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chapter one 🌶️🌶️

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🌶️🌶️: getting hot
🔥🔥🔥: you'll be screaming

I grab my books and head outside.
"Kam! You think we could head to your house for a bit?" My best friend Ashton asks, putting his arm on my shoulders.
"Sure my parents aren't gonna be home though because they have an important meeting." I say, rolling my eyes.
"Around 6 I'm having a party y'all have to be there." Jessica says, walking with us to Ashton's car.
"I don't think I can." I lie.
My parents didn't care if I went, hell they didn't care if I got pregnant at 17. But I really didn't want to go.
"Kameron you're going." Jessica scolds.
"Yes ma'am." I say, getting into the passenger side.
"Kk see you there pooks." Jessica says, basically skipping to her car.
I shut my door and groan. Ashton laughs beside me.
"Why does she have to be so pushy! I don't get it." I whine.
"It's Jessica when is she not pushy Kam?" Ashton smiles, starting the car.
"True. But still all I'm going to do is sit in a corner and get drunk all alone." I scowl, looking outside.
"Alone with me right?" Ashton grins.
"Of course I need my emotional support dog." I cackle, making Ashton push me playfully.
"Don't tell me I have to bark too." Ashton winces, smiling.
"Well no one would know you're a dog!" I grin.
Ashton rolls his eyes and smiles.
Ashton has been the only person I could talk to since kindergarten. And I'm glad I have him. He knows how little I see my parents because they're always off doing what they do best which is Mafia work basically. I have been trained since I turned 13 to have a gun on me at all times. Has it gotten me into trouble at times? Most definitely. But I never would start a fucking school shooting. My parents made sure the school wouldn't take it from me and with a little threatening and some cops I could carry it everywhere. We pull into my house and go inside. The cold air conditioning hits my face and I almost melt into it. Living in Arizona, it doesn't matter what time of the month it is, there could be snow on the ground but we are still sweating. I hear the back door slam and I stop and listen. I grab Ashton and make him stay. I grab my gun from the belt on my thigh under my skirt. And click it. I walk slowly to the back door and look. I hear someone ruffling through the papers on the counter. I go and turn and see my older sister and her boyfriend Max on the counter fucking!
"GODDAMNIT! Jackie!" I scream, before averting my eyes.
"Oh my God! I'm sorry I didn't know you'd be home!" Jackie squeals. I look back and Max's pants are on and Jackie's dress is pulled down but it's wrinkled. Ashton comes from behind me and tries not to smile.
"Don't y'all have your own place for this?" I scold.
"Yea um... He... H-he had an i-issue..." Jackie stutters.
"Ok. That's enough. I don't even wanna know. Max take care, Jackie time to get going?" I say, folding my arms over my chest.
Jackie nods slowly and grabs her keys and walks out with Max. I slap my hand to my head. I saw their car why didn't I think they'd be here!
"Let's go." Ashton says, letting a small chuckle out.
Ashton speed walks past me to my room and plops on my bed.
"Is it child abuse to not give your kid a amazing bed? If it is my parents need to be called on." Ashton says, snuggling up in my bed.
"The worst part is at night you get super hot and sweaty." I laugh.
"So should we get this going?" Ashton smirks, sitting up.
Oh yeah, we kinda hook-up a lot. It started out small just a kiss and make out session here and there but then he went down on me and god it was amazing.
"I guess." I say, walking over and straddling him.
I feel his hardness and smile. He smirks and presses kisses all down my neck. I sway my hips and also put my hair up. I put my gun on my nightstand and feel Ash put his hand up and down my thigh. I hear a phone ring and start to get up but Ash pulls me back. He answers and moves my hips till I start myself.
"Be quiet ok babe?" Ash whispers.
I nod and kiss his neck while he talks. He is crazy sometimes but I got used to it. I told him when he started this that I couldn't do a relationship. He agreed but every time we're together like this I want to rethink it all. I don't though. I can't have a relationship in my life.
"Sis you called me! I can't help if I'm busy!" Ashton says, and breathes a shaky breath in.
I smile.
"Ok love you too bye." Ashton says, and hangs up.
I smile and rest my head on Ash's shoulder. Trying to stay quiet still. It's not that hard but I do struggle alittle. Ash puts his hands on the small of my back and pushes causing me to groan. He does it again and I moan. I can't get enough of this.
"You got it on you?" I stifle, feeling the tingle in my spine.
Not yet!
"Always." Ash smiles, pulling out the shiny wrapper.
I almost released but didn't. I stand and shut my blinds and turn off my light. I check the door to make sure it's locked and strip my clothes off. I'm only in my bra at this point. I sit down and feel Ash next to me. I can see the outline of his body and I can tell he took his clothes off too. I hear the foil ripping and smile. After he pulls my arm I lay on my back and he rolls over me. And hovers over top of me.
"Ready?" He asks.
This won't end well for sure.