Be My Wonderwall - A Zayn Malik fanfiction

Chapter Nine

This chapter is dedicated to the lovely @leishsandra1D a.k.a wifey number one! Follow her! She's fabulouis! Anywho, here's the next chappie! Vote and comment! I wanna know what you think about it! Any comments are welcome as long as they're not hurtful/mean. Tanks lovelies!:D

-Kat:*

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Zayn's POV:

What... is... happening...? Am I asleep? Is this a... dream? No, it can't be...

'Well, do something! Don't just act like a dumb fuck, letting her do all the work!' I grabbed Lily's waist and pulled her closer. Lily automatically put her arms around the base of my neck. We where so close, not even a fly can get between us! I savored every passing moment, wishing I didn't have to let go. It's just so perfect right now. I'm afraid that one little movement will make Lily back off.

I decided to take the risk.

I moved my hand from her back to her bum. My hand hovered over before landing on top of it and giving her a little squeeze. This resulted in an appreciated moan which let my tongue gain access and I took full advantage of it. My tongue explored the familiar taste of her mouth. The minty breath. The gently bites from her shiny teeth. The way our tongues played tango with each other to see who can be more dominant. The millions of sparks and fireworks flying off our lips. I remembered everything. I know I've kissed Lily before, but that's because I wanted it. Not her, just me. And now it feels so natural because we both want it. I wasn't planning to lip-lock with Lily tonight. I didn't want to make anymore damage than I already had, especially not now that she's leaving. The day at the hospital when Lily woke up was going to be the last time I would kiss her. Now, my plans have been burned... and I'm happy about it.

Wait, I can't be happy. I have to let go right now, or else she's going to feel heart-broken when she leaves us!

I started to gently eject my tongue out of her amazing mouth. As I started to close my mouth and attempt to pull away, I felt the ends of Lily's lips turn up. She started to pull me closer to our attached bodies. I've never felt so needed in my life... I don't want to let go. But I have to! I don't want her to be crushed again! I want her to be happy now... hopefully she'll find someone else.

The thought of someone else doing this with Lily gave me a sour taste in my mouth. No one can do this to Lily! They don't know where and how she likes it! I'm the only one who knows how to please her! She's mine! To have and to hold! All the other guys will just play with her heart like how a little boy will play with fucking paper airplanes and then he'll get tired of it and throw it away! Fuck no! Ain't nobody, and I mean NOBODY'S gonna play with Lily's heart and then decide to throw it away! Don't they know how fragile she is? Nope! Only me! Me! Me! ME!

I pulled her closer to my body.

"Mmm," Lily complained.

What the hell just happened? Did I just seriously think that? Oh god, is that what Lily was thinking when she saw...

Fuck, no wonder she's been avoiding, me! Well, up until now. I started to pull away. There are some things that I need the answer to now.

"Lily, can I ask you something?" I asked.

"Yeah, Zayn. Anything." Lily smiled. I didn't smile back.

"Right now, when we were, ya know... kissing, I was thinking." Lily nodded, gesturing for me to go on.

"I was thinking about somebody kissing you and loving you like this."

"Why were you thinking about that?" Lily frowned.