stolitz

discovery

BEFORE WE START I HAVE TRIGGER WARNINGS: suicide references, self harm  if this bothers anyone, I recommend to stop reading here.

Blitzø was lying on his couch, scrolling through the pictures on his phone. Loona was at a party with Tex so he was home alone. The longer and longer he looked through his phone, it became harder and harder to suppress his tears. He was doing well so far until it came to a picture of his mother... this was what he meant when he told fizz about what he lost in the fire. Blitzø got so upset that he threw his phone across the room, luckily not so hard that it smashed.

A few minutes later, a notification came through on Blitzø's phone, he could only just bring himself to get up to read it. His eyes widened when he read it. It said that it was the full moon, and that he was late to his meeting with Stolas. "Shit, shit, SHIT!" He scolded to himself as he ran around frantically,  trying to get ready.

On his way there, all Blitzø could think about was what he said to Stolas on the night at Ozzie's. He regretted every word of it but he knew he was right. No body could ever love anything about him except his dick. Especially not Stolas... Blitzø just blushed at the very thought of him.

The voices in Blitzø's head kept going on and on, repeating what they said during his acid trip. He was holding back a lot of tears and emotions, but this time he was able to bottle it up. "Shut. the. fuck. up." He whispered under his breath to see if it would help, but it just worsened them by the minute.

Blitzø finally arrived, and he climbed over Stolas' balcony because he didn't want any of the palace butlers aware of his presence. As he got into Stolas' room, instead of seeing him on his bed, as was the usual, he saw him in a ball in the corner, feathers all over the room, cuts and bruises all over his body.

Blitzø just stared at the sight, unsure of what he should do. He was about to check on him, but paused as he heard Stolas talking to himself in a very soft and shaky voice. It sounded like he hadn't stopped crying for days.

"Stella was right..." Stolas said to himself,
Barely able to speak. "I'm pathetic. A pathetic husband, father and demon." I thought I had my dear sweet Via, and Blitzø," Blitzø knew that things were serious when he didn't hear his nickname "but he didn't even show up tonight, and Via, well, I can't tell with her, but it's safe to assume that she's just the same." Stolas sighed and grabbed the angelic weapon beside him, still unaware that Blitzø was standing in the room, nearly choking from trying not to cry about Stolas' words.

Stolas then began a full on sob.

"Stella was also right about most other things" He said, as he slowly raised the angelic dagger to his neck. Blitzø's eyes widened because he knew what Stolas was about to do, he had attempted it on himself before.
"She said I was a pathetic excuse for a demon, and that it would make no difference to hell if I was here or not, and I prefer not..." Just as the blade slightly pierced his skin, he said, 'no one loves me'. These words struck a chord with Blitzø, and he couldn't sit back and take it anymore.

Blitzø sprinted over to Stolas, snatching the dagger from his hand. And then proceeded to put his hands on Stolas' shoulders, gripping them hard. Blitzø wasn't looking up from the ground at first, but he wasn't scared anymore. He looked into Stolas' eyes with a sad pleading look. There were non stop tears streaming down his face.
"I DO! I LOVE YOU, YOU STUPID BIRD BITCH!"

Stolas looked up at Blitzø, trying to speak, but it came out mostly as coughs and splutters.
"Bu- i-i-uhhh *cough* i- Blitzø, i- wh-wha-what?"
Blitzø looked pissed, but not at Stolas, at himself. His words were near shouting as he spoke.
"Look, I, this is hard for me to say, but I don't care anymore, ok!? You can't do this, I can't lose you, and I'm sure as shit that Octavia can't either! I don't know what that evil, manipulative bitch Stella has been saying, but she is wrong, very, VERY wrong about you, Stols...!"

Blitzø continued to cry as Stolas stared at him, a deep shade of crimson encapsulated his entire face. Blitzø cupped Stolas' face in his hands, his forehead rested on that of the others'.

After a few minutes in this position, perfectly still, Stolas finally broke the seemingly deafening silence. "Listen, Blitzø, about what happened at Ozzie's, i~" he and Blitzø said something together. "I'm sorry"...

Blitz then opened his mouth to speak.

*End of chapter one*
Ha ha ha, cliffhanger number one! I will only update often if this story goes well, and if you have any requests, or opinions, let me know! Byeeee! (Btw that was 871 words)