Things are going to get intense in this chapter! See more notes at the end please!
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Whenever I would read a book, or to be more specifically– A romance book, there would somehow be a part where meeting the other person made their world lighten up and everything start to sparkle.
I wanted to experience that sparkle, however romance was not a thing I am interested in. I don't think ill ever be interested in it.
However, I would like to see the world sparkle, even just once, because everything was so dull.
Dull. Boring. Suffocating. Uncaring. And other words.
Hey, do you know why I am here? I could be enjoying life and laughing heartly right now, but Im here.
So, why am I here?
Why are there people here?
Where did the joy in life go?
Where was it in the first place?
I don't remember.
Why don't I remember?
Tell me the reason of life, why was I born?
Why are humans so cruel?
Why are humans so selfish?
Why do I have to suffer along with the other children?
Why did I meet such people?
Was I always this way?
Im sure somewhere along the road I went off tracked.
But, where is the right track?
Theres no one to guide me so just answer me.
How can I still smile here?
I know it wasn't fake, so how can I even smile when I'm suffering?
Does Yamamoto know the answer?
Why are people aggressive? Why am I even mad right now?
Does Gokudera know the answer?
How can I even be close to people?
Does Hibari know the answer?
Despite being me, why do I even try?
Does Chrome and Mukuro know the answer?
Why do people crave attention? Is it because they are lonely? I could relate.
Does Lambo know the answer to that?
How can I still be loud after screaming so much?
Does Ryohei know the answer to that?
And finally, Why am I, me?
Does Giotto know the answer to that..?
I don't get it.
Will ever get my answers?
Don't even bother. Answering these questions are useless, are they not? Isn't that just the way life is? Confusing. Unfair.
No matter where you are, I'm sure you've asked questions to yourselves at some point.
This is so annoying. Annoying. Annoying. Annoying. Annoying? Annoying. So annoying. SO ANNOYING!
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