To My Dearest Asshole

III. Alive?

He was touching me. He was kissing my lips and my chest.
How did i let someone drag me between containers full of trash and the backstreet full of plss and vomit? Fuck he took my wallet..
I think he put something in my water.
I feel his hand under my panties. But i can't do anything. I'm out of here. My mind is floating between universes.

???: "AHH! WHAT THE HELL MAN?!,,
Someone saw it. Someone saw him dragging me back there. Thank god.
I can hear loud screaming and glass shattering but I'm just laying on the cold ground covered in human trash.
It's quiet. I can hear only muffled music coming from the club. No voices. Someone's dragging me. I wanted to see what happened. Who's taking me. Is it the man who put drugs in my drink? Is he going to kidnap me? Fuck life everything sucks anyways.

I woke up with a cut and  a massive bruise on my forehead and my body hurting like crazy. Where am i-? I am so confused.. my head hurts for god's sake. Wait.. am i- home?
How did i get home? What happened? I had a total blackout. My memories just left my head. They flew away. Or so i thought.
I saw my silver dress ripped apart on my chair. "FUCK,, i screamed as i remembered that slimy offender touching my body.
I should've not gone by myself.. WAIT WHERE'S LUCKY?! I got up from the bed but as soon as i lifted myself i fell on the ground.
My legs did not cooperate, i somehow got myself  back on the bed.
I can hear steps. Max walked in my room with Lucky in her arms.

K: "Thank hod Lucky's okay!,,
M: " YOU SICKO WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU THINK?! GOING TO THE PLACE OF THE SIN ALL BY YOURSELF?!,,
K: "Don't act like a christian.. I just wanted to clear my head.. I'm sorry for making you worry..,,
It's weekend so i did not need to go to the school. We stayed the whole weekend at my place and watched shows.
Lucky started to get better! I'm really glad that he's doing so good. And Max already forgave me for my stupidity even tho i had to bake her cookies.
I'm still worried about that night tho.. i don't know what happened to the offender- what if he's still out there chasing other stupid girls that had a bad day? I hope they get him soon.
I can't remember his face tho. Like at all.

The weekend ended and we went back to school. My forehead's bruise would cover up easily but the cut was still very visible.
I did not mind tho, it's not that big my hair will cover it up.
I was playing attention as much as i could but i was still overthinking about that night. What happened? What things did he do to me? Did i get raped? Or did he only touch me innapropriatelly?
I was so anxious anytime i remembered something about it. But i could not bring up much. I'll never ever touch anything suspisious. I hate drugs. Fucking chemicals that burn your braincells away.
I did get raped by my ex-boyfriend because he was using them.
It's just ruining peoples lifes. And now I'm here in stress because i can't remember something so important.

Classes passed as there was Lunch time. I didn't get anything. I was low on money. I got my wallet back but all the money was gone and i needed to save the money i had at home for lucky's needs.
I can't leave that poor sweetheart hungry just because of my stupidity.
Jihoon walked past ne with his lunch and went to his friend group.
He was staring at me with a smirk. That jerk.. why does he feel the need to laugh at me for ever single shit that happens to me..?
I sat all the lessons quietly thinking that i did not even realize that the last lesson was over.

I got to my locker and when i opened it there were 2 sandwiches and.. a letter-?
I opened the letter and read the text.

"Come to the Rivers Park. 15:30. I'll be there."

I wonder who would want to see me? I am happy about the sandwithes tho! I'm starving!!
But I'm scared. What if it's the offender? What if he knows where i study and wants to kidnap me?
Oh don't be stupid Kayla. How would he know?
I told Max about the letter and the food. She approved me to go but if i did not call her for an hour she's coming for me. I had to leave my location on.
I felt more safe thanks to her.
It was now 15:10 and i went to the Park. I was wearing some random baggy pants and a baggy tee. I sat by the Saint's River as i watched the tree leaves wave at me. I love nature.. it calms me down.

"There you are..,,

I heard someone behind me. And it sent shivers down my spine. Because that voice was someone i knew.

K: "What do you want here Jihoon?,,
J: "I'm the one who gave you the letter,,
I got up and was about to leave

J: "Where are you going?!,,
I didn't even look back and just answered

K: "I don't need you to make fun of this too. If i knew it was you i would never come you fucker,,

And with that i left the park. He did not stop me this time. I called Max that i was okay and headed home.

HELLO THERE!! Sooo what are we thinking? So far so good right? I really enjoy waiting this story and i am surprising myself with every single chapter i write down! I wish you all a great day!!❤️
-L.D.