Stuck with Boyz

Chapter : 3

Amaira

The day was seriously hectic , as after enjoying that much comfort I was overthrown to some kind of old looking building . I don’t know what the king said while leaving but my first ever good friend wished me luck , now I was able to understand her . She hugged me and said “ see I know it's going to be hard here , but _____ all the very best . “ That middle part I don’t know . She also gave me a phone , we can talk from it , she had taught me how to make a call and nothing else .

Biding a good farewell they both left me all alone . It nearly took me two hours to find that room . When I finally got there I unloaded my luggage and started keeping just like how Reem taught me . I was a fast learner from the very start .

My unpacking was just going on when I heard a lot of voices coming in my direction . Reem had told me that I had to do it to escape from my mother until I turned 22 , I had to be cautious . Those footsteps were coming closer and bang!

The door opened , it was like my heart had just stopped beating . I sided in the corner of the cupboard and closed my eyes tightly . But when I opened my eyes to see what’s happening , I found a tall man , I mean handsome man ,  waow I had never seen before.

Black shiny hair , a perfect face , sharp jawline , eyes ,lips ,nose all perfect . He was saying something to me , but I couldn’t take my eyes off him. It was just like I was looking at some kind of angel , very handsome !

I don’t know what he said to me , I didn’t even try . My whole focus was just on looking at all the fine details of his face , it was all perfect . I don’t know what happened but I was pinned to the wall , ohh my god! The rippling muscles of his hands . I was fascinated. But his expressions , he was angry , he was screaming at me ! But why? I started my best try to get what he was saying , it was when another guy jumped . I could only see his back.

He seemed like he was explaining something to him , but that new guy was pushed sideward . I was completely confused , but this time he smiled . Aah! His smile was very beautiful , his voice was soft and gentle . No one ever talked to me like that ever before   . All I understood was he asked whether I needed his help or not , why not ?
I started a quest to select the best words and at last said what Reem taught me . “ No , I am fine . “ It took me time but still I said , proud of myself.

I was expecting another beautiful smile , but his face was that of , I don’t know what . But at the end all left , did I say something wrong . Again I was all left alone . I wanted to stop them , but forgot how to and behind that handsome guy others left too . I don’t know why , did I say something wrong ?

This new world was totally different from my previous one where what I did was to successfully complete the task and obey my master’s order . But here there were no orders , all I had to do was to observe and try to understand this complex world .

It was all very hectic , I kept everything aside and sat near the window . I inhaled the fresh air and exhaled all my worries . My dad taught me this .

“ Dad , phone number 98971xxxxx “ , some words I could speak without any stammer , without thinking and correctly. I just had some memories of my dad , but they were happy ones , the happiest memories of my life at that time my dad was with me .

Overwhelmed with my beautiful time’s thoughts , I folded the sleeves of my shirt and faced the harsh reality . When I was small I was scared of my own body , so scared that I refused to look at it . Nothing has changed , I was scared and I am scared . I covered it again as that sight only refreshed the painful childhood experiences of mine , I too wanted a happy childhood .

My everlasting longing for happiness again took me to the gate to those of mine horrifying nightmares as my body just passed out there and I closed my eyes in hope to get some rest .

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This new place was completely different , it was filled with people , a lot of people , I mean a lot of boys and I knew I was  STUCK WITH BOYS  here . But why? I was surrounded by a lot of people and still felt like I was the loneliest person .

I sat on a chair , I was there in something called a mess , a big dining hall with a lot of chairs and tables . And there I found them , those guys I met before. I thought they would come to me but they just ignored me. I was looking at them but none of them looked at me. Was I invisible ?
I understood one thing , I had to take my own food and for that I stood in the line , it was not so long but I don't know why everyone was just coming in between the line and also only before me . I looked back and I was the last one and for around one hour I continued to be the last one . Those guys also came in between and took their food but still I was standing .

It was too suffocating as I wanted to scream at them but I had no words , I couldn't understand what to do or not , so I just stood there and waited for my turn and when it came there was nothing left in the counters . I looked around and all of them were just wasting the food and here my plate was empty . What a contradictory situation of mine .

I left it and walked to my room , well I had a habit of sleeping empty stomach so it was nothing new. I endured it , no one came in the room that night , the first thing that happened was nice to me .

But after that two weeks , two weeks of hell . Everyone here was the same , everyone behaved like I was a total stranger . I just wanted to run away from them , sometimes they used to stare at me for a long time , they said some hard words referring to me , they seemed to be very hostile . In just 2 weeks I slipped on the floor 10 times , many of my items disappeared , sometimes I was late for the classes and I didn't even know where to go and a lot of bad things and lonely nights .

It was then only when I decided that I had to learn how to speak properly and yes I started watching a lot of videos as without words it was hard to live there .