"Let's end this if before any of us regretting it."
Asi said as Alaz was looking up on him.
Asi continued her way while hobbling with her shoes in her hand.
Alaz stood up, walked over to her with long, furious steps, grabbing her arm ,making her to face.
"Alaz stop!"
Asi tried to free her arm from his hand.
Alaz not only didn't let her, but also pushed her against the stone wall behind them, caging her.
"No you stop!! stop your nonsense! You can't think about everything in just one way."
"I am not!"
"Have you ever thought about how I feel when other guys are looking at you waiting for a opportunity to hit on you? The way they look at you and the way they look at me. I can almost hear them thinking what the hell such a girl is doing this excuse of a man?"
Alaz said while shouting.
Asi looked at him with tearful.
"Every time we are sitting next to each other, every time we are kissing, making love every fucking second that you spend with me I question my whole life. What I did to deserve you after everything that I done to you how can you still love me? How can you choose me? Why me the monster that almost killed his own brother...my own mother doesn't love me so why would somebody like you love me?"
"That's not true..."
Asi said but Alaz cut her off.
"It is Asi! It's a fact!" he said, quoting her.
Alaz's tears running down on his face as she was pointing to him himself with his fingers.
"You have nothing to offer to me? What do I have to offer you? My anger issues? My insecurities? I had not bring anything to your life other than sadness and pain since the day we met and yet...you still chose me."
Asi's cry intensified again as she was wiping Alaz's tears.
Alaz grabbed her shoulders.
"I'll get tired of you? You literally changed me Asi! From top to bottom! From outside to inside! Everyone knows that. How can you not see it? I am trying to be a better person every fucking single day just to be worthy of you!"
Asi could see the hurt in his eyes and it broke her heart of the sight of him like this.
She grabbed his face in her hands, pulling his face to her, resting her forehead on his. As they continued to cry together.
After a while Alaz took a step back from her.
"So if you want to leave me... leave! But don't be shocked if you found my body the next morning. Because that's what is going to be left of me...a corpse... your absence would end me in a second."
Asi shook her head to sides nervously while crying.
"No...no don't say that..."
She said while pulling him to herself again, slamming her lips to his.
Alaz was caught off guard for a second. But he started to kiss her back. That kiss felt like anger,sadness,happiness,desire,passion and love all at the same time. Alaz had grabbed Asi's waist very hard pulling her to himself while Asi's hands didn't leave his hair for a second. They parted as they both were gasping for air.
"I'm yours Asi...My body...My soul...everything I have is for you...you are in my mind constantly...I'm unable of thinking about anyone else...I fucking yours Asi kiz..."
He grabbed her hand and attached it to his chest. Asi could feel his fast heartbeat.
"This beats for you...only you..."
Asi could feel his tears coming down on her face. She grabbed his hand and brought to her chest.
Alaz sighed at the feeling of her heartbeat under his palm.
"And this one beats for you...I fucking belong to you..."
Alaz closed his eyes as he heard her words. Asi couldn't take it anymore so she pulled him to herself, hugging her tightly.
"I'm sorry... I'm so sorry...I won't go anywhere...even if I wanted, I couldn't do it...I couldn't handle your absence...I would go crazy."
Alaz buried his face in Asi's neck while his hand was grabbing her tiny body firmly.
They parted slowly not breaking their touch of each other completely.
"Come on let's go...you're freezing."
Alaz said closing the front of his blazer on Asi.
"Me? You are practically naked."
She said and took a step but hissed as the pain in her ankle spread through her body.
Alaz looked at her worryingly.
"Ah be Asi! Look what you have done to yourself!"
Alaz said while bending his knees down for a little bit grabbing Asi from back of her knees and her back, hugging her in a bridal style.
"Pull me down! You'll hurt your back!"
"If it's what it takes for you to stop running away from me, I'll accept it with pleasure."
Alaz said and then kissed her forehead.
