Rose in the Beastworld

1 New Beginning's

I woke up to my alarm going off like any other day I already know I have my work cut out for me again when I look at the time 'yup 4am and I barely got any sleep last night' I groggily roll over in an attempt to wake up. See I grew up in quite a strict family my every move was watched and every second of the day was planned so I barely had any time to my self this day was no different I was waking up this early as I had 3 private classes this morning all before school even starts 

See I'm my parents only heir since my parents didn't really like each other enough to keep trying for more kids so all their expectations fell on me. Its not like I dont understand how they feel my parents had an arranged marriage and I will too one day so they are making me the perfect marriage candidate like they was. 

That is why I find it so easy to get caught up in web novels I can imagine myself in a whole new life or world even I get so caught up that I sometimes forget the time and end up staying up most of the night like I did last night 

I sigh thinking about the inevitable amount of work I have in front of myself again "why did I even have to be born into this family did I do something to deserve this torture god why am I being punished?!" I groggily pull myself out of bed as my maid Anne enters the room "why the long face? it is a lovely day outside I'm sure today wont be as bad as yesterday think positively" Anne says putting her hands up trying to cheer me on. A small smile appears on my face as I watch her trying to cheer me up 'I'm not sure if I could have continued to do this if it wasn't for Anne I'm sure I would have run away long ago' I stretch my hands up as I try to prepare myself for the day "Yes yes I'm coming help me get ready and we can go to my first lesson"

I somehow survived my morning lessons and I'm now on my way to school. Walking to and from school is the only time I'm ever allowed outside on my own it took a lot of convincing but in the end I managed it. I take a deep breath in of the morning air trying to fight off any lingering drowsiness as I walk along the street taking in the small shops opening up as I walk past a bakery smelling the delectable smells of the freshly baked bread and other baked goods they are setting out to sell.

 As I walk I get a notification that a web novel I have been reading updated I jump on the spot feeling the excitement make its way through my body it is my favourite one right now tho the female lead can be a bit of a cry baby and a bit frustrating with the blatant refusal to adapt to the world but its nice to imagine myself their in her place and the decisions I would have made if their yes it is a dangerous world but taking mates to protect you and love you can manage and imagine how much time I could spend relaxing

I stop for a short while at the side of the road as I check my phone for how much time I have left "Lucky I'm still early I should be able to read the chapter before school" I grin like a Cheshire cat while reading so glued that I forget where I am that is until a hear a horn I look up and see the blaring lights of the car just before the impact and everything went black.

"Did I perhaps die so fast that I didn't feel the pain" I feel myself floating in a black abyss but I'm not scared "maybe it is better like this I can forget everything and start a new life"

 I try to put on a brave face but it immediately fails as I feel tears streak down my cheeks I feel my heart tighten in pain as I struggle to breathe through the anxiety "I dont want to go yet.. What about Anne?! She will be so sad without me.. And I never got a chance to live the way I wanted I never had the chance to be free" My vision goes blurry and I feel myself pass out as the darkness takes me.

I wake up to birds chirping I feel the cold ground beneath me but i feel hot the sun is definitely hitting me and smell salt in the air "I died didn't I?"

I feel the nerves run through my body as I slowly open my eyes and I'm greeted by a vast ocean in front of me only to notice a small girl sleeping beside me a million questions were running through my head but the biggest of them was 'Was I given a second chance?'