LOVE AND LOST

THE JAXS Part 1

When i first listened to Manuel's story about Jax i was furious, sad yet sorry for him, he had gone through so much at such a young age, just when life seemed to be working out for him the most amazing yet saddest thing happened, life gives Manuel the best thing he ever had and soon takes it away, listening even more i got to realize some things aren't always what it seems sometimes, as i tell this story about the jax's, read with me and let's tell the story and unravel the mystery lesson or is it experience.

                   Manuel just got back from a journey, with the new house and friends, lifestyle he never though that single moment could change his life forever, his life just started to become good, he was comfortable and he just one of his biggest decisions in his life, you could say he wasn't ready for it, he thought he was,he's always been a man with so many possibilities, he looked at the world differently, he was never afraid even when the worst is happening,he was never scared to take risk or the next step, he has walked through storms and seem to know life through his experience. 

He got a call from his agent and it was good news, he was just three weeks old, beautiful brown boy.

Manuel had to travel to a different state to pick him up, they were some paper work to be done as well, seeing that this was a big step for him he was determined, i mean it's the millennial age, everyone was getting it, some pay little others pay one point three million like Manuel, he was a big boy, new place, big friends, living his best life, he never wants to settle,  he is always looking forward to making a better  Manuel everyday, so yes he was a bit distracted, just like a lot of his other peers, but Manuel never forgot where he was becoming from, nor did he forgot where he was going to, he knew who he was and what he was meant to do well at least most of the times, he is human after all, 

the trip to pick him up was a pretty long one,A south African, with all it's beauty, when he first set his eyes on him, there was a connection, it's like when you meet the one,you just see it then you know, it was meant to be and this is happening, his little puppy eyes so dark and brown, he is so beautiful, a rare breed indeed, he looked so proud, befitting for a king, man like Manuel, he was contented, so happy he decided to go on a vacation with little Jax.

Jax, his name strikes the ear and heart, sounds so peaceful, calm, he doesn't speak yet but if he could you would know he is happy to belong to you, I've seen a lot of Boerboel breed, but Jax was different, he made the eyes sparkle just by looking at you, his dripping nose was nothing short of cute, he's never seen outside as much, he was only three weeks old, he was just coming to terrms with the fact that life is happening for me, so confused as he sat in the back of the car, far from Manuel, he is trying to figure things out, at some point you couldn't tell if he was scared or just does't like to be touched, he felt happy, like he was close to fulfilling his purpose, yet confused cause there was very ,little he understood.

Got settled in a very nice hotel, with some good music and ac, i took Jax to the mall, got some of his toys, all of his food, vitamins, vaccines were gotten i was ready and happy, the thoughts of my girlfriend's reaction when i told her i was going to be  a dog Daddy was not what i  expected, she showed me someone i hadn't seen in my two years of dating her, i mean this is a woman that was there for me when i had nothing to offer but some good man,love, support, vibes and good sex, i'm a supporter and would push myself and the people i cared about to productiveness and success, so she wasn't an exception, now that i'm here and living comfortable i have tried to give her everything she wants, got her all she needed and treated my woman with love and respect still i was lonely, i love her but i needed more the type that gets why i needed a dog, i wanted her to be happy for me for us, she hates it, so much she said she wishes the dog died, and there is power in the tongue, words do and can be powerful, but there is a thing about life, you will keep searching for the truth till you find your purpose and fulfill it, so i couldn't explain it to her.