Boys will be Bugs

How to be a heartbreaker

My eyes slowly opened as i felt someone's hands on my leg i gently move out of bed as i look to see that it was spider "shit shit shit" im actually fucked i was meant to be the good one the girl who never had sex and was "pure" was this true in reality not entirely but it was a very easy image to uphold. Now I've hooked up with the biggest tattle tale dickhead in all of hartley. I may as well just end it now and save the embarrassment. I mean I'll be lucky if the whole school doesn't know till recess. I look around his room wondering where the rest of my clothes are and I accidentally bang his drawer.

"Angie what are you doing in my room" looking at the empty condom wrapper and his clothes on the ground he soon pieced together what had happened the night prior "What the fuck Ang we can not tell anyone" he says running his hands through his head I can tell he is just as concerned as i am "agreed but what are you worrying for your like the schools biggest fuckboy i actually have a good reputation" he has no right to worry he has gotten with literally everyone in our year "if anyone finds out we hooked up my life will be over'' he spat. Least i don't have to worry about him telling anyone.

As I leave his house and walk back home in his clothes I feel this sense of guilt like I'm a shitty person. I just slept with my boyfriend's best friend. To be fair we have been on a break for like a month and to be fair both me and spider were drunk so it's not really our fault but still I must be the shittiest girlfriend ever. I crawl back through my window and put my own clothes on, chucking his behind my wardrobe. I will just try to sleep it off and not think about it.

That morning i get a text from Ant:

Anteater: are you up I have a surprise for us

What did you do

Anteater: just meet me by the beach at 12

Okay see u soon

I'm actually screwed either he knows and were gonna break up like for real or he's done something nice and I will go down as the worst girlfriend in history I put on some decent clothes and head down to the beach to find he has set up his dads old projector and is playing my favourite movie of all time "Hey you look so pretty in that dress ang" he said looking all cute ugh why does he have to be this cute "what's all this about" i said as he put his hand on my cheek "well i got to thinking and i really don't wanna be on a break with you your the most amazing girl and can we please get back together" i was too stunned to speak i didn't know what to say "yes of course baby" his eyes lit up he kissed me on the forehead and we both sat down "also guess what today is... its our anniversary this time last year i asked you out and for some unknown reason you said yes". he starts the movie and we sit back cuddling each other on his mums scarf that were using as a blanket. We sit back and let the day roll away about an hour in he looks at me "hey ang i've been wanting to say this for a while but i never found the right time but 'I love you' you don't have to say it back but i just wanted to let you know" he rubs the back of his head with his hand. 

Were both facing each other and he leans into a kiss and our lips meet. It's both magical and wonderful we start making out and one thing I love about him is always puts the other person above himself; he always puts my enjoyment above his own. He has always done this since we were kids he may seem like a little shit but that's only because of Spider deep down he really does try to be a good person and wants to change. Things progress further and we quickly pack up and go back to his house and run into his room. We pick up where we left off and I start to go down on him. After it we both just cuddled and talked. He realises how late it's getting and offers to drop me home. We get out of his car and he kisses me "i'll see you tomorrow at school Ang have a nice night and tell your mum i say hi" "you too and i love you too ant" i walk inside before he responds.