stolitz

chapter five

Moxxie's pov:
"MILLIE, COME HERE!"
"What is it sweetie?"
I explained to her what I had heard and she became nearly as mad as when she last saw Chaz. She tried storming into Blitzø's office, but I held her back. I smirked at Millie, this is the most badass I've ever felt since standing up to my dad
(and failing).
"I know..... Other.... Ways we can make him suffer, dear."

Blitzø's pov:
I put the blade back in the safe with Stolas' grimoir, the blade entering different from when it left the safe.... It now came with fresh blood. After that incident with Striker in the cave,(happened in western energy) I knew I needed to visit soon. I don't want him to think I don't care... Besides it's not like I couldn't, I'll just do what I always did at Barbie's rehab (minus nurse pussy face, of course 🙃).
Third person:
Blitzø left his office, and said his goodbyes to the MnM's, but they were pissed at him for a reason he was unaware of.
"Bye MnM, I'm clocking out"
They replied, annoyed for some reason.
"Yeah, yeah, no body cares Blitzo."
Those words struck a chord with Blitzø, it hit him where it hurts. Blitzø knew that those two and his daughter Loona were the only ones that knew why he made the o silent. And they knew how much it hurt him to be called by his old persona.
"Whatever... Bye"
Blitzø stormed out the door, slamming it behind him. He could believe what they just did, and he also wondered why. But it didn't matter, they were clearly just like the rest. Then the voices... they came back....
"Good, no great job there, another relationship YOU decided to fuck up Blitzo, I'm impressed!"
"Stop"
"Why? It's a truth that you need to hear."
"I don't need to hear it, I already know..."
Blitzø began to choke up as he walked out. He decided to walk to the hospital, through the rain, you know, to have his ✨ iconic ✨ sad movie moment (not the real reason, but who cares).
As he was walking home, he felt his skin begin to burn. It was acid rain.
He began to sprint to the hospital that he remembered Stolas was admitted to. He ran up and jumped into some random window, praying it was Stolas' (which it was).
"AH SHIT, MY EYES! IT BUUUUUUUUUUUUURNS!"
Stolas sat up slowly and rubbed his eyes in disbelief.
"Bl-b-Blitzø?"
"Stolas... Look... I'm sorry I couldn't come any sooner, we were stacked up with clients, a-ah-and I was tired, and I feel really REALLY bad!"
Stolas could hear that with each word, he sounded more and more apologetic and desperate, letting out short, exasperated breaths.
"Look, Blitzy, it's ok," Stolas tried to give a reassuring smile, but Blitzø could see how much energy it took, how much pain was behind his eyes, just from a smile. "I'm just glad you're here now." He placed a hand on Blitzø's cheek, cupping his face in a plush of feathers.
"Stolas... Listen... Everything I've said to you in the past week, I'm sorry. I feel bad If I did hurt you, but I wasn't lying. I do love you, but past experience ruined it, and I can't believe that anyone can really love me..."
"Oh Blitzy... How could anybody NOT love you?"
Blitzø tried to respond but it only came out as chokes and splutters of tears. Stolas pulled him close and shared an embrace with him. They stayed like that for a while. Synchronised heartbeats and breaths. For once, Blitzø felt calm, no thoughts at all, only ones about how fluffy Stolas' feathers were. Even the voices were gradually getting drowned out, not fully, but it was a start.

Just as Stolas felt his consciousness about to drift away (he was falling asleep, not dying, don't come for me🙃), his gaze shifted towards Blitzø and he noticed the scars all over him, arms, chest even back (somehow). He leant down and whispered into Blitzø's ear.
"Blitzy.... What are these...?" He said gently, gesturing to his scars.
Blitzø's eyes widened as he realised what Stolas was talking about. He laughed nervously and quickly tried changing the subject, to draw the attention away from them.
"Heheeee, well~ don't worry it's fineeeeee. Besides, don't act like you don't have these, bitch." He tried to pass it off as a joke to hide his pain, but Stolas was anything but in the mood for jokes right now.
"Blitzø, my goodness, I'm serious! Tell. Me. What. Is. GOING! ON?!?"
Blitzø sighed, and rubbed his head into Stolas.
"I'm sorry... I don't want... To talk about this... Right now, ok?"
"Yes, of course, I'm just worried about you, that's all."
Blitzø felt his face flush red and hot painfully hard. These words are words he never thought anyone would have ever said to him, ever. But finally hearing them, especially from Stolas, was really important to him.
"Because I love you, Blitzy."

"I love you too Stols."

It felt so good to finally say that without worrying about ruining his life.
It was a nice feeling.

*End of chapter 5*
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