Trouble in the 4-oh-2

That leaves me

Admitting to everyone that my baby wasn't Nate's wasn't as hard as I thought but still I knew everyone had a lot of questions.
"If the baby isn't Nate's who's is it?" clay asked me.
"There is a slight possibly that the baby's his don't get me wrong but I'm positive it's not." I answered back avoiding the obvious.
"We want a name, what is the child's fathers name?" Desi was the one asking questions now.
"It's not that simple guys" I said starting to cry.
"What do you mean it's not that simple? How many guys did you sleep with"? Clay asked me.
"Uhm lets be really she's had her fair share of men but.." desi started. I was feeling the shade but they were all right. 
"Guys please just let me figure these things out and when It's time everyone will know" I told them finishing my food.
"Yeah sure but figure things out soon I won't let that child grow up without a daddy" Clay said while picking up chase.
"Much agreed" Desi managed to get out through her full mouth.
"It will be okay guys I promise"
I was reassuring myself more then them. After a while I decided to break the Silence
"Guess who called to tell me they were coming to town soon"
"Who?" Desi asked.
"Rupp!" I spoke with to much excitement in my voice 
"Really that's sick,"  Desi spoke "stew is also coming back into town so we all need to get together."
"Bitch I thought you were done with him" clay said pushing Desi.
"I always say that but he's just soo ugh and I always come back" she said.
Desi and stew have been on and off for forever so I knew she wasn't going to leave.
I got up and walked out the kitchen and went back to my room. I haven't seen my mom since that night and I wasn't in the mood to see her but I knew I should.  Just as I was about to ask clay and Desi to come with me my phone buzzed with a a text from "wilk😫"
Wilk: hey we are getting together tonight seeing if you wanted to come .
I knew that "us" included Nate so I decided it was best if I turned the offer down plus cesca and I aren't on good terms.
Me: no thanks don't wanna see you, flip flop cesca, or nate.
Wilk: cesca has been gone I got this new cutie lia and she's 10x cesca
I have heard Sam say a lot of things and he's cheated a bunch of times but he has never said any girl was badder than cesca, but I still don't want to go.
Me: nah I'll pass have fun
Wilk: k I'll ask Desi
I really didn't want to be bothered with Sam right now. I changed into some leggings and a loose shirt then went downstairs.
"Guys I'm going to see mom you coming?" I yelled halfway down
"Yeah let me finish giving chase a bath" clay yelled from the kitchen.
I noticed Desi wasn't with clayrissa "Where did des go?"
"Home she said she had to help her mom do something but would be back later" clay spoke while she handed me chase. My stomach started to hurt so I handed her chase and went to sit down on the couch.
"Ready" she called and we walked out the door.

THE HOSPITAL
I sat in a waiting room chair while clayressa went to sign in. Chase started to cry so I picked him up, he was soo small and fragile I couldn't believe I would have one of my own soon. Clay walked back over to me
"Visitation isn't until 12 so we have hours to kill" she started
"There is a Baby's R Us a few blocks away lets go I wanna get chase some new clothes" I didn't really wanna go look at baby clothes with clay but I agreed.
Back at hospital:
We spent way more time than we should have inside that baby store and I was annoyed. We Walked to the front desk and signed in. As we walked down the hall to my moms room I saw john coming down the hall with a group of people i assumed was his family.
"Hey" I said as they walked by.
"You're a hoe for cheating on my boy" he said while walking by, but before I could answer he walked into the elevator and left. I could feel myself getting upset so I called Nate.
"What's up" he answered
"What the fuck do you mean whatsup" I shot him.
At that point the line went dead and I could feel the tears coming down my face I'm in the middle of the hospital pregnant and crying. I decided against going to see my mom because I had so much on my mind and I needed to clear my head I texted the only person I thought of
me: hey rupp you know when your coming?
I knew it was a longshot texting him but for some reason he's the only person I wanted to talk to. As I was calling an uber to take me home I got a text.
Rupp: flying in tomorrow why what's up?
Me: I miss you
Rupp: the other day you didn't
Me: I know
Rupp: what changed
At this point I really didn't know what changed. I wasn't to sure if I missed him or I missed the sex but knew I was missing something. I decided not to text Dillon back because I didn't have an answer. As my phone buzzed alerting me my uber was here clay and chase walked out.
"How is she" I asked tears still in my eyes.
"Doing better her chances of waking up are better but still slim, but what the hell happened to you why are you crying?!" She asked concerned . At that point I just broke down.
"Nate Hates me , I don't know who my child's father is , everyone thinks I'm a hoe and I hate being pregnant" I spoke fast threw broken tears crying hysterically. Doctors and nurses started poking their heads out of rooms so clay grabbed me and pushed me into the elevator. 
"Look I love you a lot but I won't pitty you, you got yourself into this mess and your only way out is having this baby so I think it's time you stop feeling bad for yourself and start getting it together" tough love was Not what I wanted right now but I knew my sister was right I needed to stop feeling sorry for myself.
At home
The drive home was quiet except for a moan here and there for chase. I walked into the house with a pounding headache because of my crying so I walked straight upstairs and went to bed. I woke up because my phone was ringing off the hook. I picked it up and saw it was 6:34pm and desi was calling me.
"Hello"
"Hey Riss what's up"  I could tell she was drunk.
"Are you drunk" I asked slightly annoyed.
"Yeah but I want you to tell me who the father is you can trust me now more then ever"  I wish she could have seen the look on my face before I hung up. There was no way I'm ready to tell anyone who the father is until he knows himself, all he had to do was come into town.
The next morning I woke up unusually hungry and noticed I was getting a little bit bigger. I walked downstairs and saw desi and Sam passed out on my couch.
"What the fuck is going on" I yelled
The yelling woke them up instantly and they fell off the couch.
"The real question is why are you yelling" Sam spoke while getting up.
Him and desi looked a mess they were clearly hung over from the previous night.
"I thought it was okay if we crashed here" desi mumbled.
"You can but he can't" I spoke pointing to a hungover Sam.
"Pregnancy really made you bitchy" he said on his way out the door. Just as I was about to cuss desi out for getting out of Line my phone rang with a text message.
Rupp: wow I come to come and hang with my boys and set some shit up and the first thing I hear is how you pregnant and it's not Nate's.

I honestly didn't know how to answer because it was much more complicated then that but yet he was right . Before I could turn my phone off to avoids the unwanted he texted again.

Rupp: when were you gunna tell me I was having a baby

At this point I really didn't know what to say.

Me: where is this coming from
Rupp: how far are you
Me: who's telling you this

I was holding back tears.

Rupp:answer the question
Me:3 months

I knew what he was going to say but when he said it i couldn't help but cry .

Rupp: you told me that me and Nate were we the only ones you were messing with and if the baby isn't him that leaves me

I knew from the start my baby was Dillon's but I didn't expect things to happen like this.

Me: can we talk

I needed to talk to him in person and explain to him why I was keeping his baby away from him

A/N - I am so sorry for the late update but I have been so busy with school and. I felt like the story with a flop but I love to people started asking me to update I appreciate the feedback. I hope the plot was easy to follow and you all are able to understand what's going on if not let me know so my next chapter can clear things up :) I apologize about any typos . Comment and let me know what you guys think so far good or bad
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