The Wall

The Wall Part 30

Emily's POV

"Mom, Cassey, Harry's here" I shout and feeling nervous for having Harry walking behind me

"Harry who? Styles?" Mom yell from the kitchen and I shouted yes. I can hear mom's footsteps walking towards the living room fastly and followng by Cassey who doesn't seems so excited that Harry's here. Well she knows what's going on between us.

"Harry" mom hug him and Harry returns the hug. "It's been a while, where have you been?" and she let go of him

"Busy on tours and stuff" I roll my eyes at him

"Hai, I'm Cassey. Emily's assistant" she say with a fake smile and I giggles at her

"Well, Harry and I are going to have a conversations in the balcony so please do not disturb" I walk past them and head to my big balcony

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Harry's POV

No one talk for a minute but then I decided to talk to her

"Ems"

"Don't call me that" she say without looking at me. Her face is cold as ice. Those eyes are dark. She's furrowing her eyebrows, her hands crossed on her chest, she's looking away from me. Yup, she's mad, of course she is. What am I thinking?

"Emily" I can hear a soft sigh escapes from her lips "will you listen to me for a minute?"

"What?" She say giving up

"I'm sorry for what happened for this past few months. I don't have any excuses for that and I r-"

"Sorry?" She scoff lightly in disbelief and closes her mouth with her hands

"Harry you have no idea how hard it is for me for the past few months. Especially when my parents divorce in case you don't know, I didn't ate for days." She say with a rolling eyes "You promised to me that you will always be there if I need you, and where were you?"

"I was busy, I was on tours an-"

"DON'T LIE" she yell at me and groaning, she sigh and put her hands on her hips

"You were with Taylor Swift and smiles creeps on both of your lips. Is that really what you meant on 'I'll always be with you if you need me'?" She say while thrown her hands in the air

"Emily, there's nothing going on between me and Tay"

"Oh yeah, there's nothing going on between you two" she give me a unbelievable look and rolling her eyes

"Em, you jealous?" I put my hand on her shoulder to spin her around but she jerk away first

"WHAT? NO, god Harry!!" She groan loudly at me. I grab her wrist roughly and spin her around for facing me

"Let go" she demand

"There is nothing going on between me and her, it was all just a contract" and she stop moving, her eyes are lock with me now and I finally can breath normally after staring at those eyes, it has always calm me down

"What?"

"It was a contract" I say with a quick shrug and letting go of her hands. She doesn't comment.

"Well, it doesn't matter. You're not there. You're not even say hi to me, is that a hard thing to do Haz?" I blush when she called me that. She's the only one that called me that.

"I don't know what to say"

"Oh so text me 'hi' is a hard thing for you to do" she say furiously and hurt.

I stay silence. I don't know what to say to her. Her eyes are full of tears and she look away from me, looking up to the sky, like what she always do everytime she's hurt.
She walk towards the balcony door, I catch up to her but she turns around too quickly and I almost hit her. Tears already fall from her eyes, from her beautiful eyes.

I curse myself silently for making her crying and for hurting her

"Where were you huh?" She say with her crack voice

I open my mouth but then close it again because no words comes out from my mouth

"Where were you?" She raise her hands in the air "I tried to call you, I texted you, Emailed you, everything. But what did I got? Seeing you dating with Taylor Swift and making me feel like I was a stupid girl for hopelessly waiting for you, hoping for you to be there for me when I needed you" she say as she stump her feet to the ground a couple times and raising her hands in the air and stop by closing her eyes and running her hands to her hair.

"All I want is for you to be there when I need you, what I want is for you to hold my hands when I broke down after my parents divorce, that's all I'm asking for" she took a deep breath and wipe her tears, she open her eyes and continues

"I want you there to whisper at my ears and telling me that everything's going to be alright, but you're not there" she say and her tears is growing more and more, running down to her rose cheeks, her swollen face is growing more and more in a second.

"And I hate you for that" she say and walking towards me pointing her index finger at me, she's still sobbing. She take a few step back but then walking towards me again "where were you Haz!!! Where were you!!!" She yells while banging my chest, she kept banging me non stop and I let her do that cause I deserve it until she stop and rest her head on my chest and keep saying where were you

I grab her hands immidiately and this time I hug her. I can feel her froze beneath my touch and she doesn't move for a second. I can feel her unormal breathing with sobbing

"I'm sorry, I promise I'll make it up to you. I'm sorry I have never been there for you. I'm sorry for making you thought that I didn't miss or care for you but I want you to know. I miss you Em, I miss you dearly. I'm sorry for not being there for you, I'm sorry" I say in between our hug and saying it softly in her ears, I can hear her sobbing

"I really sorry, how can I make it up to you? I'll do anything. Anything." I say again and I can feel her hands are wrap around my waist, her touch warming me inside out. She rest her head on my shoulder and crying there.

"I miss you god damn it!!!!" She say on my shoulder and making me even more guilty

"I know, I will never, ever do this to you again okay?" I promise to her and this time, I'll try my best for not break this promise

"You promise?" She say and I nod instantly "I promise" I say and rest my head on her head. She letting go of the hug but before that I kissed her cheek and she smile. I wipe her tears and said to her that everything is going to be okay and she smile at me.

(Please if you swifties, please don't be mad. It's just a fanfiction remember? I honestly love Haylor and I think that they look cute together. So don't judge me or anything, this is just a fanfiction. Thank you!!)