To My Dearest Asshole

II. Is he abandoned?

It was a week since our fight at school. Everything has been the same since. Jihoon poured some water on me but that was kinda nothing. As the days passed we were getting closer to our Camp trip. It was just 5 months away. And Max would not be quiet for a second about it. She's like the psycho people that are already talking about christmas in April.
Today i woke up with a really weird feeling. I had no idea what it was. But i did not give a shit since my head was full of the feeling of hunger. I went down the stairs to get breakfast. I had a chocolate muffin in my pastry. I made some green tea and took the muffin. I sat at the table, turned the TV on and whatched Spongebob till i was done eating. Then i did my hygiene and went to pick my fit for today. I don't why but i felt like dressing pretty today. I picked a black pleated skirt with a grey oversized sweather and a white tank top underneath. I just let my hair down and put on a black berret that my mom used to wear. I thought i looked super cute today so i started my day in a good mood. I was on my way to school when i saw Jihoon talking with Max.
I watched them quietly until i saw him reaching out to hold her neck.

K: " HEY!!,,
I shouted as i ran towards Jihoon and as soon as i arrived he slapped my best friend. I jumped at him and slamed him on the ground. I was holding both of his hands and was sitting on his legs so he couldn't move.

J: "You always have to appear right before the fun starts.,,
K: "She did NOT do anything to you. Stop bringing her into this,,
J: " Oh she did. She assulted me. She deserved the slap. And also-,,
I did not let him continue and slapped him.

K: "I'll say this for the LAST time. I don't give a single fuck what you do to me. But if i ever see you touch Max again, You will regret it.,,
J: "What will you do, huh? Go cry to you mommy? Oooh I'm sorry i forgot that she shot herself lol,,
Okay ouch that one hurt. I hate when people talk about my mom like that. She was the sweetest person on earth and i loved her more than anything. I've never met my dad so she was basically the only person i had.
I let go of him and left without saying any word. He was always making fun of my looks, of my voice, hobbies, grades, you know everything. But never my mom.. She liked him. I never got to tell her what he was doing to me. She knew him as a sweet little boy that lived next to our house. She was helping his family when his parents were really sick. But i know that even if i told her everything she would forgive him and try to understand both sides. She always saw the good in people. And the fact that he said something like that actually did something to me.
I stared at him with disbelief in my eyes. I just got up and walked away while taking Max's hand.

J: " What's the matter sweetie? Did i already win? You know you can fight back lol, or are you too scared to face me again? Will i hurt you more if i talk about your Daddy also?
He laughed about it like crazy. No you sicko. I did not meet him, so this does nothing. But i still could not believe that he would do THAT.
I knew he was a jerk. But i did not think he was THAT heartless.

Today we had some kind of theather concert thing. We arrived to the school and when Max walked to her locker Nicolas came to her.

N: "Hey i- i think you're really nice and i thought maybe we could spend the lunch together? Also we could go to the Gym together?
Max looked at me and i just smile at he. she immediatelly said yes.
She waved at me while she walked away with Nicolas. She looked so happy i could not resist but to smile the whole time i saw them.
I took my mirror to fix my hair and headed to the Gym on my own.

The concert has passed already hallway through and we had a lunch break. I am really confused how tf are we supposed to watch some weird show for 6 hours. But i did not mind since we didn't have to sit in our chairs while listening to the teachers.
I went to get my lunch from the cafeteria and then i sat at the hallway. I love the hallways when it's lunch time. People are either in the cafeteria or outside. I ate my lunch and went to my locker when Jihoon appeared. He stopped right in front of me and pushed me into my locker.
J: "Don't act so uninterested. I know you are holding the anger inside, just so you know your mommy also did and it did not go well,,
I did not do a single thing. He let go and just stared at me in disbelief
He spit on my sweather and looked at my face.
My expeession did not change a bit and he started to get pissed off.
J: "DON'T ACT SO DEFENSELESS IT'S NOT FUN,,
He punched me in my arm really hard and left.
Great my sweather is fucked up.
I took it off and put it in my locker. In the mirror i saw that a gigantic bruise started to appear on my arm.
Even better... i go back to the Gym and i feel someone staring at me the whole time but, I didn't give a fuck to be honest. I just continued to sit and watch the show.
The school was over, and I was on my way home. I was listening to some music when i saw a little kitten under the bush near my house.
I picked it up and immediatelly took it home.
It's a cute ginger kitty. Kinda reminds me of Max.
When i arrived home i dropped my bag to the ground and took the poor kitty to the bathroom. I bathed him very carefully since he was really skinny and small. He had many flies and ticks. Thank god i managed to get rid of them.
I wrapped him up in a hot blanket and fed him some warm milk.
I don't think there's a big change of him survivng. I'll name him Lucky. Because we are gonna be really lucky if we makes it through this week.

Lucky helped me to get my mind out of the incident with Jihoon. But after a while it came right back in my head.
I don't know what to do about it. He's never been in my head so much.
I needed to get my head away. So as soon as Lucky fell asleep i got ready and went to a club. I've never been in one. And i alaways wanted to try it. I just texted Max that I'm heading out and if she would have time she could come to my place to feed Lucky.
I called taxi and went to Marianas Palace. It was the biggest club in town. I got inside and there was loud music and people everywhere. I loved it so much!
At first i just sat at the bar for a while until a handsome guy approached me.

???: "Well Hi there princess, are you alone?,,
K: Yeah, i am.
???: "How about a drink? It's on me. Just pičo whatever you'd like.,,
K: "Really? Thank you!! I'd like the Sex on the beach.,,
???: "Someone's got off the hook,,
He smirked as he handed me the drink which i drank like there was no tommorow.
He bought me like 10 other drinks till i was feeling really light. We were dancing and having a really nice time.

K: "I need to use the restroom,,
I said as i went to the restroom. I vomitted some of the alcohol out. Washed my mouth and went back to my handsome prince

???: "Here drink some water, it'll make you feel better,,
He handed me a cup of water which i drank all and then we went on the dance floor again.
I felt really dizzy and weird but also sooo amazing. The world did not exist.
I didn't even realize that i was no longer on the dance flooooor.
(Fuck.. why are we outside? Eheheh he looks funny, why do i feel so lightheaded?)
I had no idea what was happening. Turns out we were outside the club right behind the back door. The man was touching me. He was kissing my lips and chest. Why didn't i do anything? I could not. I was mentally not there. I did not know we were outside.
He put something in the water didn't he..?
Am i gonna die...?

HIII! There's another Part!! I hope you all enjoyed it!! What do y'all think about the kitten ? Yep! The name of this part is based on the kitty. should we keep it??❤️
-L.D.