odd hours| seungin✓

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The rest of the day had passed, chan and hyunjin eventually stopped their bickering and did as the younger offered; taking Felix and sunoo to eat with them at a restaurant downtown. Though Felix did make them compromise, paying half and half.

Now it was night and hyunjin and his boyfriend had just got done with their bedtime routine. Both doing skincare together in the mirror, before getting dressed, Felix putting on his full pajama set; a pink silk shirt and shorts to match. While the older's usual routine was a lot less well thought out, just throwing on a black tank top and gray boxers.

"Jinniee.." the younger whined
from the bed, holding out his arms for the other to hug him.

"Yes baby...?" He lightly teased walking over to the bed, the smaller smiled up at him with warm eyes.

Hyunjin smiled back, quietly getting onto the bed and into his boyfriends arms, the younger immediately combing his fingers through the others hair, humming happily.

"Thank you for letting me and sunoo go shopping...I really appreciate.." Felix thanked in a soft voice, still focusing on the others hair as he played with it.

Hyunjin rested his head on the younger's chest, tilting his head a little as he gazed up at him. "You don't have to thank me, love. You deserve it." He corrected him, though his seemly sweet words only made Felix become quieter, avoiding the other's gaze.

"Lix..?" The older asked, sitting up so he could get a better look at the other.

"I'm really sorry I accused y-you of
cheating.. jinnie." Felix sniffled. "I-"

Hyunjin frowned realizing the younger still had the misunderstanding on his mind.
"No, no baby don't apologize, it wasn't your fault." He tried to calm him, petting his head.

"If anything it was my fault, Lix." Hyunjin assured him, giving him a small smile.

"No it wasn't-" the younger whined, hyunjin cutting him off as he pulled him into his lap, pecking his lips. "Yes, it is." He corrected, laughing a bit at Felix's startled reaction.

"Lixie.." he started, his tone becoming more serious. "If you think for a second that I would want anyone but you...that I would ever hurt you?....then...I think it's clear I haven't done a good job of letting you know how much I care about you." He said, moving a strand of hair from the younger's cheek. "Cuz if you could understand... just half, of how much you mean in my life, you'd know what chan said wasn't true.."

Felix looked up at him with glossy eyes, the older immediately worrying again he was making Lix cry.

"I know you l-love me." Felix cried, barring his face in the others chest. "I'm just s-so afraid of loosing you, and when-when I heard chan day-"

"Baby, please calm down." Hyunjin hugged him, patting his back. "There's no reason to explain yourself Lixie, and there's also no good reason to think I'm going to leave you." He assured him, pushing him away a bit to look into his eyes.

"I'm sorry that argument scared you Lix, all I'm saying is it wasn't your fault you thought it was true." He explained seriously. "It's mine. I used to be...a pretty shitty person, especially in.. relationships. And of course you know I've been very honest with you about that part..so you have the right to think...I might still be that person.."