Lost -matt sturniolo

run away

TW!!! Mentions or rape,mentions ofsh, mentions of abuse, abuse, smoking,sh

I smoked 2 more then went home high asf. When I got home my dad was sleeping on the couch and my mom was in the kitchen "hey honey" my mom says hugging me and kissing my forehead "where were you, You seem...off please don't tell me you've been smoking again" "wh-" "skyler Ann tate! " my mom yells upset,.causing my dad to wake up "I can't even with you right now! Do you know what that does to you!" My mom says before walking away leaving me in the living room w my dad. "You know how much money I could have got bc of you skyler... FUCKING 200 DOLLARS! " My dad gets up and slaps me, he kicks and punches me. Finally stopping when my mom pulls him off. "She made us lose 200 dollars, fucking bitch deserves it!" My dad yells as my mom takes him to the living room. I get up and clean the blood up, I walk to my room my door still locked, I grab a Bobby pin and open it. I lock my door again. I clean myself up, I have a black eye, busted lip, bruise on my jaw, bloody nose, and bruise all over my arms, stomach, and legs. I hop in the shower, when I get out I get ready for bed. I sit on my bed when I hear my parents yelling then I hear someone hitting someone. My parents fight but never lay hands on each other, my dad only hits me. I run down in my tank top and shorts, my mom has a busted lip and my dad's abt to hit her again. "Don't f fucking touch her k Kevin! " I push him away "you worthless piece of shit! " my dad says walking back over to me and my mom, I grab a bottle of liquor and hold it up "you t touch her and I'll dr drop it it's your l last bottle you dumb f fuck! " my dad stops right in his tracks, if gas is to much to him then he will risk his life for this 10 dollar bottle. "Put that down Skyler!" "Then don't t t touch my m mom Asshole" "honey it's ok I'm ok js put it down I can handle him" my mom says reaching out between me and my dad. "No I'm n not letting him hurt yo you" I say tears filling my eyes, my mom grabs the bottle and sets it down and grabs me and we run up stairs to my room, she locks the door, my dad banging the door. After 20 minutes he decides it's enough and go's back to getting blacked out drunk and falling asleep on the couch. My mom hugs me "sky I'm sorry" she's crying "f for what? You didn't d do anything" "I'm trying you know that right I wish I noticed sooner I'm so sorry" then it hits me I'm in my tank top "it's n not your fault" "yes if I was here more I could stop him" "i it's not your f fault all he does is s sit on his lazy a ass and dr drinks" "yk I'm so proud of you for helping me but you need to stay out of fights like that it's for your safety" my mom pulls away and cups my face in her hands "we'll get you therapy or smth, I will help you js promise me you'll stop" I don't respond "skyler, promise me" "I'm s sorry. " after we made sure my dad fell asleep my mom went out and went to work. I couldn't stay in the same house as my dad so locked the door grabbed my bag and sneaked out. I walk to CVS still in my pajamas, it's 10 pm so pajamas aren't that weird it's the part that it's raining and cold and I'm in skeleton tank top and black and white shorts, and I also have bruises all over me scars on my arms new scars and old, and scars that won't go away on my thigh. I walk in and. FUCK. I see the Triplets. "Sky you ok" nick says walking up to me "y yah im f fine" I say turning around putting my arms behind my back "nickkk- holy shit sky what happened to you" Chris says running with Matt approaching us I can see the top of his head not to far away. "N nothing" I say "clearly it ain't nothing did you get jumped" Chris says coming closer to me and Nick "n no I js... F fell" I say taking a step back "there ain't no way you fell" nick says looking at my thighs "Chris can yo- sky? What happened" Matt says "I n need to g go" I say tears filling my eyes as I walk away and go to the parking lot it's still raining, I sit on a bench under the roof the bench is wet but that's the least of my worrys. I see Matt walk out and he stands in front of me I pull my legs up to my chest hidding my wrist there more viable bc I got wet. "I'm sorry if I made you feel overwhelmed in there I js haven't seen anyone look... So-" "so p pathetic" "no! I never said that you don't look pathetic you look pretty, pathetic never. You looked so hurt I js don't like seeing anyone have to go through what ever you went through. By the way what happened bc ik you didn't fall" "I'm f fine" "see that's the first time I've heard you lie skyler Tate" "I am! I'm f fine. I j js fell, and w went to CVS to... G Get... Medicine for the p pain." " you can tell me I can help sky, we're friends I wouldn't hurt you" I don't respond I js try not to cry, Matt notices my eyes getting red and puffy, Matt pulls me out of my position and hugs me my face in his hoodie, I hug back. Him hugging me causes me to start crying. "Hey.hey.its ok let it out I'm here" "I'm s sorry" "no don't apologize, never apologize. Can you tell me what happened" "I'm sorry." I say before getting up and running down the street to idk where js anywhere away from there. I end up in the woods. the sun is rising my mom is home by now, my phone is dead and my dad probably don't care I'm gone, it's abt time for school I would say. Im walking when I hear leaves and sticks cracking, I turn around and it's a dog, a golden retriever. I check it's tag it belongs to the house in front of mine so returning him would be risky, I love my mom but I can't go back home not now not ever Idk and I don't want to know what my dad will do to me when I get home. The dog has a leashe on its collar someone must have been walking it then lost control. I grab it's leashe and walk it around the woods no sight of a neighborhood anywhere. I see lights then I see an neighborhood it's not mine but it's close to mine it's like a block away I think I walk of the woods and start walking to the house the dog tag is matching the surrounding houses by that I mean the house number is 243 and I'm at 216 rn so I'm close. I'm here my house is indeed In front of this mystery persons house. I'm scared to knock on the door, I have bruise all over me scars and more cuts from the branches and bushes in the woods my hair is messed up and I'm dirty and I smell like absolutely shit. I knock. Shit, shit shit. Why did I knock. What if there not home. What if I know them. What if they don't even wanna touch the leash bc I touched it. Or what if they give me a dirty look. Shit they opened the door. "Hell- omg cheesy I missed! " the young girl runs to the dog she looks around 20 or 25."omg I can't thank you enough... Babe! " the girl says as a boy around 20 or 26 walks in sight "chessy! " he yells petting the dog "thank yo- wait aren't you that one girl that the neighbors are looking for there they are now" the man looks at my parents walking around looking for smth it must be me, my dad looks like he's gonna kill me he also looks like he doesn't wanna be there, my mom looks confused she's been crying she's sad. They look around finally looking at me my dad looks more pissed then I've ever seen him. I run down the steps of the porch almost falling while my parents are chasing me I run into a street and... BOOM! I feel smth run into me causing me to go onto what I can only assume a car. The last thing I see is my mom before it goes blank. I wake up in the hospital my wrist kinda hurts I see my mom beside me and Chris? "W Where am I" I say sitting up "whoa whoa be careful of your wrist you sprained it badly" Chris says helping me sit up "doctor! We need a doctor!" My mom yells walking out of the room "what h happened" "Matt said you rain off not wanting him to know how you got all beaten up and then you got hit by a car luckily you didnt get that hurt bc that car was turning so it was slowing down you sprained your wrist and got a concussion you've been out for 1 day" "is my dad here?!? " I say trying to sit up and look out the room for my dad "no he's not" Chris says before my mom walks back in "hey honey I need to go to work I'll see you when you get home ok Matt said he'll take you" I js nod then Matt and Nick walk in. "I got you a burrito and I got sky a- good morning" nick says handing me a burger I shake my head he takes it back. They sit down and are talking Chris and nick are fighting abt smth stupid me and Matt are watching Steve Harveys tv show, when the doctor walks in holding a clip board "ok for this you can choose if you want them in here or not" the doctor says looking at the 3 boys. I look around "they c can stay" I honestly feel safe w them like I am w my mom ik no one will hurt me when I'm w my mom. "Ok well you where admitted October 6th 2024 with cuts on your legs, arms, stomach, face, and chest. You also have bruise on your legs, arms, face, stomach, and chest. A sprained wrist and a concussion. You have scars on your thighs and wrist assumed to be self inflicted. You have also been raped several times. But you can go home today" everyone looks at me I js node "well your free to go" the doctor walks out and nick hands me my stuff. I walk to the bathroom and get changed out of the ugly hospital gown. I look at myself in the mirror. Ugly. Slut. Pig. Pick me. Disgusting. Kys. Fatty. Attention seeker. disgrace. Useless. Replay in my head. I grab my now fully charged phone my mom must have charged it and take out the blade I cut 1,2,3,4,5 "bc I'm a disgusting slut" I whisper 6,7,8,9,10" bc I'm fat" 11,12,13,14,15 "bc I'm a pick me and a attention seeker. " I quickly put the blade up and wash my cuts w water, fuck that stings. I walk out everyone stands up nick and Chris walk to the car leaving me and Matt alone to talk. They were planing it you can tell by the way they knew what was happening. Matt doesn't say anything he js hugs me he's taller then me, Matt's 5'8 I'm only 5'1. "I'm sorry" Matt whispers "it's n not your f fault" "I'm sorry you went through that it's horrible, no one should live like that" "i I don't l live like that that's in the p p past" "I was talking abt dealing with it but now I'm scared, are you ok. We shouldn't take you home should we, I mean your moms nice bu-" "I sh sh shouldn't have said anything it's f fine I js wa wanna go home and go to s school and get my m missing work d done" I pull away and cross my arms I avoid eye contact. "Hey. dont shut me out I js wanna sure your safe, im sorry I shouldn't have said that. I'm sorry sky sky. " Matt gently grabbing my chin making me face him, tears roll down my face. But him calling me sky sky, ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! "Promise me you won't run away again" Matt says smirking causing me to giggle Matt wipes my tears away. "Your safe with me. I won't let anyone hurt you" he says hugging me "can I st stay at your house for a w while m my dad looked p pissed. J js let him c cool off a b bit. " I look up at Matt "your dad... You can always stay over... Now let's go before they kick us out" Matt says as we walk out.

A/n this chapter is long but I'm hoping to make every chapter this long. This chapter was all over the place. Hope you liked it. Love you pookies ❤

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