Chapter 25: Intertwine

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His tounge meets my clit in slow, sensual strokes.

My head falls backward and I let go. Pleasure consumes me. The feeling rushes throughout me like a tidal wave, washing over me and drowning my consciousness.

My body shakes with ecstasy. The intensity of it causes a shudder to shake my whole frame, causing me to moan in response.  My body trembles as I try desperately to control my breathing, to keep it from becoming labored. Every inch of my skin feels alive, tingling with anticipation.

He's licking me. He's licking me. He's licking me.

Those surge of thoughts keeps  repeating themselves over and over in my mind, driving me mad with desire. Shohei's tongue continues licking me.  My whole body feels like it is burning up, like someone has set fire to my insides, spreading the flames outward. Each passing second seems to last longer than the previous, until finally, a great, blinding light suddenly bursts forth from inside of me. I can barely stand it, I collapse in a heap against the mattress, my body spasming uncontrollably.

"Oh god...oh god...oh gods!!!" I shriek, my hands grabbing the covers tightly and I cover my mouth as I pant.

Shohei  pulls his lips off my body, leaving behind wet and sticky trails, before rolling off of me and hovering over me. His hand traces circles on my stomach, soothingly rubbing my skin.

"Look me in the eyes"  a whisper escapes his lips. I obey silently while Shohei places one hand over mine

"I wanna see your face" he says softly and I raise my chin up, looking deep into his eyes.

His expression remains unreadable but somehow I know that there's nothing angry or frustrated about this.

Rather it's an understanding. Like he understands my feelings completely and knows exactly what I want. It makes me feel safe, which is strange considering I never felt safer than with him before.

Maybe because I knew he wouldn't hurt me. Or maybe because I was always afraid that if I told him something he didn't like he would get angry.
But now, with the look in his eyes, I don't feel frightened anymore.

But like a flash blink run through my bubbling wander, the memory of Lars  flashes across my brain again, and I freeze like a deer caught in headlights.

This isn't how I wanted this to happen, not at all. What is wrong with me?

"Are you alright?" Shohei questions with concern, leaning closer, his breath ghosting over my lips.

And now his lips are hovering over my own. The warmth,  the softness, everything feels almost unreal. It's too seductive to resist.

Rule number 1, no kisses on lips.

I close my eyes, taking a small backwards.

"Yes, I'm fine... Just ... lost"   I whisper, opening my eyes and staring straight ahead.

His thumb gently caresses my cheek and then my lips. "It's alright... It will be ok... Just relax" 

I exhale slowly and turn towards him. "Thank you..."  I murmur.

Shohei chuckles. "For what?"

"I don't know.... For being gentle to me..."   I blush, feeling shy and vulnerable.

He goes silent and for a couple of seconds it's quiet between us.

Then, without warning, Shohei lifts my leg and  wraps it around his torso. He grabs onto my hip with his free hand and brings it against his hard erection.

"Mmmm..."  I gasp, closing my eyes once more.
"Open your eyes" He commands, making my eyebrows rise slightly in confusion.

Without waiting for my reaction, he thrusts himself in me.

My hands grasp at his shoulders, digging my nails into them. He moans, holding onto me tightly as his movements increase their tempo and strength. I gasp at every movement of his shaft hitting my cervix repeatedly and then I release the tension that is building inside of me.
His moans echo through the room, as well as the sound of my moans. We move together like this for some minutes and although Shohei is quick and forceful, it doesn't take me long to lose myself in blissful pleasure. As my body begins to give way to the sensations, I lean forward, resting my head against his shoulder and let out a sigh of satisfaction. Shohei holds me tight, kissing my forehead, my ears.

His lips graze against my neck, my collarbone, my breasts. His hot breath hits the sensitive flesh.

I feel my body begin to weaken, like a heavy weight has been dropped upon me. Shohei releases a groan against my neck.

The lust engulfs me once more.

***

That night, we sleep on the bed together. There was an awkward silence between us afterwards. It seemed like we both had things we needed to think about. The blanket that is covering us is still warm. I feel Shohei's body heat radiating around me, his scent, his warmth surrounding me. I can smell the freshness of him, the scent of his sweat that sticks to me as I fall asleep, the familiar scent lulling me into a pleasant dreamland.

I wake up in the middle of the night, unable to fall back asleep. I roll over on to my side, facing Shohei's back, watching as he breathes softly.

Staring weirdly at his tanned skin as if it was my "emptiness land", some thoughts just can't escape my mind. It's a constant stream of questions that have been racing through my head all day.

Why do I think of Lars?
I don't know. His small touch  lingers on my hands... His smile... How I wanted to hold him tight and never let go..

Why being with Shohei is so unusually good?
I look over at Shohei. I watch him breathe peacefully. His chest rises and falls slowly. Maybe since I asked him to treat me nicer, he actually did.  It really does make me happy that I won his trust, made him care about me.
But I still find it difficult to approach him. Not that I really ever hated him. But deep down inside, he has something that is too hard to touch. It's like he is untouchable, untouchable to those who aren't part of his world.

But after all, how can I explain this mixed feeling inside me right now?











Author's Update:
- Hey I'm back from a soooo longgg time T___T
- Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for your kind words to support me about me application. Few more days and I'll have the result.
- Thank you for staying here and continuing to support this story <33333
- I've just bravely walked out of a situationship. I realized that love is something can't be forced, so if you can feel it you go if you can't feel anything just leave, there's mr right waiting for you somewhere else (yeah but i'm still the heartbroken one)
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