's snappy today" clay mumbled "someone's a whore who got pregnant at 17" I shot back unaware of my harsh words until it was to late. "Clay I'm sorry I just I just.." "Yeah rissa you're always sorry" she said as she picked up chase and made her way out the kitchen. I don't know what was wrong with me, or why I snapped on her like that. "Have a nice day Marissa and I hope you snap out that ugly attitude you have, you're beautiful act like it" I could hear the disappointment in my mothers voice, so I shook my head and walked out the door.
*********************************** I pulled into Dr. Monroe's office 30 minutes after my kitchen freak out On clay, i've tried calling her to apologize but I know she just needs space right now.

 "How Can I help you" the pasty lady behind the desk asked me with to much optimism in her tone I wanted badly to catch an attitude but I held myself back. 

" uhm yeah I have a 10:30 with Dr. Monroe my name is marissa Mallette." 

"okay Hun the doctor will be right with you please sign these real quick" she handed me a few forms I quickly signed to lazy to read through and took my waiting room seat. As soon as I sat down I felt my phone vibrate and saw it was Nate asking if I was okay, I replied yes and asked if it was all right if I spend the night with him and Sammy. I felt my phone vibrate with the answer , but before I could look Dr. Monroe came out and called my name. ***********************************

This is not what I expected to hear, but I kept replaying the words in my head, "Ms. Mallette you are 5 weeks pregnant" the words burned my brain, and the tears were starting to sting my eyes. It had to be a mistake. I stopped by Walgreens on my way home a picked up 4 different brands of pregnancy tests just to be sure. I got in the car after quickly paying and saw a text from Nate.

*yeah come on,and bring swishers* 

With all the pregnancy news I almost forgot I asked him anything. I shot my best friend Desi a text 

* going to Nate's tonight come through with me?* 

she replied instantly *KK*  

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"Hey babe what's good?" Nate asked as I walked in the door. He was shirtless and so fine I wanted him to take me right here and right now. "Long ass day you have no idea" I answered dryly. "Attitude much?" He mumbled walking into the kitchen.  I Wasn't in the mood so I shot back "no, but if you keep it up I will have one so do something useful and shut up" WOW with these mood swings it was getting easier to believe that I was pregnant. "Aight"Nate mugged me then walked into his room. As Nate walked out Sammy walked in also looking cute, I wouldn't mind him taking me right now either. "Hey ugly" he said while hugging my from behind. The things I wanted to do to him should be illegal, Nate shouldn't have such cute friends to temp me like this." Nothing much, I'm starving buy me food" I demanded testing my limits with Sam. "Aight lets go, but is Nate gunna be cool with it"  " who the F cares Sam I'm 18 I can do as I want" I giggled "damn then let's go" he grabbed my hand and we were out the door.****************************

"don't stop" I yelled at the top of my lungs knowing no one could hear us. He thrust faster and faster my body wanted more, but I was quickly coming to a climax."what's my name" he moaned while I rode him faster digging my nails into his chest I knew it was wrong but the pleasure told me it was right "DADDY" I yelled as I felt him fill my inside. I never had car sex Before but it was great. As we got ourselves together I realized I was really starving, I looked over at a happy Sammy and said " I really am hungry now" we both laughed In agreement.

AT NATES PLACE:
"Where did yall go eat that took 3 hours?" Nate asked with an obvious attitude "taco bell, but we were catching up, is something wrong with that?" I shot back with attitude to show him I wasn't bothered by his jealousy. "Nah just asking" I heard him mumble as I walked into his bedroom and fell fast asleep.

The next morning was the same thing I woke up feeling the same exact way as I have for the last few days, I totally forgot about those pregnancy tests in my car. I rolled over to find Nate sound asleep, i mentally added my "affair" with Sam to the list of things I needed to tell Nate. I call it an affair because it wasn't the first time Sam has used his good looks to get in my pants and it hopefully wasn't going to be the last. I love Nate, but commitment might not be for me, or maybe it was the pregnancy talking. I promised myself to confess to Nate a lot of my wrongs because my list was getting long. I just hope some of my wrongs can right themselves without becoming an issue, but I'll just have to see.

LATER THAT DAY:
I was sitting on the couch daydreaming about the night we spent together, it was only one night, but I wanted him and I wanted him now but I knew I shouldn't dare try to contact him. Deep in my thoughts bright eyes sexy Nate walked in and interrupted my thoughts about thoughts. I wish I could tell him what or more like who I have done, but I promised I wouldn't and that night in Chicago should just be pushed to the back of my mind because it will never happen again unfortunately. 

"feeling better?" Nate questioned me. "Mmmhhm" I answered trying to forget my thoughts about another guy and remember I'm in a room with my boyfriend. "why did you come anyway" he asked "because I snapped on my sister, and just can't go home" obvious disappointment in my voice. 

"Oh well, John and his girlfriend Delaney are coming over later, and I don't wanna kick you out but you know she doesn't like you soo" Nate replied.

 " DELANEY?! like from school that stole John from me Delaney?" 

"yeahi guess if thats how you look at things " I heard him say.

"great, ill be happy to leave." I mumbled on my way out the door. When I got to my car I realized I didn't even have my phone on. When it turned on I had 20 unread messages from my "best friend" desi. 1) hey, meeting Sam for dinner. 2) he's late oh no 3) NEVERMIND!! 💕 and a few others, I scrolled down and saw the message that made me sick to my stomach *girl Sam layed me out!! Best sex ever!!!* I just kept reading it over and over again. How could Sam sleep with me and my best friend in the same night! I was heated, But I couldn't be mad because he was great in bed, but also because his girlfriend cesca was my cousin and I loved her. But I loved sammy's sex more. I called Desi so she could meet me at my house, but she must have still been sleep cause she didn't answer. So I headed home to take these pregnancy tests and also tell the one person I hope won't judge me ... Clayrissa... If she will even speak to me.