The Forced Loner

chapter 1

Ezra Mainfield

*I ran and ran not daring to look back. I was so exhausted and out of breath I've been running for around an hour.... I'll be honest I jumped as soon as I intersected their mind-link, I whimpered as they were talking about commanding from there alpha and I quickly wiped my eyes to clear my vision as tears started to roll down my red cheek. I could hear them running quicken as their steps became louder behind me. there growling growing with every step.  I kept running I couldn't let them get me, quickly fear started to overwhelm me I couldn't breathe. I was about to have a Panick attack I could feel my vision slowly start to blur, scared and alone I ended up tripping and next thing I felt my head had slammed against the ground before everything went black. *

I jolted up from my bed sweating profusely at my night terror, this was the 5th night in a row now, my heart pounding in my chest as sweat dripples down my forehead. I curse under my breath looking at the clock which read 3:29am I usually never sleep pass 4, I can't even recall a night I really got 5 hours of sleep but that was just my life. The all mighty quadbrid scared of a little nightmare, I mentally rolled my eyes at the thought before trying to calm my breathing as I hopped out of bed to the bathroom not even turning on the light as I can see perfectly fine in the dark. I headed in turning the shower on freezing before stripping and getting in. standing there under the facet made my stance soften and my body temperature slowly start cool down. I sighed before running my fingers through my long pure white hair slowly stopping as I strained the water from it before leaning my head against the shower wall zoning out as Trie Was pushing me to go on a run, I could hear her begs and pleads as I haven't gone on a run in a week.

"Trie, I know I'll go on a run just chill out please." I stated this in an exhaust tone.

"Iz, are you alright." I quickly nodded and smiled as she called me Iz again after saying it was my nickname which I protested with, but she still uses it sometimes.

My eyes turned from a foggy gray back to their usually color teal as I was no longer mind-linking her, not only were my eyes not weird enough, they glowed almost as if they were luminescent, gladly it was barely noticeable in the light, but I still wore brown contacts to hide my natural color as somebody might thing, I'm not normal to humans or them.

I shake my head coming back from my thoughts swiftly turning the water off and wrapping my towel around my body in one fast motion. moments later I stepped out letting the cold air consume the rest of my body temperature before it went back to normal for me. my body temperature was already well above the average wolfs so I try to control it to the best of my abilities. but it didn't really matter because I haven't even touched a person in so long other than to kill them... 

walking to the closet glancing at the clock on my way 4am almost on the dot I don't even know how I manage to spend that much time in the shower without noticing but it happened a lot, so I shrugged it off making my way to get some laced detailed undergarments and an oversize shirt stopping at my mid-thigh before putting on some tight short that clinched to me. before stepping out the bedroom to go on a run. making my way to the front door I carefully looked around as if to make sure nobody saw me as I jumped of my porch and shifted mid-air running west to the waterfall I always stayed at. it was so nice to shift again the breeze on our fur and the stars twinkling it was the best feeling I ever came across. in a matter of minutes of running at an inhuman speed me and Trie made it to the waterfall.

"I love it here it my Favorite place." she purred making me chuckle.

Taking a deep breath in and exhaling the cold breeze, I sigh "I agree with you on that."

I heard a twig snap and within second my head snapped at whatever made that sound realizing its just a rabbit. we slowly moved closer getting ready for a good hut before pouncing on it...

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I was on the way to the cabin to get cleaned up again as I chuckle. still being in my fox form we ran through the forest tress disappearing in our vision when we slowly came to a halt mile from my home, but I smelt in the breeze something was very off then it hit me rogues. they must have found me.

please tell me if you liked this chapter and if you have any suggestions I would love to hear them. yet again this is my first book so please don't be mean I plan on doing another chapter soon! and my summer is coming up which mean ill have a lot more time to write.   also, I know this chapter is a little short. :(

  -KA