Ok, ok, ok....so loads of people have been asking me this question. Am I emo? Well, here is your reply...yes and no. It's really hard to explain with all the middle school hormones and shizz going on inside me. Here's all I have to say. I hate myself and the only reason I'm still living is for you guys and my family. I feel like this world is an endless paradox of misery. Everybody is only a figment of this reality and exists no where else. Sometimes I write songs about hanging myself. When you're mad at yourself, it's easy to crawl in a hole somewhere and hide away, but you can't crawl away from yourself. And, on the days you make people mad, what's the point in living anyway? It seems that disappointment is human nature and we're all going to die anyway.
So there you have it. Sorry if it freaked you out a bit, but you wanted the truth. No, I'm not going to kill myself. I have too many AOT episodes to watch....including the next season. And too many fetuses to give birth to...maybe. If Ray approves when I'm like, 25. Anyway.....oh yeah Ray's coming to visit me from the U.K. in three weeks! *excitement* I'm so happy. Welp, good bye my lovelies!!!
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Fifty Shades of Phoebe (フィービーのフィフティシェード)
Non-FictionHALLOW! Dis is just a random tingy I decided to do. I just post whatever I feel like. So, yeah. Gimme a hug, my lovelies (>^-^)>
