The Wall

The Wall Part 40

Emily's POV

"Thank's tay for everything" I say between our hug

"Your welcome, if you need anything just tell me okay?"

"I will, bye"

I've been staying at her house these past 2 weeks. Of course I'm still do my job but after that I'll come to her house and stay there. She's having a vacation or as you can say day off.

I turn on my phone and I got 15 missed call from Haz

Whatever

I don't know what I'm going to do with him. I still don't figure it out.

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A couple days later

"You okay?" Jake ask

"Yup, just need company" I say to him, he's in LA for a vacation. Lindsay has left two days ago, she has a runway or something

"Why not Harry?"

"Don't talk about him okay?" I say to him and he nodd

We arrive at the apartment where I found Harry is sitting on the couch

"Oh my god! What are you doing here?" I ask him, I can see he's clenching his jaw and tightening his fist

"What is he doing here?" He ask coldly at me

"Jake is here to company me, leave him alone. I asked you a question"

"you don't answer my calls, my texts. Where were you? Do you know how much I worried?" He say more softly

"Worried?" I scoff and chuckles a bit.

"Cassey" I call her name and in a second she show up

"please take Jake to the restaurant, he said he's hungry"

"I'm not" I give him a glare. I need a time alone I mouth him that and he sigh.

"You sure you okay?"

"Yup"

"If you hurt her, I'll kill you" He threatened Harry

"Hey who's the boyfriend here?" He say

"Shut the fuck up both of you! Jake please just leave us alone" I say and he nodd before walking out from the apartment

"Why didn't you answer my calls? Texts?" Harry ask again while I walk to my bedroom to get change. He following me

"I was worried about you" he say softly behind me

"Worried about me?" I chuckles lightly "Don't say words that you don't understand youself" I say

"Why are you acting like this? What's the matter?"

"Nothing."

"Tell me!" He spin me around facing him. I groan.

"Do you love me?"

"What?" He choke on his breath before he say that

"Do you love me Harry?" I repeat

"Em, you know how I feel towards you"

"Yeah I know, so tell me. Do you love me? Because since I remember, you never said that you love me. So I'm curious, do you love me?" I ask while crossing my arms on my chest and sit on the corner of my bed

He stay silence, looking at me

"That is not a hard thing to answer Harry" I say

"So this is all about? Me not saying I love you to you?"

"You don't get it!"

"Of course I don't get it!!" He yell while running his hand to his hair
"Isn't it enough for having me next to you? Isn't that enough?" He say furiously

"Why are you yelling at me?" I ask raising my voice "I'm the one who suppose to be mad here!" I yell

"I don't care!" He say "Em! You know that love is a strong word for me! And you told me that I can't just say I love you easily." He say

Did he just said that?

Wow

"And it's not strong enough for me right?" I ask coldly, my eyes are full of tears

Tay was right, I should have never love him

"Em, I don't mean it like that! God! You know how I feel towards you"

"How many times did I told you that I love you? More than one, I said that because my feelings towards you strong enough! I never say I love you to Jake! Only you Haz! and you never even say it once to me, you don't love me Harry!" I scoff and wipe my falling tears

"Em" he sigh and kneel in front of me. I stay looking down at the floor, looking away from his gaze

"We're both tired. Let's just talk about it later okay?" He beg by lifting my chin up, but I shove his hand away

"Don't do this please, we can solve this problem, like what we usually do" he say

"I need a time alone" I whisper and he mumble under his breath

"Fine, as long as you need" he say and lean closely to me to kiss me but I look away so he kiss my cheek. I can feel he's sighing after kissing my cheek.

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"I swear if I meet him again, my face is the last thing that he will see" Jake say and made me laugh a bit. I've been crying for 3 hours and he's finally making me laugh.

Cassey is here. She doesn't know what to say. She's crying too, she can feel what I feel

"What do you think I should do?"

"Leave him" Jake say without hesitate

"Case?"

"I don't know"

See? She's just like me!

My phone buzz at my pocket and I answer it. It's from mom

"Hai mom" I say

She doesn't say anything, all I can hear is that she's sobbing, crying

"Mom what is it? You okay?"

Why do I have a bad feeling for having a call from mom

"It-... it's dad"