Y/N'S POV
"You okay?" Bill handed me a glass of water as I sniffed my nose and my eyes were so puffy, he calmed me down by comforting me.
I ended up telling him what happened.
Me and Bill became close when Tom introduce me to him, he was so shy at first but then he warms up to me.
"Just rest okay, you can have my bed for tonight and I'll be fine on the couch." He said.
I do feel very tired so I waste no time and when I lay on his bed I immediately fell asleep when I woke up I feel so sick and tired but I need to get ready for the day and figure out where I'm gonna say because I can't stay at Bill's it's too embarrassing.
I sat on Bill's sofa where he slept last night but he ain't there when I woke up so I guess he probably went somewhere important.
Just then I heard a knock on the door and I got up to open it only to reveal Bill with groceries.
"Oh let me help you." I took some of the plastics and carry it and placed it on the kitchen counter.
"Thanks Y/n." He took a deep breath and exhaled it.
Someone knocked on the door, hm.
Wonder who could that be.
"You stay here I'll see who it is." He said and I nodded staying back while he went for the door.
I can hear the door opening softly and sobs...who is that?
"She left me." A voice I never want to hear again came from the door.
My heart stopped for a brief moment before I started running anywhere I could hide in.
I can hear Tom's voice from a distance and the voice became louder as it approach where I hid.
"Tom calm down--..." Bill says.
"No! I don't know where the fuck she is I need to find her." He cries.
His sobs made me sob too but I cover my mouth with both of my hand to prevent making any noise.
"Tom just calm down we will find her." Bill assure him.
I wanted to get out of there so badly I never wanna hear him cry again or even his voice.
"Sit on the couch I'll bring you some water." He guides him towards the living room.
Tom exhale in frustration, Bill immediately went back to the kitchen.
"Y/n?" He whispered loudly.
I came out from his pantry.
"You need to talk to him." Bill exclaimed.
"What is there to talk about his a player your brother is a jerk." I said sternly.
My eyes watering. No not this again.
I swear to God. No don't cry. Get it together Y/n!
"His miserable as you can see he didn't sleep all night running around The city looking for you." He says.
As more tears fell from my cheeks I noticed a figure from the corner of my eyes I divert my attention there.
"Y/n." He breathlessly said.
His eyes were bloodshot red and he look so fucking miserable like a kid who lost his mum in a mall.
He immediately steps closer to me about to pull me towards him into a hug but I take a few step back.
When he noticed that his eyes were full of sadness and pain it hurts to see him like this but I had to leave him.
Maybe we aren't ready for this just yet he asked too early and I realized too late that we aren't for each other.
"Y/n--... I--... Don't believe what I said." His voice cracks in between his words.
"It's all a lie all I said was a lie." He sobs.
Tom. Get up please don't make this hard for the both of us.
"Don't--... don't do this to me please I'm begging you." His knee weaken and I find him on his knees begging for me.
Bill shred tears for his twin he feels sorry for him I could tell just by how he looks at how desperate Tom looks Infront of us.
"Tom." I gently grab his hand pulling him up as he sobs so hard.
"We aren't for each other." I say in the most softest way.
I'm scared that if I say something that could hurt him it would break him, his too fragile.
"No I won't let this happen." He says.
"Tom please..."
"Let me go." I pleaded.
Tears won't stop falling from my eyes.
"I can't. I would never it'll always be you no matter how many girls I've been." He collide our foreheads together.
"Tom." I whispered to him.
His eyes shut close as he hold me into his arms.
If he can't let me go this would be hard for us especially for him, he has dream to fulfill and I don't wanna get in-between that I'll have to think of another way to leave.
As soon as he calms down I let him lay on Bill's bed but he drag me along with him, he buried his face unto my neck while I can hear him crying a little bit.
"Don't leave me Y/n." He whispered to me.
"Okay, I won't leave just...just rest okay and when you wake up... I'll be here."
I lied.
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