day by day ,
i feel like my heart become numb ,
i feel like my heart can't take any happiness again ,
i feel like my heart is like a stone ,
i feel like my heart can't take any love that anyone gave ,
day by day ,
i feel like my body is weakened ,
i feel like my body rejecting all the remedy i gave ,
i feel like my body crave something that i can't give ,
i feel like my body is quenching it's thirst for physical therapy ,
day by day ,
i don't even care bout my health again ,
i don't even care bout how people see me ,
i don't even crave all the food that i used to love before ,
i don't even care about anything related to my love life like before , but still...
day by day ,
i care bout what my big brother gonna do if he see me in pain ,
i care bout what my parents will say if im in a ward ,
i wonder what my aunts and uncels will say if i literally dyin infront of them.. lastly...
i wonder ,
if i can become the daughter that they want ,
if i can become the little sister that he want ,
if i can become that niece that they can brag to anyone else...
im just hoping that ,
day by day ,
i will make everyone happy ,
and the last thing ill do before im gone ,
ill just gonna wish that i succeed in making myself become the happiest girl in this world..
YOU ARE READING
my poetry of life
PoetryThis is my first ever poetry book , I never really wrote any poets before and english is not my first language , So I'm sorry if there are any mistake in the poetries , I hope this book can encourage a lot of teenagers to be better in life . -syazaa...
